Her heart filled with surprise, eyes bright: "brother Shang Yu, so you want me to stay, don't you?"
Instead of talking, he closed his eyes and looked very quiet.
Beiming and Bai looked at the hand he held and raised his lips.
God knows what kind of mood she has experienced these days!
From the beginning of the sad sad to the back of the awareness, and then to the final affirmation, her mood like a roller coaster ups and downs.
But all the emotions were not as frightening as knowing his current situation.
She learned from her brother that Pei Shangyu's four brothers, his mother died of poisoning, and that Pei Shangyu himself almost died.
After that, Pei Shangyu committed suicide because of his mother's death!
She couldn't imagine what he was doing to herself. What was his mood at that time? What's on his mind?
She was frightened, afraid and angry, and finally turned into unspeakable anger.
He killed himself?! How could he die?
He knows how much she likes him. Why should he die?!
However, she ran over madly all the way. When she heard the doctor's mention of the danger of dying, when she saw him lying on the sickbed haggard, all her emotions turned into heartache.
She loves him to death, although she is angry, but at the moment the only wish is that he is well.
Pei Shangyu felt that his consciousness was becoming chaotic. He had a dream.
Dream, the girl has been holding his hand, although it is dark, but he can finally touch a little warm.
He never asked for much, just a little, maybe enough.
Pei Shangyu seldom slept for a long time. It was already evening when he woke up.
Beiming and Bai are still at the head of the bed, quietly pillow in his bedside, which is the distance he can get when he gets a little closer.
Sensing that he woke up, she immediately sat up straight and said to him, "brother Shang Yu, how do you feel? Are you hungry? "
Mrs. Zhang, who had been outside without disturbing them just now, returned with hot porridge and said, "I bought two. I don't know what kind of taste this lady likes?"
Beiming and Bai Xiaoxiao: "it doesn't matter. I'm not picky."
She took the porridge bowl from Mrs. Zhang, sat by the bed, took a spoon, tried the temperature at the mouth, and then handed it to Pei Shangyu's lips: "brother Shangyu, it's time for dinner."
Pei Shangyu's eyes fell on Beiming and Bai without blinking. He felt the fragrance of his lips. He opened his mouth and began to eat with the spoon she handed over.
Beiming and Bai quietly feed him, and he takes a bite.
The warm porridge slid down his throat, and he felt his body's coldness returning.
That day, the words of the head nurse seemed to ring again.
She said that if no one loves him in the world, he should learn to love himself. He can't choose his birth, but he can make his own decisions.
But head nurse Yu didn't know that he was loved.
The girl in front of me really loves him.
Beiming and Bai found that when Pei Shangyu took the last bite, his eyes suddenly turned red.
He looked at her with red eyes, his Adam's apple rolling and his breath trembling.
Seeing this, Mrs. Zhang left silently and pulled the door.
Beiming and Bai put the bowl aside and were about to speak when the man in front of him suddenly leaned over and hugged her.
She was stunned and immediately hugged him.
Pei Shangyu was shaking. His whole body was shaking violently. His tears soaked Beiming and Bai's shoulders.
Her hand gently patted his back, and her voice was gentle and soothing: "brother Shang Yu, let out whatever you have. It will be better in the future, and we will be all right in the future."
Pei Shangyu's laryngeal knot rolled, which reluctantly issued two syllables: "and white."
Beiming and white eyes also rolled out tears, her voice choked: "well, I am."
Instead of asking him what he was excited about, she kept telling him that she was by his side.
It was not until a long time that Pei Shangyu slowly calmed down his mood.
His face was still pale, but his eyes seemed to have a little more luster, no longer so gloomy.
But his spirit was still not good, and then he went to sleep again.
Beiming and Bai did not leave at night. She and her mother had already said about Pei Shangyu, and jiangxiaoxi agreed with her to accompany her in the past.
After all, Pei Shangyu grew up with her eyes. Although she didn't like to talk, she was kind-hearted. Jiangxiaoxi always remembers that when beimingshen came to take Beiming and Bai away for the first time, the boy was only nine years old, much shorter than her, but he was in front of her.
That night, Beiming and Bai found another bed and put it beside Pei Shangyu's bed.
She couldn't sleep, so she took his hand and looked at him quietly.
Later, she did not know when to fall asleep, and finally relaxed her nerves which had been tense for many days.The next morning, Beiming and Bai feel that someone is looking at her. She opens her eyes and looks at Pei Shangyu.
His expression is gentle and pitiful. He looks at her quietly, as if he has too much to say.
She asked, "brother Shang Yu, do you want to say something to me?"
Pei Shangyu blinked.
He is still difficult to speak now. It seems that he called the name of Beiming and Bai in his emotional excitement yesterday, but now it is difficult to speak.
Beiming and Bai then said, "it doesn't matter. I'll wait for you. When you're better, you can tell me slowly."
He answered.
These days, he has experienced all the feelings, but he has no idea.
It was not until he saw her and felt her love and warmth that he realized that she had given him a second life.
His first life, with the death of his mother and his suicide, was gone.
Well, he gave her what he had now.
He will tell her all the truth, as for the choice, let her choose.
Whether she was willing to continue to love him, or decided to leave the terrible and dirty him, he accepted.
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