Chapter 758

Why?

He must have wanted to ask.

She then said: "anyway, you are so busy. It's rare for you to come to see him once. You'd better not be too familiar with him. Chu Haotian, do you know..."

She sat down on the edge of the bed with her son in her arms and murmured in a low voice: "a few days ago, I read the composition written by the eldest daughter of the landlord's sister-in-law. It's about Dad What role does father play in the hearts of his children? She said that father is a man's most gentle name, father in the eyes of his daughter is like a towering mountain, will never stand down! And little girl The landlord's eldest brother went out for a few days and didn't come back, so she cried like something... "

"I didn't know before, but now I understand that the most difficult thing in life is to live and die!"

"Children from ordinary families like them are used to having their father around all the time. They will cry when they can't see them. They are not used to your son It's the same with him

"Every time you come, even if it's just for a while, he's still so young, but he knows you're the father, so he's very close to you. But once you leave, he'll have to cry for a long time before he gets used to your absence."

She kept saying it carefully, talking about her own thoughts.

Until the last sentence, the voice suddenly choked up, sad, heartache, unable to suppress.

However, she was obstinate at such a time, and obstinately went on.

"Chu Haotian, do you know? Every time you go, I look at him crying, my heart is broken. He is still so small, others have dad around, but he did not! Instead of making him cry like this every time, it's better that you don't get close to him when he's finally used to not having you. "

She didn't know how to say these words.

She didn't know whether it was right or wrong to say that.

This is his own son. If she doesn't let them be close to her father and son, isn't she too selfish and unreasonable? Or, is it angry, and then say something angry?

She doesn't know!

She only knew that there was something in her heart that had been suppressed for too long.

After every short happiness, we are faced with a long and endless pain.

This feeling is enough to drive people crazy!

Chu Haotian looked at her and listened to her quietly.

Lu Lingxi sits on the edge of the bed in a daze. In the empty bedroom, there are only her and her son left.

It's another exciting day for the little guy to see his father today. He didn't sleep during the day. After playing for a while, she just held him in her arms and coaxed him to sleep.

Sometimes she would wonder why she gave birth to this child?

However, when she watched her son sleeping in her arms, she was more thankful that God still treated her well. She still had a son, didn't she?

Son is the one who is really connected with her in the world!

She put her sleeping son on the cot, then involuntarily looked out the door.

Just now Chu Haotian just quietly listened to what she said. She hung her head all the time. Her eyes seemed to be shrouded in fog, which made his expression unreal.

Suddenly, he seemed to hear a heavy sigh.

She kept thinking, or he would defend himself, or he would blame her for not understanding him, or he would continue to promise her, or he would coax her

However, everything she thought, but nothing happened.

From the beginning to the end, she didn't hear anything he said. He just sighed and stepped back.

What does he mean by that?

Angry? Or is it hard?

Or is he going to have a cold war with her?

She looked at the door in a daze, because this series of ideas appeared in her heart.

Now I can't see his people, so I feel very uneasy.

How can it be like this?

What if he just coaxed her?

Or, he felt in his heart that she even had his children, so he would eat her in his life.

So he doesn't think it's necessary to coax her?

Anyway, she couldn't do without him. She might as well let herself bow to him first.

In this way, I will not dare to let Xing go and I will not dare to be angry again.

Is that so?

In the end, she didn't know whether it was anger, anxiety or something else. She immediately opened the bedroom door and almost rushed out.

However, the next second, the heart is inexplicably stable.

Because, his figure immediately came into view, his tall back now seems extremely desolate, I saw him standing in the living room window, the window open, bursts of hot air pouring in.

And he, it seems, is standing there smoking.

He heard a noise behind him and turned back immediately.

After seeing her, she squinted in confusion, then immediately put out the cigarette end, and raised her hand to wave away the smoke."Why haven't you slept yet?"

He opened his mouth first, in a low, deep voice.

Just like the moment when he walked away from her, his expression and words were all fragile. He didn't know what he could say or do, and he didn't do everything he said.

What can I say to her at this time? How much credibility is left?

Lu Lingxi was asked by him, why didn't he sleep?

But now they are like this, how can she sleep peacefully?

The grievances in her heart all of a sudden surged up, and even the tone of her voice was a little blunt.

"What are you doing here?"

"Have a cigarette..."

His innocent tone, calm as if just in the bedroom when she said those words are just a self venting, she said it on the end, it does not seem to have any impact on him.

Inexplicably, she couldn't express her anger, so she said: "what do you smoke? I've never seen you so irresponsible. Do you have any sense of propriety? Didn't you know your son was here? He is still so young, you let him smoke secondhand smoke... "

"I..."

Chu Haotian choked for a moment. Seeing her angry look, she suddenly did not dare to refute.

He wanted to say that in fact, he didn't have the sense of propriety as she said. Now he seldom smokes, and he can't control the addiction only when he is upset.

Of course, he also knows that he can't let his son smoke secondhand smoke, so Now my sons are all asleep, aren't they? He didn't smoke in the bedroom?

If he wanted to think so, he would never dare to make any excuse.

He could see that she was in a bad mood, so when she caught him, she let out her anger.

At this time, he is just willing to work hard, not fight back, not scold back on the right.

Anyway, in the final analysis, he is sorry for her!

"Don't be angry. I won't smoke any more, OK?"

He weakly apologized, Lu Lingxi glared at him.

Just because she felt uncomfortable, she would rather he had a big fight with her. Maybe it would be better after the fight.

However, he just lowered her posture, which made her feel more confused about what to do?