When Qin Zhan returned to her room, min Jiangxi was still awake. With her eyes closed, she felt that someone was getting into bed from the other side. Then she gently approached her back and put her face close to her neck.
The neck is warm. It's Qin Zhan's breath. Min Jiangxi realizes that Qin Zhan is not right. He is puzzled about whether he should make a sound or not. After a while, a familiar voice comes from behind his head, very low, "Xibao..."
For a moment, all the tangles were gone. Min Jiangxi said, "what's the matter?"
She didn't pretend to be drowsy and her voice was clear.
Qin Zhan folded his arms and said, "just the two of us, if you want to feel bad, you can cry. Whatever you want, don't hold it in your heart."
Min Jiangxi said, "I don't want to cry."
Qin Zhan's arm was tighter. "In front of me, you don't have to support it."
Min Jiangxi's voice was calm: "I really don't want to cry." With that, he added: "I don't know where to start crying."
Qin Zhan stuck to min Jiangxi's back neck and said in a low voice, "I'll start for you."
In the dark, min Jiangxi chuckled. A few seconds later, he said, "it's not a happy thing. I don't want to cry. Even if you make me laugh, you're not afraid of my father's trouble."
Qin Zhan said: "I'm not afraid. If a man dies, he will know nothing."
Min Jiangxi said, "I thought you would say that my father-in-law loves my son-in-law. You are so good that my father doesn't care about you too late."
Qin Zhan was silent for a moment, and said softly: "we all know that if people are gone, they are gone. They can't go to heaven, they can't go to hell, and they can't live in heaven... You don't have to blame yourself. The people who do wrong are not Dad, nor you. You are all victims."
Qin Zhan gouged out the pain in his heart and secretly added a sentence in his heart. I want the gang of people who have been killed to be buried with my father.
Min Jiangxi's voice remained unchanged. "Did you talk to my aunt?"
"Well."
Min Jiangxi said, "she must tell you that I can't accept it."
Qin Zhan did not comment.
Min Jiangxi said: "she just thinks too much. Now I have a husband and children. Can I still commit suicide? But don't tell her that, so that she won't be jealous and turn her intestines. Why didn't I think about her and my grandmother when I was a child? How old was I then? Who has not a young ignorance, in her heart, I just stretch tall, mental always so retarded
Qin Zhanwen said in a voice: "you have me, you have a good girl, you have aunts and many people. Dad didn't leave you and mom. The only one who did wrong is the murderer. If you are angry in your heart, go to the damned people. Don't go to the top of your own horn."
A sentence "dad didn't leave you and mom behind" suddenly pierced the defense line min Jiangxi tried to build. Tears fell down the corner of her eyes, and she didn't even have time to stop them.
For a long time, min Jiangxi said: "where is he now? I want to take him back. My mother must miss him very much. "
A wisp of damp heat on the back of his neck was Qin Zhan's tears. He didn't dare to wipe them with his hand. He only responded in a calm voice: "OK, I'll do it. If there's anything else I want to do, I'll do it for you."
"I want to tell him I'm sorry," Min said
Qin zhanru got a lump in his throat and said in a hoarse voice, "good."
After a wet neck, min Jiangxi slowly turned around, raised his hand to cover Qin Zhan's face, and said in a low voice: "you cry so miserably, my father can't see it, I don't know you are filial."
Qin Zhan reached out and touched min Jiangxi's eyes. Her tears were wiped on the pillow before she turned around. At this time, there was nothing. Min Jiangxi joked, "do you know how heartless I am?"
Qin Zhan leaned forward and put their foreheads against their foreheads. He said softly, "God is jealous of you. He deliberately let you bear so much. Don't let him do it. You don't have to carry it yourself. I'll carry it with you."
Tears again down the corner of the eye silent slide, min Jiangxi joked, "shoulder together, is crying for me?"
Qin Zhan said, "I feel so bad in my heart."
Speaking, min Jiangxi's fingers in his face, felt a new warmth, her eyes also a swelling, forbearance: "strong point."
Qin Zhan said: "I would rather have someone torture me ten times and a hundred times..."
Min Jiangxi: "come on, if you want my life, just say it."
Qin Zhan couldn't make a sound. Min Jiangxi coaxed him in turn, "I'm ok. I don't feel bad at all, but you don't have to be nervous. I won't die or die. Now I'm not alone. I have to think about being a good boy. Even if it's the first gift I give him, let him know that being a family needs loyalty and can't just care about myself."
Qin Zhan closed his eyes and felt sad as if he had lost his father-in-law and suffered from his wife and children. He had never experienced this kind of taste before, and was living with his heart gouged out.
The two chat until dawn, exhausted, min Jiangxi really fell asleep, Qin Zhan by the weak light, looking at Min Jiangxi's face, can't say rest assured more, or worry more, min Jiangxi changed, she is no longer a child that paranoid stubborn little girl, not even a few years ago cold no sense of security, but it doesn't mean she was indifferent, she just had to change a way, Just because she had more scruples.
If the group around her achieved 80 points, then min Jiangxi's goal is to achieve 180 points. She is taking care of everyone's feelings and forcing herself not to collapse.
When min Jiangxi opened his eyes, Qin Zhan sat next to him and sent a message with his mobile phone. He found out for the first time and asked: "are you awake?"
Min Jiangxi rubbed his eyes, looked up at Qin Zhan's face and said, "I fell asleep yesterday. Did you cry again?"
"No
"Did you look in the mirror yourself?"
"What's the matter?"
"Your double eyelids are swollen into single eyelids."
Qin Zhan didn't like it, "no photo, I said it's a little tight."
Min Jiangxi raised her hand, "come here."
Qin Zhan put down his mobile phone and changed from sitting to lying. Min Jiangxi rubbed his eyelids and whispered: "I heard that applying mouth water can reduce swelling."
Qin Zhan: "really? I haven't heard of it. Try it. "
Min Jiangxi said, "use yours or mine?"
Qin Zhan said, "who am I crying for? Use your saliva to push things around. "
"I didn't brush my teeth," Min said
Qin Zhandao: "eyelids will not gasp."
Min Jiangxi leaned over and pressed his lips on Qin Zhan's eyelids. After a while, he lifted them up. "Silly, you believe what I say."
Qin Zhan closed his eyes and said, "I don't believe who you believe."
Min Jiangxi said to himself, "when my grandfather died as a child, my father's eyes seemed to be swollen when he cried. At the same time, there seemed to be something wrong in the Bureau. My mother was afraid that he would damage his image, so she said that saliva was smeared on his eyelids to reduce the swelling. My father really believed me. My mother called me to spit. As soon as I saw her expression, I knew that she cheated my father, and she even winked at me, Let me not
Qin Zhan asked, "did you say that?"
Min jiangxihui's Zhongqi is full, "certainly did not say."
Qin Zhan raised his lips and said, "bully people together with my mother."
Min Jiangxi said, "I dreamt about my father again last night."
Qin Zhan didn't dare to open his eyes and asked softly, "does dad know that I am filial, so that you can treat me better?"
Min Jiangxi said in a low voice, "he said he missed my mother."