When the head nurse Yu left the ward, Pei Shangyu was lying alone in the hospital bed. He only felt that the glass dregs were mixed into his breath, which made him feel numb.
At this moment, he hated the woman, but doubted himself because she gave up.
What is a child cursed by his own mother? Why did you come to this world?
Although what the nurse said was very reasonable, how could he still be the same as before after so much experience?
Pei Shangyu felt confused at this moment. He had died once and could not attack himself again.
But what is the meaning of living?
How can a man like him be worthy of such a good girl?
How can he give happiness to the girl he likes?
After a few days, Pei Shangyu lay in bed, as if walking dead.
His carotid artery was severer than his previous poisoning, and he would have to stay in bed for the next month.
He didn't resist treatment and recovery, but he didn't expect anything.
He was like a machine that had lost his soul and lived in chaos.
Until that day, he felt someone push the door, thought it was Zhang Sao who went out to throw rubbish, but he didn't expect that it was Beiming and Bai.
He was staring at her step by step, but his eyes did not focus.
Beiming and Bailai come to Pei Shangyu's hospital bed. She almost can't believe it. This is him.
In less than ten days, he has been thin and almost disfigurement, although the original facial features, but the whole person does not seem to have any spirit to play.
He saw her, didn't even turn his eyes, didn't respond.
The tears of Beiming and Bai couldn't help falling.
She reached out to grab his palm, and her voice trembled: "brother Shang Yu, how can you become like this?"
Pei Shangyu did not speak. He only felt his throat dry and could not make a sound.
In fact, he hasn't said a word since he was rescued.
For a long time, he seems to have forgotten how to start the vocal cords.
Beiming and Bai loose his hand and touch his cheek again.
Her hands were soft and warm, and the touch on his cheek was clear. Pei Shangyu was surprised and instinctively hid.
Beiming and Bai Yizheng have hurt and heartache at the bottom of their eyes.
She still stubbornly stretched out her hand and hugged Pei Shangyu tightly.
Pei Shangyu wants to push away, but he has no strength.
There was only one voice in his mind: he was too dirty to dirty her.
"Brother Shang Yu, I heard about it." Beiming and white voice trembled: "I know the things in your home, you don't feel sad, I will accompany you."
Pei Shangyu would like to ask, he is now like this, why does she want to be nice to him?
His eyes, this just slowly settled on the body of Beiming and Bai.
She had just wiped away her tears, her cheek was dry, but there was still crystal on her eyelashes.
Her eyes were big and bright, and when she looked at him, there was only a reflection of him at the bottom of her eyes.
His focal length was slowly focused by the reflection.
He saw himself in her eyes at the moment, dispirited, empty and lifeless.
Pei Shangyu's lips. The flap moved, but still did not make a sound.
Beiming and Bai sat down beside his bed and opened the quilt to see him.
He didn't have any injuries, the only one was on his neck.
She held his hand tightly and laughed at him: "brother Shang Yu, everything is over, isn't it? We have a month to start school, and you should be discharged by then. Let's go to university together
Pei Shangyu did not answer these extravagant words.
Beiming and Bai didn't seem to care. She said, "did you see the message I sent you? I know you are suffering. I'm not angry. I'm just sad. Why don't you want to face it with me
Her eyes fell quietly on his cheek: "you were like this when you were a child, and you are still like this when you grow up! I feel like we're together. I always talk a lot, but you're very few. "
She said this and stood up. "I'll wash your face."
After that, Beiming and Bai went to the bathroom and twisted the towel.
She helped him to wipe his face, and trace the outline of his cheek little by little. She felt that the man's contour was more and more clear and sharp, and her heart only cherished it.
Beiming and baigei Pei Shangyu cleaned the towel and came back. She stood by his side and said, "brother Shangyu, it's said that there is a good small hot pot at the gate of our school recently. When you are good, we will go there."
"What's more, my favorite reasoning movie is coming out soon. You'll get better earlier. When you leave the hospital, you should not be offline."
……
She said every word without mentioning his suicide.
She didn't know what he had gone through, but she did know that how could he have died so easily after all that?"Brother Shang Yu, are you tired? Do you want some sleep? " Beiming and Bai asked again, "if I'm sleepy, I won't say anything. I'll go out first. You can have a good rest, so as not to disturb you."
She said, standing up and leaving.
However, the man did not release her hand.
At the same time, Beiming and Baicai found that Pei Shangyu just did not know when, and had already grasped her hand.
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