Chapter 70

Chapter 70

"So you think seniors think too much?"

"That's not true." Wen Mingyi looked down at the sheet, "I just feel I'm so sorry for him. I shouldn't have been like that in those years. He must be very uncomfortable at that time."

"It's no use regretting what happened in those years, so it's better to look forward and get along with the seniors in the future."

"I know." Wen Mingyi said disconsolately, "I just think that we have to separate in the end. I'm afraid he will suffer."

"Are you just afraid of him?" Li Yuanqing temporarily parked his car on the side of the road, intending to concentrate on calling him, "do you feel bad yourself?"

"It's hard, of course, but is it time to think about my mood? I'm only concerned about him now. "

Li Yuanqing had a headache for some reason. He thought about it and said to Wen Mingyi, "Mingming, modern social communication is very developed, especially if you two still live next door. As long as you don't move and he doesn't move, you two can see each other every day even if you get married and become a family. Even if you all move and your new home is not together, you can visit each other. As long as you don't like high school, you can either avoid seeing each other or quarrel when you meet. In fact, there is no big difference between them. "

"It's like Yunfei is now studying in B city, and sister yunshang is here, but they will still contact each other by phone, and they will meet each other after Yunfei comes back from the winter and summer vacation. It doesn't affect their feelings. They are still very close brothers and sisters, aren't they? "

"But..." Wen Mingyi opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but didn't say it.

Li Yuanqing waited for him for a while. Seeing that he didn't write down, he continued, "family or friends, they will accompany you all your life, but they are not necessarily the closest people in the second half of your life. Seniors treat you well and do a lot for you. You also depend on him, but you can't live together all the time. You will always leave. But leaving doesn't mean that you don't see each other anymore. If you think about this, you can feel better. "

"And he, if he is very resistant to it and wants to do something to ease his mood at that time, you can also let him do it, you..."

"But I don't want him to be so distant from me." Wen Mingyi interjected, "we finally made up. I don't want him and me to keep a distance because of these things that haven't happened yet. Anyway, we are not married now. We are the most important people to each other. Why should we deliberately alienate for the future? "

Li Yuanqing listened to what he should have said and said with a helpless smile, "of course you don't care, but didn't you just say that? The senior has a psychological shadow on this matter. You don't allow him to take preventive measures at this time. When the last day of separation comes, he can't accept it. What do you do? What does he do? Don't you think about his mood at this time? "

Wen Mingyi was stunned for a moment.

Li Yuanqing said, "you can't do this. It's selfish and unfair to him."

Wen Mingyi was silent.

He was holding his cell phone, but at this moment, he didn't know what to say.

Li Yuanqing sighed and comforted him, "in fact, your relationship is very close. Even if you are a little distant, it doesn't affect anything and won't change much."

However, Wen Mingyi doesn't want to. He looks at his bed sheet and doesn't speak.

Li Yuanqing has no way to deal with him. "You don't need to change now, just take your time, or you can fall in love and share your time with others."“ I don't want it. I don't want to fall in love before my brother. I'll fall in love after he does

"Then you can urge the seniors. They just put too much energy on you and care too much about you, so they don't have much time to see the personality charm of other people."

Wen Mingyi doesn't want to either.

Li Yuanqing asked him, "why don't you talk?"

"Because I don't want to." Wen Mingyi said bluntly, "I don't want him to fall in love now. I just made up with him for a short time. I don't want others to intervene in our relationship at this time."

"You don't want to. You don't want to. What do you want?" Li Yuanqing asked him, "do you want to stay with your seniors all your life?"

Wen Mingyi stopped talking again.

Li Yuanqing felt that he was particularly awkward tonight. "What does it mean to talk, not to talk?"

"I want to sleep." Wen Mingyi changes the topic.

"What do you sleep at this time? Why are you so awkward tonight? What do you want to do, you say?"

Li Yuanqing thinks that he is the emperor's eunuch now. Is Wen Mingyi still in the mood to sleep? I'm dying for him, OK!

"If only I knew what I wanted!" Wen Mingyi said depressed, "I just don't know, so I don't know what to say and how to say. I don't want to be separated from my brother, I don't want to fall in love now, I don't want someone to intervene between us, but it's impossible! Brothers will be separated one day, not to mention us? "

"Of course, I know that at this time, if I keep a distance from him, it won't be so hard to separate from him in the future, but I can't do it! He is the person I rely on and trust most. I'm used to living with him and I don't want to be separated from him. "

"It wasn't me and song Shuhan that my godmother wanted to make up at first, but my brother and song Shuhan. I watched my godmother and my mother clean her room. I was annoyed and depressed at the thought that I would move out and my brother's room would be occupied by other people in the future. But what can I do for such a thing? I can't just accept it! "

"No matter how good the relationship between Yunchang sister and Yunfei is, in the growth of Yunfei, he has parents, other relatives in his family, you and other friends, but I'm not. For a long time, my parents, family, friends and relatives are all Si junduo. I don't have anyone else, I only have him!"

Wen Mingyi is very aggrieved, "I don't want to be so selfish, so unfair to him, but what should I do if we separate? He has never left me, even if I rebellious period ignore him, I also know that he has been quietly watching me. But after that, when I move out and others move in, he cares about others. What can I do? "

"You and Yunfei can't be with me all the time, and my parents are not with me. If he's gone, I'll be the only one left!"

Wen Mingyi felt sad for a moment, "so I don't want him to fall in love, but it's unfair to him, so I don't fall in love. Isn't that ok? He will have a long time with others in the future, half of his life. At that time, he will naturally alienate me. Why should he alienate me now? What I want to cherish is just the time before we get married. "

Li Yuanqing listened in silence, vaguely heard his words mixed with this cry, "you cry?"

"No Wen Mingyi retorts, "I just feel uncomfortable." Li Yuanqing sighed and didn't know what to say.

Wen Mingyi doesn't know.

He never said that to anyone, even to Si junduo. He seems to have been very fearless all the time. He is not afraid of anything and doesn't care so much about anything.

In his relationship with Si junduo, he seems to have always been in the upper hand. When the rebellious period came, he left SGC aside. After the rebellious period, he returned to SGC again. It seems that Si junduo is not so important, and he is not indispensable.

But only Wen Mingyi knew that he had everything. The reason why he was so bold was because he knew that the priest had been paying attention to himself.

He knew that even if he left, he moved out, and Si junduo was concerned about him. He knew that Si junduo would not leave him, so he dared to act recklessly.

However, once he realized that he might no longer be the only one of Si junduo, and that Si junduo's eyes might shift to other people, all his arrogance would come to an end. Instead, he would be frightened and at a loss.

Wen Mingyi thought of the time when he stood in front of the room again and rang the doorbell three years after he left the room after he went to college.

At that time, X university had just started school, and it was still hot and dry in September. After class, he and Zhang Heng bought a meal to go back to the dormitory. When he was about to get to the bottom of the dormitory, he heard many girls whispering and heard the name of Si junduo. When he came near, he saw Si junduo's car not far from the dormitory.

Wen Mingyi looks coldly, thinking that he should come to see him. After all, this is Si junduo's alma mater, and he is here now.

He thought of a hundred ways to respond to his love and indifference. Then, he saw another man running out of the dormitory building next to him. He ran to his car and knocked on his window. He opened the co pilot's door and let him in.

Wen Mingyi's steps stopped in an instant.

He watched as Si junduo's car moved and turned around to get ready to leave the campus. But in his mind, only the person who just got on the bus, the one who ran out of the dormitory next door, was also a student.

He stood on his way to leave the school. He seemed to see him, and he didn't seem to see him. He didn't stop, so he passed by him directly and without hesitation, and opened the school gate.

At that moment, Wen Mingyi fell into the ice.

He didn't eat all night. Instead, he found out who was in Si junduo's car. His name was Jiang Zimo, who was several grades higher than him. He was also from the journalism department. It was said that he was going to practice in Si junduo's car.

Si's internship has long been over! At this time to enter the Si family, who left the relationship is simply clear at a glance!

Wen Mingyi was angry and angry, but he couldn't help being afraid.

He was afraid that Si junduo's patience with him reached the limit, so he gave up on him. He can be good to his neighbor's younger brother, and naturally to his alma mater's younger brother. In particular, this student is more obedient than he is.

Therefore, he constantly investigates and stares at Jiang Zimo, his every move and every meeting with Si junduo. He looked at Jiang Zimo's different faces in front of Wen Bo and Si junduo, and at his gallant and considerate words to Si junduo.

He asked Li Yuanqing, if someone says these words to me and does these things to me, what is the other person's feeling towards me?

Li Yuanqing didn't even think about it and said, "of course I like you. You can't see it. It's really dull." Wen Mingyi did not speak, but took the same question to ask Bian Jinyuan, and stressed that the other side is a boy.

"It's not like you've never met a homosexual before. I'm sure you like it. It's the same with boys. But if you don't like him very much, I don't suggest you stay with him. " Bian Jinyuan sincerely admonished him, "this is not an easy way. Yunfei and I are together because we like each other very much. But if you don't like it very much and just like it a little bit, then you can take a more relaxed road. "

Wen Mingyi thanks and sits silently in his rented room.

For a long time, he stood up and angrily kicked over the table in front of him. He never thought that one day, there would be a boy who would like his boss, junduo. What's more, he didn't expect that junduo would allow him to stay by his side!

What qualifications does Jiang Zimo have! This kind of fart also won't, white lotus has what qualifications to drag his elder brother to another road! He doesn't deserve it!

In the evening, Wen Mingyi returned to his familiar villa area. He stood in front of the door of sGC's house and rang the doorbell. He looked at the villa with the light on, waiting for someone he knew to open the door for him.

When he arrived, Si junduo came out. He was stunned when he saw him, but he quickly went down the steps, across the courtyard and opened the door for him.

Wen Mingyi looks at the person in front of him. After three years, he finally comes back again.

He didn't know what to say for a moment, so he could only stand quietly.

Si junduo didn't seem to know what to say. There were too many quarrels between them. Every time, they started with Si junduo's concern and ended with Wen Mingyi's vicious words. As a result, Si junduo sometimes faced him, even did not know what to say, how to say, what kind of tone and opening remarks to make Wen Mingyi not so resistant to him.

So this time, Si junduo just asked him, "do you want to come in?"

It was the first time that Wen Mingyi realized that there was a gap between them. From his birth to now, he had been in and out of Si junduo's house for countless times. Every time, he was upright and fearless, as if he had gone home.

But now the priest asked him, "do you want to come in?"

It's not "come in," it's not "coming back," it's, "do you want to come in?"

As if he was just a passer-by, accidentally rang the doorbell, the master opened the door, but did not know each other's intention, so politely asked, "do you want to come in to talk?"

But he is not a passer-by. He should be a returning guest.