Chapter 598

When Luo's words were finished, Shao Jingtian stopped.

It's not that he didn't think about these problems.

He seldom evaded the problem before, but he always did.

At this point, we can't escape any more.

Shao Jingtian was uneasy, but he felt the embrace of Shiluo on his back and finally summoned up his courage.

"Take a look first. If you're afraid, you won't look later."

He said it sincerely. It's normal for Shiluo to be afraid and not want to see it.

When Luo opened his eyes, eyes a bright also don't excuse, "well."

She straightened up and looked down from Shao Jingtian's shoulder.

Shao Jingtian's right hand was stiff and at a loss.

Shi Luo held him as before, stretched his hand forward, held his right hand accurately, and looked up.

"It's true that I don't wear my skin, so I'm relieved. But there's also a kind of red. I'm sure I'm tired today. Do you use a lot of it at work?"

Shao Jingtian was in a trance. He let out a sound.

"No wonder Hong, you are too disobedient. You are tired at work. When you come back from work, you can help me to lay eggs. I would have done it myself if I had known."

Shao Jingtian looked at her normal, always feel untrue.

"I'm fine, you..."

For a moment, he was speechless, but Shi Luo couldn't help saying, "it hurt so much at the beginning..."

Know and face is always different, know Shao Jingtian hand situation is to know, really see or uncomfortable.

Shao Jingtian only thinks that Shiluo is normal, but he doesn't know her heartache.

Think about how old Shao Jingtian was. He was hurt at that time.

How painful he is.

When Luo's heartache, reveals from the tone, Shao Jingtian listens, the heart trembles.

"It's all over."

Shao Jingtian got up and said, "it's much better now. You should go back and have a rest."

"You drove me away again." When Luo did not let go, "is not to use warm water cleaning, I go to get a towel."

Shi Luo got up and went to get the towel.

Shao Jingtian wanted to stop but failed.

He was helpless and moved, so he caught up with him.

When Luo saw him coming, he laughed, washed it with warm water carefully, and wiped it gently with a towel.

"Don't wear it back at night. Just rest like this. You'll take it down at night if you have me in the future."

Shao Jingtian looks at the appearance of Shi Luo, his eyes are slightly deep.

"Shiluo, don't you really feel ugly and disgusting?"

At this moment, he finally revealed his true feelings.

"I don't think it's ugly? It's not disgusting. It's just a scar. It's no big deal. "

Shi Luo answered seriously.

Seeing that Shao Jingtian was still motionless, Luo thought about it and bowed her head to kiss the stump.

Shao Jingtian was going to talk. When he saw Luo's action, he was stunned.

Before he could react, Luo straightened up and said, "no more talking."

Shao Jingtian's pupils contracted sharply.

That gentle that warm, from the stump, as if a fire, his whole person lit.

It made him shudder.

Stump is the biggest pain in his life, the ugliest place, but also the most sensitive place.

He hated it himself, but Shiluo

"What are you doing?"

Shao Jingtian's voice is hoarse with slight tremor.

"Of course, it's stamped, in order to avoid you saying that you are ugly in the future."

Shi Luo is serious, "Shao Jingtian, you remember, you are already my person, the whole person is mine, your hand is also my hand, and after a special seal, it is no longer allowed to say that my hand is ugly and disgusting, otherwise I will never finish with you."

Shao Jingtian's eyes are slightly red, and all kinds of emotions are rolling, "you..."

He wants to open his mouth, but he doesn't know what to say. He's even more afraid of revealing his emotions as soon as he opens his mouth.

He clenched his lips and calmed down, but he looked at Shiluo.

As if to melt her with her eyes.

When Luo can feel the fluctuation of his mood, want to stretch out his hand, joking and serious way.

"Well, it's my fault to kiss you without your permission. I'll kiss you mine too. Is that fair? My hand will be yours in the future. "

She handed her hand to Shao Jingtian.

Shao Jingtian looks at her white hand in sharp contrast with her own and smiles.

"Fool."

"I don't care if you don't kiss me..."

When Luo is about to take his hand back, Shao Jingtian suddenly grabs it and kisses it. Without waiting for the reaction, he hugs it in his arms.

The right hand without prosthetic legs was slowly and slowly put on it, holding it together.

"I remember what you said."

He will remember later that his hands are not dirty or ugly.

Yes, not dirty, not ugly, not bleeding.

Shao Jingtian saw that bone knife can cause phantom limb pain, which has something to do with his heart and memory.

Every time he saw a bone, a knife or blood, he seemed to go back to that time.

His hand is full of blood and it hurts all the time.

I didn't see a knife or a bone. It would attack from time to time.

Mingming's hand has been cured, but many times in his eyes, that hand is bloody.

Ordinary people can't stand it long ago, but Shao Jingtian has been staying up and using other things to attract attention.

It was not until Shi Luo's book that this situation was relieved.

When he's sick, reading will relieve him, which has always been the case.

When we get to know each other, this situation will ease even better.

But when Luo that time died, let Shao Jingtian's situation repeated.

Shi Luo has come back, but she still experiences amnesia. Now he Shi Luo is stable, and the situation is much better.

But it's not perfect.

From time to time, he looked at his hand, still bleeding.

He didn't have to hold Luo's hand with his right hand. He was afraid that the blood would dye Luo's body.

He is clear about his situation. He believes he can control himself, and he can distinguish reality from illusion. But he thinks of his future marriage plan with Shiluo, and he still wants to contact a psychologist.

He didn't like to see a psychologist because every time he saw it, the scars used to tear again.

It's not a pleasant thing.

If it can be cured, it will be useful, but the experience of these decades shows that it has not been used.

He went through it so many times that he came back disappointed, no matter how good a psychologist he was.

Originally, he intended never to suffer the crime again, not to report the hope, but for the sake of Shiluo, he decided to go.

He was psychologically prepared and didn't expect to go.

Shiluo cured him.

When he was unprepared, Shi Luo wiped the dirty blood that could never be wiped clean with his own hands.

She wiped it clean. Originally, the dirty blood had to come back. When Luo bowed her head, the dirty blood completely faded, and the wound that seemed to never heal also healed.

Because he can't let Shiluo touch the blood, let alone the bone

I can't beat him to death.

Originally, whether it was hallucination or dirty blood was what he thought. If the psychiatrist knew, he would have to analyze his hidden meaning, because Shiluo defeated himself.

But he only knew that it was Shiluo who wiped the dirty blood clean with his own hands, and Shiluo cured him.

Shiluo is still his salvation.

Her attitude made him break the shackles in his heart.