79 Confessing Selfishness Reincarnation of Peace Creator 'sMagician's

"Wait, Wait a minute Yuika, *gah..."

*slap...

I wish I could finish my sentence before Yuika flies another slap to my face.

"Please Wake Up Erwin!"

*slap...

"I'm waking up, I'm waking up... Please stop *gah..."

"Erwin...? *snot... are you still alive...?"

"Of course I'm still alive Yuika, can you let go of me now?"

"Ah, I'm sorry, you suddenly almost fainted like that, I'm shocked."

Yuika let go of her hand from my collar, I try to rub my head a bit to make sure the pain is gone and wipe my nose, they are all gone, the scent of blood and that powder thing I smell just now, it's all gone.

Alright, I better get up now, my legs are starting to feel numb.

Why do I feel like something heavy is suppressing against my legs right now? What's actually happening with my legs? I can't move it around as I please, I'm starting to feel warmth are spreading on my legs, and I can't move my feet at all now.

I try to open my eyes to see what's happening, I use my left hand to support my body to get up.

"Yuika..."

"What is it, Erwin?"

"What are you doing?"

"Waiting for you to get up, I'm still worried, you know?"

"Alright, I understand that, but, why are you sitting on top of my legs?"

I stare at her in confusion, why is she sitting on top of my legs? I really don't understand what is she doing right now, why she looks confused? I should be the one to be confused here, right?

"Alright, let's not ask anything but, can you move away please, Yuika? My legs are starting to feel numb."

"Ah, I'm sorry..."

Yuika moves back from me, I don't know how did I get into this situation, I don't understand at all.

I try to move my legs and lean back to the backrest, I start to think again of what happened just now, my head still feels a bit lighter.

What was that images appeared in my head just now, why I fell like I've seen them all somewhere, and those smells too, why my body start to shivers just thinking of those things, why I feel like there's some kind of anger begins to ignite inside my heart, those feelings are terrifying me.

"What's wrong, Erwin? Is there anything in your mind?"

"Ah, no, nothing."

"So um... are you still thinking for enrolling to Blotyce academy?"

"You don't want me to?"

"It's not like that."

Why is she starting to look sad again? I want to know what makes her sad, is it my decision to enroll for the academy?

"It will be lonely without you around..."

"Eh?"

"As I said, it will be lonely without you around... argh... why you make a girl say something like that"

"What is it?"

"Nothing, nevermind."

I don't really know what does she means with that, but I'm sure she will feel sad because of it.

"So, what do you think of it, Yuika?"

"Of what?"

"Do you think I shouldn't be enrolling in that academy?"

"It's all up to you Erwin, I'm... I'm just confessing my selfishness, I'm not trying to stop you from enrolling."

So, did I just got an agreement from her to enroll in for the entrance exam? Is it a good thing? I believe it is, but, why is something feels not right when Yuika says it, it feels like there's still something deep inside her heart that won't allow me to take the entrance exam and become a student in that academy.

I hope it's just my imagination, because, based on what Elis-nee told us that she graduated last year and I believe Elis-nee is in the same age as Ilya-nee, I would be attending the academy for like 5 years, honestly, I think that's not a short time, and I won't lie that there's a bit of conflict going on in my head.

But, I can't just give up on my dream, I can't whine just because of that.

I believe 5 years isn't a long time, because I will become a great magician once I graduate so, I don't think 5 years will be a big deal. Also, there should be vacation too, right? I can use it to go back home and relief my longing.

"Please wait for me, Yuika."

"I see, so that's your answer, huh?"

"Yes..."

I can't lie to her, I want to become a great magician, and I have that big chance in front of me, I want to gamble it on that chance, that opportunity before my eyes, I can't let it go just like that after I got Ilya-nee's permission too.

"*ngh... somehow I feel like the discontent inside my heart is nowhere to be found again."

"What is it?"

"Nothing...~"

I still don't understand what's with her, but I see that she's more relieved than before, like, there's nothing else burdened her heart, her smile when she's stretching her arms high is more bright than before, it looks more natural and cuter.

Is it just me, or today the wind blows pretty often today, I'm starting to smell pollens are starting to entering my nose and give me urge to sneeze, it tickles my nose pretty badly and gives me snots.

"I think we better go ba..."

"Ah, you are here Erwin-sama, Yuika-sama"

"Marina-san, hello."

I don't know why but, I have a big urge to get out from her as soon as possible, I don't want to deal with Marina-san again, I feel like I don't want to get any closer to her if possible.

"What's wrong, Erwin, why you look terrified? Is there anything that scares you?"

"Ah, no it's not, it's nothing like that, hahaha... hahaha...."

It's the best not to looks suspicious that I'm kind of afraid with Marina-san right now, I'm worried if she does anything stupid like before, I won't fall into it anymore, I have Yuika with me right now and I know she won't dare to do anything to me in this situation.

"Elis-sama is worried because Erwin-sama and Yuika-sama haven't returned yet, will you go back to the dining room please?"

"I guess I have to apologize to everyone for suddenly ran away and said some harsh thing."

"Then, Erwin-sama, Yuika-sama, let's go back now."

Marina-san suddenly reach out for my hand, why from all the people here she choose to hold my hand? Yuika is next to me, why she choose to hold my hand instead?

"Then, let's go now, Erwin."

Wait, Yuika, you aren't going to stop her from holding my hand like this? Wait, Yuika, why won't you help me? Help me please... she would do something to me again...

"Then Erwin-sama, please follow me this way."

"Ah... yes..."

Yes, I understand it Marina-san, but please let go of my hand, please...

I gamble on my hope that Marina-san won't do anything to me since Yuika is also here with us, but she's walking ahead of us and leave us walking behind her, I don't know what kind of face Marina-san is making right now, but, she's starting to gently stroking my hand, her skin is so soft and so smooth, it is really starting to freak me out soon.