Chapter 69

Sixty-nine:

This was not what Si junduo expected. He did not expect that Wen Mingyi would say this to him one day. He looked at the boy with red eyes in front of him, sighed helplessly and reached out to wipe away his tears.

"Why do you still cry? How old are you

Wen Mingyi unconsciously lowered his head, pillow on his knee, quiet and clever like a obedient beast.

He always knew that the past three years had been a scar for the priest. But Si junduo never bothered him, he didn't say, and he didn't want to think about it, so they turned the page over.

But where he could not see, how did Si junduo live? After he was angry again and again, but he had nothing to do with himself, what was Si junduo's mood?

Wen Mingyi is not unexpected, but dare not think, dare not recall what he said and did at that time. But now, for the first time, Si junduo told him how he felt at that time. Wen Mingyi felt sad, not for himself, but for Si junduo.

He fell on Si junduo's knee and cried silently. His heart was full of guilt and repentance.

If he can, he wants to be reborn until three years ago, when he hasn't moved out because of rebellion, but he can't. Everything has happened, unable to make up, he tried to pull out the nail on the fence, but the nail hole is still there.

At a glance, it was full of scars.

Wen Mingyi held his knee and cried with sadness and regret.

Si junduo didn't expect that he was crying more and more fiercely. When he said those words to Wen Mingyi, he didn't want to argue with him, but simply wanted to tell him his own reason. But now Wen Mingyi is crying because of his words, which is not what he wants to see.

He stretched out his hand to raise Wen Mingyi's head, but Wen Mingyi refused. Seeing this, Si junduo didn't force him. He put his hand around his neck and coaxed him in a good voice, "don't cry. I'll tell you what makes you cry?"

He took out a few pieces of paper and handed it to Wen Mingyi. "Wipe your tears. There's nothing to cry about. I don't blame you. It's like I'll settle accounts with you in autumn when you cry like this."

Wen Mingyi didn't speak. Si junduo put the paper into his hand and said in a soft voice, "you don't need to be sad, and you don't need to feel sorry for me. As I said, I will never blame you, so you never need to blame yourself for me."

"Puberty, everyone will make some inappropriate behavior, this is not your problem, this is the characteristics of this age, you are just one of countless people who have experienced this age, so this is normal."

This is not normal. Wen Mingyi Tucao in his heart, make complaints about one day, two days, one month, two months, but rebellious three years, this is not normal! It's all Jiang Zimo's fault. It's for Jiang Zimo's sake that he has to go through this! Jiang Zimo! He will never let Jiang Zimo go!

Wen Mingyi lowered his head, took the tissue from Si junduo's hand, and wiped his tears.

When Si junduo looked at him, he only felt that his childishness was still very heavy. Although he was not young, his heart was still very simple.

"You won't be like that in the future." Wen Mingyi with a little nasal, stuffy voice stuffy airway.

Si junduo looked at his red eyes, sighed helplessly and nodded.

Wen Mingyi assured him, "don't worry, I will marry later than you. I won't live far away. I will live in my home. If you want, we can still see it as soon as we push the door."“ Don't wait for me. All my life, I don't know whether I'll get married or not. When you meet someone you like, you can get married if you want. Don't wait for me. "

But Wen Mingyi is very firm, "I don't want to. I'll do what I say. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry to fall in love. When you have someone you like, I'll fall in love again."

Si junduo looked at him and opened his mouth slightly. He seemed to want to say something, but he swallowed it again.

He looked at the boy who had just cried in front of him. He was further afraid that he would be surprised and disgusted. He stepped back and was afraid that he would not be able to let go. Si junduo nodded in silence.

Wen Mingyi laughed again, "then you can read a book. I'll go back to my room first."

"Well."

Wen Mingyi turns and walks towards the door.

Si junduo watched him go out and close the door. Then he looked down at his knees, wet.

Those are Wen Mingyi's tears.

Si junduo sighed helplessly. In the morning, his firm belief only lasted for half a day, then collapsed again.

In their feelings, Wen Mingyi is always the leader. He can easily decide their relationship, their intimacy and the final direction of their feelings.

This is the right that Si junduo gave him, the right of life.

Wen Mingyi goes back to his bedroom, lies on the bed and looks at the ceiling. His mood was not so calm and his thoughts were very confused. For a moment, he thought of the three years when he and Si junduo were separated, for a moment, he thought of the words of Si junduo just now, and for a moment, he thought of their future. He pulled the quilt over his face and closed his eyes.

Are they bound to separate? He thought, is he willing to leave the priest? But what if you don't give up? No matter how close the brothers are, there will be a day when they will be separated, let alone they?

Wen Mingyi felt very tired. He wanted to sleep for a while. When he fell asleep, he didn't have to think about it.

It will be ready in a moment.

When Wen Mingyi wakes up again, it's more than 7 p.m., Ji siyao and Wen Wei are not there, and Si junduo cooks.

Wen Mingyi sat opposite him. Si junduo helped him to fill a bowl of soup and said to him, "if you don't wake up, I'll call you."

"I only wanted to sleep for a while, but I didn't expect to sleep so long."

"Why hasn't Hanhan come back yet?" Si junduo asked him, "what time did you let Li Yuanqing play with her?"

"Don't worry. I'll be back by nine." Wen Mingyi said.

Si junduo nodded and said nothing more. At 8:30, song Shuhan finally came back. She carried a big bag. Wen Mingyi looked at it closely. It was all dolls.

"You bought it?" Wen Mingyi asked her.

Song Shuhan shook his head, "Li Yuanqing caught it."

She explained, "we went to the shopping mall to have dinner. When we passed by the doll grabbing machine, I thought it was very cute, so I changed the coin and started grabbing it. As a result, I couldn't catch it all the time, so he helped me catch these. Isn't it cute? "

Wen Mingyi nodded, "it's lovely."

"Which one do you like, I'll give it to you." Song Shuhan is a great scholar.

Wen Mingyi shook his head, "you'd better keep it. It's useless for me to hold these dolls. But you and Li Yuanqing get along well. "

"Not bad." Song Shuhan said with a smile, "he is really professional and knows every place well."

"Yes, I didn't lie to you." Wen Mingyi complacently smiles, "let Li Yuanqing accompany you tomorrow."

"Ah?" Song Shuhan was a little surprised, "isn't it so good?"

"Nothing." Wen Mingyi said, "I told you that Li Yuanqing is my good friend and my best friend, so you don't have to worry about these."

He looked at Song Shuhan and whispered, "my brother is in a bad mood today, so I want to accompany him tomorrow."

Hearing this, song Shuhan nodded and said, "I'll go out early tomorrow. I won't disturb you."

Wen Mingyi patted her on the shoulder, "good girl!"

Song Shuhan smiles and says, "fans' self-cultivation."

Song Shuhan's room is on the third floor, and Wen Mingyi's is on the second floor, so they are separated at the stairway on the second floor.

When she left, Wen Mingyi and Li Yuanqing sent a micro channel: continue to be a tour guide tomorrow, and come to pick up at 9 o'clock.

Li Yuanqing is still on his way back. Taking advantage of the red light, he takes a look at wechat and calls him, "is there a salary? How can I get my salary when I'm called around by you every day? "

"My God," Wen Mingyi pretended to boast, "such a beautiful girl accompany you, you also need wages, people work?"

"I'll leave you my beautiful sister. You're still single."

"Are you my godmother? How to be my godmother. " Wen Mingyi pushed open his door and went in. "It's settled. You can come here tomorrow morning and be half an hour late."

"I see." Taking advantage of the red light, Li Yuanqing asked him, "what's the matter with you during the day? Why do you want to go back all of a sudden? What happened to the senior? What's the matter? "

Wen Mingyi smelled the speech and sighed, "it's a long story."

"Make a long story short."

Wen Mingyi thought about it and asked him, "do you think my brother is good to me?"

Li Yuanqing

"Can you find someone better than him to you?"“ Do you think that my three years in high school hurt him a lot? "

"Is that a big problem?" Li Yuanqing felt that he simply asked, "what did you do in your three years of high school? Don't you have any pressure on yourself?"

Wen Mingyi sighed and said, "I'm just too forced to count!"

"So what happened today?" Li Yuanqing felt confused by him. "Why did he suddenly talk about the three years of high school? The senior is not the one who will settle accounts with you in the future. "

"He won't settle with me in the future, but he's a little concerned about it. So when he knew that my godmother intended to set me up with Han Han, he immediately thought that I would get married, get married and move out. In order to make himself feel better at that time and not be reluctant to part with me, he deliberately left time and space for me and Han Han, and deliberately wanted to distance himself from me, so that when I moved out again, he would not feel as bad as last time. "

"There's nothing wrong with his idea." Li Yuanqing saw the end of the red light, replaced it with a green light, and started the car again. "It's not that he was in the psychological shadow of you, so it's normal to try to reduce his trauma as much as possible."

"How can this be normal?" Wen Mingyi thinks this is too abnormal. "I didn't say that I'm going to get married and move out now. It's totally unnecessary to think about this so early."