Before, Luo found that Shao Jingtian always avoided holding her or holding her with his right hand.
Shi Luo once mentioned that Shao Jingtian was afraid of pinching her, and now he is more used to using his left hand.
He's left-handed.
Shao Jingtian's reason is impeccable, and Shi Luo didn't manage it later.
I thought maybe they had been together for a short time.
But now, the time together is not short. She thinks she can care more.
Shao Jingtian just received something abnormal, and now she is pulling, still can feel his hand trembling slightly.
But Shao Jingtian still said, "it's really nothing. You don't need to see it."
Shao Jingtian didn't show anything on his face, but the stiffness of his body made Shiluo feel it again.
"It's OK. I don't believe you." I'll take a sip of my mouth.
Shao Jingtian doesn't like to mention his hand, but Shiluo has consulted and checked a lot during this period.
No matter how expensive or good the prosthesis is, it's not once and for all. Many times, there will be some small problems.
Especially if it is used too long, there will be pain and inflammation.
After a long time, it will be better, but we should always pay attention to it, not too tired, and Shao Jingtian's phantom limb pain has not been completely good.
"It's nothing. Go back and have a rest." Shao Jingtian gentle excuse, give her a fist to see, "you see, nothing."
"Don't prove it. I'll take a look and see if it's OK."
The more you put people in your heart, the more you can't cheat yourself. When Luo pulls Shao Jingtian, she doesn't let go.
Shao Jingtian looked at the bottom of Luo's eyes, and the smile on his face didn't last.
He couldn't smile at Shiluo.
"It's not good... Don't look at it."
He didn't want Shiluo to see the ugly wound.
When Luo listen to heart all pull for a while, "you at this time mention what good-looking not good-looking."
Shao Jingtian usually does not show, but she and he together for a long time, or can feel, his deep self abasement.
He is so good and excellent, but he feels that he is not good enough for her.
She didn't think she was worthy of him.
When Luo is soft hearted and distressed, can't help holding Shao Jingtian, "you don't want to think like this, don't say it's not good-looking."
Shao Jingtian's throat knot rolled, "good."
"I'll help you see if it's worn out. I don't worry if I don't look at it. You always report good news but not bad." Shi Luo took the opportunity to say.
Shao Jingtian stopped, his whole body was stiff, but he could not speak.
"What's the matter?" He didn't speak, but when Luo heart but pull together distressed.
She even began to blame herself. She always felt that she was forcing Shao Jingtian.
"If you don't want to... I just..."
Before Shi Luo finished speaking, he was interrupted by Shao Jingtian. He bowed his head to kiss Shi Luo.
"I don't want to. I'm afraid to scare you."
"What are you scared of? Am I that timid? " When Luo couldn't help laughing, hugged Shao Jingtian, "you don't want to think more, don't be afraid."
"I'm not afraid. I think it's ugly. I don't want you to see it." Shao Jingtian bowed his head, "what if you don't like me?"
He seemed to be joking, with a smile in his voice.
But only he knew that it was his real idea.
He knew that Shiluo was the best, so he was with him and never gave up.
But he is still not confident, he is ugly, so ugly scar
Not to mention that. If Shiluo knew what this hand looked like in his eyes of the world, he would be afraid and disgusted.
When Luo don't know Shao Jingtian think so much, but listen to obedience on helpless.
"Are you stupid? Shao Jingtian, do you know nothing about your charm? I don't like it. Who do you like? I said it's not ugly at all. If I see it, I don't like you. Am I too superficial? "
"No, it's not you who are superficial, it's me... It's my problem, I just think I'm not good enough..."
Shi Luo: "you really don't know anything about your charm. You are the focus when you go out, OK? Those women's eyes are shining when they see you. You don't see Ling Zixian's eyes are still on you. How high-sighted she is."
"She's not after me. She's after my money." Shao Jingtian is very rational, "and those people, also don't know my hand like this, otherwise they won't like me."
Shi Luo
In this debate, Shi Luo knew that Shao Jingtian really had low self-esteem.
"Shao Jingtian, you really don't know enough about yourself. If Lingcheng listens to your words, Lingcheng will be angry and vomit blood."
Shi Luo finally knew what the sentence "you know nothing about your charm" meant.
Looking at Shao Jingtian, he still couldn't figure it out. When Luo waved, "excessive modesty is pride. You still need to know yourself correctly in the future."
"Now let's get back to the point. I'll always like you. I won't dislike your ugly hands. Now take them off quickly. You have to take them off every night to let them rest. I'll leave without injury."
Shao Jingtian: "good."
He didn't escape, and he couldn't refuse.
They return to the house. Shao Jingtian slowly takes off his gloves under Shi Luo's eyes. After taking off his gloves, he moves more slowly, and there is a tendency to twist aside to hide.
Shi Luo: "I'll go to the bathroom first."
It's a bit of a drag.
Shao Jingtian breathed a sigh of relief. After Shiluo went out, he took down the prosthesis gently,
The stump is not worn out, which is a little red.
Shao Jingtian looks at it stiffly.
He thought he had courage, but at the moment, he had a heart to run away from.
In Shao Jingtian's hesitation, Shi Luo comes back soon. Hearing the sound of footsteps, Shao Jingtian's conditioned reflex hides his hand.
When Luo has seen the prosthetic on one side, but also saw the stiffness of Shao Jingtian, her steps slightly, but did not back.
"Is there any broken skin?"
"No Shao Jingtian is stiff.
"If not."
Shao Jingtian said, "don't worry, go back and have a rest."
He didn't look back.
Shi Luo did not leave, but sat down next to him and said, "I have to take it down every night to clean up and have a rest, don't I?"
Shao Jingtian felt that she was sitting down, and her body was even tighter. She only whispered.
"You didn't do well enough when you stayed up all night before."
Shao Jing Tianxin a little confused, "when Luo is OK, you go back to rest first."
Shi Luo hugged Shao Jingtian from behind, "Shao Jingtian, you still don't want to show me? If you don't want to, I respect your opinion. I don't peep. I'm all closed now, but... "
Shao Jingtian breathed a sigh of relief and raised again, "but what?"
"Do you want to be with me for a long time?"
Shao Jingtian immediately replied, "of course."
"But if you do this all the time, how can we be together all the time?"
When Luo rubbed Shao Jingtian's back, "don't couples have to live and sleep together? Don't you want to show me all the time? Or do you have to disobey the doctor and face me all the time after you get married? "
Shi Luo felt that they still had to open their hearts completely.