Chapter 1120

Good what? What are you unwilling to do?

In fact, according to Ji Qingxue's psychological analysis, all the reluctance of qiuniang comes from yuqingzi's concealment of her for many years.

She thought that Yu Qingzi's disappearance of human nature would lead to the occurrence of the blood case.

She and the twelve children had been together day and night. Perhaps because nangongyan was lonely and weak, she had a little pity for him.

She watched the child come out of loneliness. He was willing to smile and live in harmony with them. He put away all his precautions.

But what happened later made her a little overwhelmed. She hated but couldn't change anything.

So she left Tianshan and yuqingzi.

None of the people who have left Tianshan for so many years has lived easily.

Not only Nangong Yan, yuqingzi and qiuniang have been living in pain and suffering.

So even if she knew the truth, Qiu Niang was still trapped in the past.

The above is Ji Qingxue's psychological analysis of qiuniang.

But she always felt that there was something missing. I'm afraid even she couldn't tell what it was.

In the final analysis, these are just her imagination, and she can't see people's hearts every time, but it's all based on intuition.

"Qing Xue, what kind of person do you think I am?" Qiu Niang suddenly asked her this question.

Ji Qingxue didn't want to be perfunctory. After thinking carefully, he said gently: "I think Shiniang's temperament is as gentle as water, very much like... JIAYE flower."

It is said that when the Buddha was not Bodhi nirvana, he was still a physical Buddha. Because of it, the Buddha entered the illusion and was almost unable to restore his mind.

So Gaye flower is a dangerous existence.

Qiu Niang's expression did not change, and her eyes were still very kind and gentle: "JIAYE flower? It's very beautiful."

The corners of her mouth held a smile that seemed to have no meaning, which seemed to be mocking, but it seemed to contain infinite compassion.

Obviously, she knew the flower, but she didn't want to break it.

Qiu Niang said softly, "I seem to like you more."

In fact, Ji Qingxue regretted it as soon as he said it. No matter what, this person is nangongyan Shiniang. He shouldn't compare jiayehua to her.

If she didn't know the name of the flower, what would she think if she knew it?

Although she really thought so. In fact, she didn't say a word. She thought Qiu Niang was a very thoughtful person.

When you think you can see through her completely, what you touch is just the tip of the iceberg.

Ji Qingxue doesn't know what's wrong with her. She originally came to be a peacemaker today. How can she say nothing.

The wind blew gently and disordered Ji Qingxue's long hair. Qiu Niang reached out and gently pinned it behind Ji Qingxue's ear.

"Qingxue, I envy you," she said.

Again.

This is the tone of incomparable envy again. Ji Qingxue is curious in her eyes and pretends to tease: "is Shiniang so jealous of me and ah Yan?"

"No." Qiu Niang shook her head gently, "I envy you for being yourself."

The three words "be yourself" are easy to say, but difficult to do.

There are always many forced choices in life, so many times we live with masks. But the mask will not come off after wearing it for a long time.

The small fire, which was forcibly restrained by Ji Qingxue, is spreading wildly.

Qiu Niang's reaction tonight is really a little strange.

If she is really because of yuqingzi's problem, why does she avoid talking about him at all, but always say some strange things.

What to be yourself? Is she pretending until now?

Qiu Niang no longer looks at her, but always stares at the sky. In the dead of night, it was only dark, and I didn't know what she was looking at.

"I often dream these years. Guess what I dream of?"

Qiu Niang's tone was a little misty and trance, and even her eyes were empty and weak.

Ji Qingxue hesitated for a moment and replied, "I think Shiniang dreamed of those people who died in Tianshan."

The answer was naked and sharp, as if to prick the scarred wound and let fresh blood gush, as if the past was heavy.

Qiuniang's body was stiff for a moment, and then Ji Qingxue heard her "um".

"I can always dream that they are covered with blood, ask me why I don't save them, and why I know..."

It stopped here. Maybe she realized that she said something she shouldn't say. Qiu Niang smiled at Ji Qingxue twice: "you see, I'm old, so I love to nag. Qingxue, don't take it to heart."

Ji Qingxue smiled and said, "don't worry, Shiniang. I shouldn't remember, but I won't take it to heart." but a word that should be heard won't fall.

Qiu Niang stood up and said, "I'm tired, so I'll go back and have a rest first. Go to bed early."

Ji Qingxue nodded: "I hope Shiniang can have a good dream tonight."

"Yes." the tone was still kind.

I don't know if it's Ji Qingxue's illusion. She always feels that qiuniang's expression is a little cold.

On the way back, Ji Qingxue kept muttering, "what do you know... What do you know?"

From the reaction of Qiu Niang today, it seems that she still has some big secrets.

Phoenix Palace.

Seeing that she came back, Nangong Yan raised a smile on her face: "what's the matter? This peacemaker didn't take it for granted today?"

Ji Qingxue frowned, as if thinking about something big, and turned a deaf ear to Nangong Yan's words.

Nangong Yan suddenly felt a little strange. He just went to Shiniang. How did he come back like this?

Nangong Yan simply knocked on her forehead: "ah Xue, did you leave your soul there?" otherwise, how can you look like you're out of your mind.

Ji Qingxue murmured, "wait a minute, let me stroke it first."

After that, Ji Qingxue pushed him aside. Nangong Yan was even more confused. So, eh, what is this?

Ji Qingxue stared at the flickering candles on the table, as if the whole soul was wandering outside nine days.

Although nangongyan doesn't know what happened, she can know from Ji Qingxue's current state that she must have encountered an unimaginable problem.

So it's better to keep silent and accompany her quietly at this time.

I don't know how long it took. Ji Qingxue suddenly called him, "ah Yan."

Nangong Yan smiled: "why, finally the spirit has returned?"

Ji Qingxue ignored his ridicule, but asked seriously, "what was the reason why Shiniang left Tianshan?"

Nangong Yan was stunned: "isn't it because of his master?"

The candle set Ji Qingxue's face a little dark. She said word by word, "if not."