Chapter 106：Leave the world.

She sees Mahendra coming towards the hospital, but this Mahendra look very different from her memories, he is thinner, and there is cut on his face, and he looks colder, there is also Shivam and Avi are following him, she thinks that Mahendra might listen or feel her soul, so she tries to follow him and to her surprise, she can go away from her body, maybe because she has died, but unfortunately nobody still know that she is dead while following Mahendra she thinks about her previous life, is she dead in that world, will Mahendra cry for her, what happens with them again, Sharmila must be happy because she died, Aditi thinks, after coming here she only does thinking and the other thing is observe.

She sees Mahendra going in Sharmil's cabin, she know that he must be here to meet Sharmila, She can see that Sharmila is scared of Mahendra, and just sign the papers without reading, she wanted to see the papers, but Mahendra close them, she heard Sharmila telling him to drink less, at that time a ward boy come and tell them that there is a dead body in there hospital area. Near the hospital there is Mandir, and a garden, beggar beg outside the hospital and outside the Mandir, people also donate food and money for the safety of there loved once, Aditi realizes that a dead body must be her. Mahendra raises an eyebrow, and ask the ward boy if he knows the person on which the ward boy tell that she must be beggar, Mahendra gives him money and tell him to tell the police and try to find her relatives and if there is no relative then burn her with the money. Aditi doesn't know that she is related with him in this way, after that she starts following him, she finds out that he don't eat much, drinking smoking and working these are the three things he is doing all the day, she also gets know that he is married to Samira but he treats Samira like air, she also found out that Samira is also sick, and she is taking drugs, what more Mihir lost is one hand and is gloomy child, unlike the boy she knows in the past, there is no Mishty in this time, she even get the chance to see Virat, this happens next day after her death when she goes to see her dead body, Virat is looking so different, and he is also thin, what more is blaming himself for her and chinu's death, he blames is homosexuality, and also his incapability of earning money, Aditi wanted to tell him that doesn't blame himself, all the bad things are happening because of her, but she can't, she see Virat working in an office with low salary and getting bullied, she is quite disappointed, but again very helpless.

2 years passed since she come back here, and she is living with Mahendra she will follow him wherever he goes, she sees him working nonstop, she even sees Pranita and Ani, and she got to know that they don't have child, and they fight frequently, She also got to know Mahendra's father and grandpa died two and three years ago, respectively, today Samira and Mahendra are doing breakfast, she also found out that all the work in this house needed to done by Samira, what more Mahendra also mock her on every sentence, from their conversation she finds out that he also destroy her career, this Mahendra is very cruel. she doesn't know this Mahendra, but she guessed that this happens because of Msihty's death, Aditi doesn't want to stay here but her soul can't go far away from Mahendra what more her soul is getting weaker, but she is actually happy about that because after coming here she sees the things which are too cruel and too bad, she also got know her true self after coming here, she concluded that her rebirth has never happened, a sinful person like her never get the rebirth.

Mihir lives in a hostel, with special care, because of his hand, there is artificial hand for him, but still, so only they both are in-home, and at that instant, she feels that something is wrong with Mahendra, his face is red, she doesn't know what happens, and then he violently throws the plate towards Samira and she doesn't even dodge, that plate gives her injury but what more Mahendra fall on the floor, clutching his chest. Aditi tries to help him, but again she can't do anything except to watch them helplessly.

"so Mr. Ghosh how it feels while dying?"

"you bitch," Mahendra said.

"when you are dying don't curse otherwise you don't even get a place in hell"

"you are asking me why because you kill Arjun, you kill my mom, you destroy my career"

"I don't kill Arjun, but yup I kill your mother, cough cough and now I am gonna kill you" Mahendra sad while spitting blood, he tried to throw his little knife towards Samira but it even can't reach to her chair, and Mahendra died. Aditi is too shocked by seeing this, but after some time she starts shouting on Samira,

"Samira you idiot, Mahendra doesn't kill Arjun, he attempts suicide, because he kills his mother's lover and that resulted in his death, maybe if you don't leave him he might still alive, but you kill Mahendra, you.." but before Aditi can say anything she sees Samira eating the reaming breakfast in Mahendra's plate and she also died the same way.

Aditi really don't know what to do she cried, she saw police coming, she sees gloomy relatives of Mahendra, but she can't do anything she doesn't know when will this gonna end, one year she spend there and after that, she decided to go towards her God. While going there she sees lots of pain, lots of miserable people, she cried every day she prays to god that end her, she doesn't want rebirth she just wants to forget all these pains but to her disappointment nothing end.

She finally reaches Pandrpur, the place where lord Vithala lives, she wanted to see god, but she is too angry that she doesn't want to enter while coming here she spent one year so total 3 years have passed and she doesn't have any hope. She looks towards the Mandir and started crying again, and swearing every bad word she knows to God, she doesn't know what sin she does to suffer so much, seeing her dear people dying, facing this uncertainty and this helplessness. She really wanted to leave the world, but to her disappointment she needed to stay here for long time.