Chapter 759

Lu Lingxi is like a rubber ball that has let out gas suddenly, shriveled suddenly.

Then he sat down on the sofa, still sulking silently.

Bad mood, no reason, no need to explain.

Chu Haotian came over and sat down beside her, pleading and saying, "I really don't smoke any more, Lingxi Don't let me hold my son, will you? "

As he spoke, he reached over and held her hand in his hand, gently pinching it to please her.

So, she finally believed that she had just snatched her son from his hand, and said something to him, he was really hurt!

She just wanted to make him laugh.

Now he coaxed her, but she still felt uncomfortable.

What would she say? What she said was not her original intention. Her son needed his father. Of course, she couldn't really stop them from getting close to him.

But

She can't find any other words to sum up the feeling in her heart at the moment, the feeling of being at a loss and uncertain about the future!

She suddenly thought of the temple they went to a year ago and the legend.

Waiting for a lifetime of love

Those words engraved on the stone tablet are like a magic spell, which hoops her heart tightly. Every passing day, it hoops her heart tightly.

Slowly, she felt breathless.

How can it be like this? Clearly love each other, but such love can not find a way out!

So, after all, she could not help complaining.

But she knows, he is not the kind of person she imagined, he loves her!

As at this moment, how dare she act recklessly? How dare you shout?

In the final analysis, it's just pampering!

She is sure that he loves her, so she dare not treat him big or small!

Now he begged her not to let him hold his son.

She looked at his almost begging expression and listened to his humble words, not only could not say any words of rejection, but also deeply distressed.

She looked at him, her heart suddenly.

Is this him?

Is this the one she loves?

When did she love him like this?

In his memory, he has always been proud, confident, arrogant, domineering and invincible.

No matter where he stands, he seems to be the center of the world. He wants the world to revolve around him.

From the first day she knew him, she knew what a young man he was.

But at this moment, he was so low in front of her.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, he seems to have already changed unconsciously. He let her, loved her, and spoiled her

But she always took it for granted, so she didn't find out in time.

His change is for her!

"I didn't let you hold him, I'm not..."

As soon as she opened her mouth, her throat choked again. Then she broke away his hand and turned her face to one side alone. She didn't know how to face his innocent and humble eyes.

She wanted to say that he didn't have to.

Her favorite, or that high spirited pianpianpian Chu young master!

However, Chu Haotian did not dare to guess her idea easily. He watched her hand slip out of his palm and did not dare to act rashly.

He wronged her too much

He leaned on the sofa wearily and stared at her thin back for a long time. Then he murmured: "I knew it would be like this. If only we had registered for marriage early..."

Lu Lingxi was stunned and suddenly looked back at him.

But saw his whole person nest in the soft sofa, leaning back on the armrest with his head closed.

When she looked back, he did not open his eyes to see her, as if talking to her, and as if muttering to himself.

He continued: "it's ridiculous to think about it now. There were so many times and opportunities. Why What do you want to miss? Do you remember when you were still studying before... "

Finally, Lu Lingxi can be sure that he asked her.

Before she could understand the meaning of his sudden remark, he suddenly opened his eyes.

He gazed at her deeply and then said, "at that time For a while, didn't you stay behind me and come home with me? Do you know how Huo Mingxiu or our classmates make fun of me behind my back? They said Where's such a good girl? Can't it be the child's daughter-in-law your family found for you? I didn't say anything, but I was very happy in my heart. Later, I really wanted to let my father talk to your father and let you stay at my home in the future! A child's daughter-in-law is a child's daughter-in-law. When you grow up I will marry youI marry you

He looked her in the eye and said firmly.

Only three words, but let her heart all follow to tremble.

It turns out that at that time

Before she had time to think about it, she heard him say, "but he died before I could speak! I always don't want to admit it, but I know in my heart that for you I'm sorry... "

"But you know what? Do you know how desperate I am? All I know is that it's impossible. It hasn't started yet, but it's never possible. For so many years... "

He stopped for a moment and looked at her.

After a while, he closed his eyes again, as if in the fog of memory, to sum up his absurd life for so many years.

"For so many years, sometimes I can't remember what kind of life I've lived. It seems that I've lived a good life, and it seems that I'm missing something. Those around the women one by one, I can't even remember how many, slowly get used to, numb, thought, since it's not you It doesn't matter who you are! Sometimes I feel like I've lived my whole life like this, but I didn't expect that I would still meet... "

"You should think I'm mean, yes! Even I feel that way. Looking for so many reasons, what is because of Wu Shengrui, what is because you are the enemy's daughter, in fact, all are not! Just because I want you after I see you! That's why I found so many despicable reasons and exhausted all my methods. I just dare not admit my mind, because I'm afraid that once I admit it, I won't be able to keep you. I'm so proud, so dead to face, just can't accept that the person you love is not me As a result, I always miss so much... "

"From the beginning, I was the one who was low in the dust. I used to be afraid that you didn't love me and that you would leave me. Now I'm still afraid..."

"Lingxi..."

He suddenly came to her, looked at her almost imploringly, and said, "I know that I can't help you. You have anger and grievances in your heart. You can do whatever you want to do with me. You can beat me or scold me, but you can ignore me, OK? I'm most afraid that you will ignore me, and I'm afraid that my son will ignore me too... "

Lu Lingxi also listened to him calmly. He didn't know when, but his eyes were covered with a layer of water mist.

She bit her lip, shook her head, and shook it hard!

She didn't speak, and he wasn't sure what she meant. What was the meaning of shaking her head? Are you really going to ignore him? Looking at her like this, he was too anxious to know what to do.

"Lingxi..."

"Come on, Lingxi Don't be angry, OK? How do you want to calm down? You hit me, or you tickle me, OK? I hold my head, only smile, no resistance, OK? Scratch as long as you like, Lingxi Come on... "

He was so anxious that he could hardly kneel down to her.

"I'm afraid of..."

Finally, after she choked for a long time, she choked and squeezed out a word. At the same time, tears poured down