Chapter 105：Back to the place where it starts.

Aditi doesn't know for how much time she sleeps, but when she opens her eyes she found out that she is in shabby place, wait why this place looks so familiar, after thinking about this she remembers that this is the place where she lives before, but what more, she sees herself lying with chinu, then who is she, she tries to see herself, she just looks like a transparent thing, just like they show in movies so she is soul, then when she died, before the rebirth or after, is even her rebirth is true. Aditi try to call her system, but get no response, she remember system's last word so this might be her punishment, she see her chinu is somewhat big but too skinny, she don't know the exact time, but she know that this house is the same house in which they both died, she get frighten by this thought, she try to wake herself, but her hand go through her body, she even tried to touch chinu but nothing worked, she also call her system again, but to her disappointment, nobody answer her, she wanted to know what is hapening but don't know how, she see herself waking up and then tell chinu to get ready then they go outside then she send her chinu to school, and see herself going to hotel for work, she decided to follow chinu she see chinu is so silent, not speaking with anyone, her chinu.. she feel too sad, she see him all the days, she see that Nisha's children come and bully him, and also pinching him, she get too angry wanted to beat them, but she can't do anything, she quickly go towards the hotel where she work, she thinks that she might communicate herself, but to her disappointment she can't do anything, she started following herself, she don't know how she is gonna save chinu, but she needed to do anything, she even don't know her rebirth is real or not, after some time she listen her coworker saying "Do you know the star Adhira, her second child also died because of her weak health"

"really" she sees the Aditi from this world asking with a smile, Aditi doesn't remember this incident, but she realizes this is the reaction she gives that time, but how can she is so cold-hearted. After that she follows herself, for some days, and she realizes that she doesn't give proper attention to Chinu, she is really busy in doing her job but still, she also finds out how much her son suffer, she tries to find Virat but she doesn't get any clue, she realizes that her soul is somewhat weak. She can't get far from chinu and Aditi. Aditi also realize that she is bitch before, there is sexworker live in there neighborhood area but she sees her with disgust, and do gossiping about her, but what is surprising that woman take care of chinu when he is alone, or Aditi needed to work extra, such double face person she is, she never realize that she is this type of person, is god give her punishment because all of this, in these days she tries to pray god, try to call her system, but nothing work.

And the unfortunate day arrive when chinu died, she tries to tell the other Aditi about this but she is so helpless, she can't do anything, she shout, she cried but nothing work, she sees chinu is getting sick, but he doesn't told the other Aditi and what more Aditi also doesn't notice it, she is too busy she know that she is miserable, but it is not an excuse, she also realise that her income is not much, she sees herself working hard everyday, and sometimes not even have food that can fill her stomach, she give all her food to chinu but still, then when she come at night he has a high fever, she doesn't have money, she try to borrow money from neighbours, she also try to beg the doctor who live in there area, the doctor give her some medicine, but he tell her that she needed to take him in big hospital, the next day after making breakfast and giving lunch to chinu, she go to hotel and take leave, and go to ask, money from Raman where she meet Adhira, Adhira refuses the money and they both got in fight, seeing this Aditi don't know what to do because she know that she is wasting her time in collecting money and her son there gonna died, so she try to talk with them, but nobody listen, after that exactly the same thing happens and her chinu leave her again, she feel too much pain that she can't describe, what more she see herself crying and getting out of control, after that same pattern follows, she even don't get any person to get agni (In Hindu people after death, people are burn and the fire must be given by father, brother, husband or son) Some neighbour help her in this, after that Aditi see herself, not eating. on the day of Raksha visarjan (in Hindu religion after someone's death, the ashes collected after burning scattered in the water, and the favorite food of the deceased person given to crow, if the crow eats the food given by you, then the deceased person have no more wish remaining, there are other rituals too) Aditi beg a batata vada because it is chinu's favorite, Aditi realizes that the other Aditi is hungry, and she wanted to eat but still..., which type of life she lives, she sees the other Aditi offering the food but not a single crow touch her food, after that she see Aditi go towards the hospital and start living there with other beggars, she see herself getting insulted, she sees herself not eating, she wanted to tell herself not to blame herself, but she is too useless. The days passed, one day she sees Raman watching her, and to her surprise, he is crying he tries to speak with the second Aditi but realize that the other Aditi doesn't even recognize him. He might know about chinu's death, but he is also the reason, he and Adhira, she also see Adhira who is crying, she is standing behind Raman, Aditi thinks this must be crocodile tears, but she realizes that she is genuinely crying, she remembers how the other Aditi or in another word she herself smiling when she heard the news of the death of Adhira's child, and she feel too guilty.

Time passed and she sees herself dead again. She knows that this is the most peaceful day for her, but she doesn't happen after that if she gets even the last ritual or she died like a nameless person and while thinking this, to her surprise she sees a face she wants to see from a long time.