Ji Qingxue said something strange, but Nangong Yan knew that she would never say such a thing for no reason.
"Ah Xue, what's the matter with you? Why do you suddenly ask such a question?" he naturally thought of tonight, "but what did Shiniang tell you?"
Ji Qingxue nodded, and then told Nangong Yan the dialogue with qiuniang in the yard and her reactions.
After listening, Nangong Yan couldn't help but frown.
Ji Qingxue spread his hand: "you think Shiniang is strange, too."
It's not that she wants to think more, but Qiu Niang's words don't know what they are alluding to. She always thinks there's something behind it.
"Is there any other reason why Shiniang left that year?"
Before today, nangongyan had never thought about anything else, but today qiuniang's words couldn't help him to think more.
Ji Qingxue has hesitation in her eyes. It seems that she doesn't dare to say something.
Nangong Yan couldn't help bumping her forehead on her forehead: "what's the relationship between you and me? Just say what you have to say. Why hide like this."
Ji Qingxue ate the pain, covered his forehead and stared at him angrily: "it hurts, okay?"
Nangong Yan's eyes were filled with a small smile: "who told you to do this with me? This is a lesson. Don't say it quickly, or the family law will serve!"
Ji Qingxue reluctantly put down her hand and said with a flat mouth, "I think she will have something to do with the tragedy in Tianshan that year?"
On hearing this, Nangong Yan didn't think about it, so he blurted out: "it's impossible! Shiniang is gentle and kind. It's absolutely impossible to participate in it."
Ji Qingxue said, "people are separated from each other. I'm afraid you and I can't tell what kind of person she is."
Nangong Yan seemed eager to prove something, and even his tone suddenly became hasty: "but I'm different. We've been together day and night for many years. I know her. Shiniang, she's impossible."
His words seemed to explain and escape. If even Shiniang is involved, those days in Tianshan will really become a joke.
Ji Qingxue could see his resistance and rejection, so he gently held his hand: "ah Yan, if you feel unhappy in your heart, then I will never ask about it again, just don't talk tonight."
In fact, Ji Qingxue is a person who believes in her intuition very much. She thinks that if she digs down this clue, she will be able to dig out some secrets.
But the big secret is not as important as the man in front of him.
If the secret she discovered would bring him pain, she would rather give up, be a mute and pretend to know nothing.
Nangong Yan's hands and feet became cold in an instant. What had happened in Tianshan flashed before his eyes, which made him feel a little trance for a moment.
If the only warmth left in those dark days is false, is there anything real about what he has experienced?
Ji Qingxue found that he was wrong and quickly hugged him tightly: "ah Yan, ah Yan, look at me, look at me!"
Perhaps her tone was too tough, and Nangong Yan instinctively looked at her.
But the eyes were too empty and weak, as if everything in front of him was just a wisp of smoke, and he couldn't see anything.
Ji Qingxue held his face and said, "ah Yan, no matter what happens, I'm still here, I'm here."
At this moment, Ji Qingxue really regretted. She should listen to Qiu Niang's words and don't take them to heart, otherwise it won't stimulate him.
"Ah Yan, let's not think about it. It doesn't matter what happened in the past. It's enough as long as we live well now."
The cold of nangongyan's fingertips slowly spread to Ji Qingxue. Next year is a hot summer. Ji Qingxue clearly felt a sharp chill.
Nangong Yan pressed the man into his arms and tightly restrained her slender body.
He is greedy for her warmth and everything about her.
Because only her existence can make nangongyan feel alive.
"Ah Xue." Nangong Yan called her.
"Yes."
"Ah Xue."
"Yes."
……
Nangong Yan shouted tirelessly. He called Ji Qingxue.
In this cycle, I don't know how long it took nangongyan to finally stop.
After holding her for a while, Nangong Yan let her go: "I'm fine."
Ji Qingxue still has worry in his eyes, for fear that he will think nonsense and find himself a sin.
Nangong Yan barely opened a bitter smile on his face: "did I just look so handsome?"
Ji Qingxue taught him a lot of new words. He has already mastered them. Now he will draw inferences from one instance.
Ji Qingxue shook her head gently: "it's my fault that makes you remember things you don't want to recall."
Yes, it was a well planned murder and betrayal, and all the people he trusted were involved.
At the thought of this, Ji Qingxue couldn't help grinding his teeth: "your father is really not a thing!"
Although being disrespectful to the elders will be split by thunder, Ji Qingxue is not afraid at all, and scolds with great righteousness.
He came up with such a bad idea to let Nangong Yan watch his brothers kill each other for many years.
Those who suffer from psychological weaknesses have either become psychologically distorted perverts or have long gone to see the Lord of hell.
Growing up in such an environment, nangongyan just has a split personality. Ji Qingxue is really thankful. At least most of the time, he is normal.
Ji Qingxue was very distressed. He kept patting his back with his hand, and kept repeating: "it's all right, it's all over."
No matter how serious the injury is, it will eventually heal, but this does not mean that the scar will disappear over time.
The scar may fade, but the injury is always there, so what we can do is try not to see the scar.
Nangong Yan thought he could face the bloody past calmly, but his calm was only based on not mentioning it.
The scar can't be touched, because it's bloody.
"I'm not good. I shouldn't doubt it. Maybe Shiniang has other difficulties."
Ji Qingxue really wanted to beat her mouth twice. Why did she mention it again.
So she hurried to remedy: "but no matter what difficulties she has, it doesn't matter. We don't care."
Looking at her nervous appearance, the feeling in Nangong Yan's heart that was about to suffocate him suddenly disappeared.
She really has such ability that a simple word can save him from the endless abyss.
Nangong Yan countered her forehead and said in a low voice, "ah Xue, I actually have nothing to ask for. In addition to wanting our family to be together forever, I also hope I can live clearly in my life."