Chapter 1678

Keen as Rong Yijing, he has already guessed what Ding Ding wants to say, but at this moment, he can only say: "you say."

Ding Ding tried her best to hold back her tears to make her look calm and peaceful. She said, "I'm going abroad for at least two years. It's a long time and a long distance. You can't always run there and I can't always come back. Let's separate."

There was a lot of foreshadowing in front of her. Ding Ding just wanted to make the word "separation" not so heavy. At least, for her, it was not too heavy.

She doesn't know whether she has done it or not, but the good thing is that her eyes are clear. As she once told Rong Yijing, it's better to sterilize cats.

Rong Yijing expected that there were no big waves on his face. He said rationally: "just because of the distance, do you want to break up? We can make a plan, like I'll come to you in a week. "

Ding Ding's heartache is very strange. Rong Yijing is calm, but her heart is like a knife, and her eyes are hot. She shakes her head: "I don't want you to fall in love with me and make yourself so tired."

Rong Yijing said: "it's nothing to be tired of. The plane flies by, but I don't fly by myself."

Ding Ding said: "you have your business to do, and I also have my business to do. I don't want to be a reason for you to arrange your work list. I fly all the way to have a meal with me, and then come back to make up for the work I owed before. I can't get over it."

After that, without waiting for Rong Yijing to respond, Ding Ding said to himself, "in addition to this reason, there are also my own reasons. Originally, I thought that to like someone is to try to be with him. I did, but I didn't feel as happy as I thought. Of course, it's not your reason. It's my own problem. At this stage, I can't coordinate the proportion of learning and love, If I spend all my time on my study, I will feel that I have been in a fake love from time to time; I spend all my time in love, and I have no face to face my mother, even you and miss min, Miss Lu, who used to worry about getting me into a good university. "

Finally, she opened her mouth. Ding Ding endured the ups and downs of sour and astringent feelings several times. Facing Rong Yijing, she was like a person standing on the platform and facing the thousands of troops. But this was her choice. She could no longer shrink back and escape.

Hearing the speech, Rong Yijing said in a low voice, "it's my reason. I've done a lot more work this year than before. I didn't spend too much time with you..."

Before he finished, Ding Ding shook his head and denied: "it's really not your reason. I'm not polite. I just tell you the truth from the bottom of my heart... It's incredible for me to be with you. From being confused to being uneasy, then to being suspicious and doubting myself, I just want to understand that it's not your problem or mine, Maybe it's just that we're not suitable, just like two good people together can last forever. "

Ding Ding forced himself to smile, not forced to smile, just don't want to let Rong Yijing feel that she is wronged.

Rong Yijing still looks calm. Even though his depression has exceeded his expected preparation, he said: "there must be some reasons to lead to such a result. There is no need to rush to deny it. We just find out the problem and solve it."

At this point, Ding Ding did not want to give herself the chance to drag her feet and adjust her breathing. She said, "I didn't know what dying without a disease was before. Now I know that it may not be without a disease at all, but the disease is on me. I try my best to be a person you like. Even if you say it's good for me, I just want you to like me more, I don't know to what extent, but I always feel that what I have done is not enough. If I don't work hard, you may not like me very soon. Sooner or later, we all have to break up. "

"I have no opinion since I was a child. I'm what others say. My ability and promise are the same. If I didn't come to Shencheng, it's not possible, but my life is doomed to be ordinary and mediocre. It's my mother who gave me a chance all her life. I thought that I would be able to make a difference with her if I passed the entrance examination, but I gradually realized that's not the case, I work hard not because I want to be better in my heart, but because I am worried that you will be laughed when I stand beside you. I stand on the podium just to see you more. I do everything because of you. I want to please you and grow behind you like a tail all my life. All I think about is how not to be an eye-catching tail. "

Tears fell peacefully, Ding Ding red eyes, said: "it's not that you can't give me a sense of security, it's my own problem, every time you give me a reassuring pill can only stop for a while, after I go back, I will be crazy regret, I want to change, but can't change, the key is not to know what to change, so that I'm not so sensitive, or don't like you? I can't do it. "

Rong Yijing raised his hand, wiped the tears from Ding Ding's face and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Ding Ding's vision is blurry. He buries his head and sobs. Rong Yijing sighs. He still pulls her to his arms and whispers: "I'm not good. I didn't take care of you."

Ding Ding tried to stop crying and said, "brother Jing, I still like you very much, but I can't like you any more."

Rong Yijing is already in his early 30s. He has said more love words than normal words in his life. Of course, he has heard all kinds of detaining or grievances when he broke up. He thinks he can be calm, but this sentence still makes his throat tight and makes him feel uncomfortable.

Ding dingwo was crying in Rong Yijing's arms. His crying voice changed from loud to small, and his mood gradually stabilized. For a long time, Rong Yijing said, "I respect all your decisions, but I think we can think about it again. We don't have any physical and mental conflicts with each other. If you think I like you more than you like me, then I'll come on and do well. It's a hard job to study medicine, Usually, there is a lot of pressure and we can't keep up with each other's time, but this situation won't last for a lifetime. In other words, no couple can be the tail of each other as you said. It's unrealistic. What we have to do is to adjust the frequency and mood. As long as you still like me and I still like you, we can't break up. "

Ding Ding bowed his head and said, "I like you. No matter what the situation is, you are always wise and quick to come up with solutions to problems. You are always gentle and patient with me. You have not changed, but I have changed. I can't imagine what we will become in the future. You work, I study, you work, I work, you meet when you have time, and you are busy when you don't have time, Maybe we can live under the same roof in the future. Apart from shunzi and the first, we will have a lot in common. But we will never have a family, never get married, never have children. You are still you and I am still me. We will always worry that you will not like me the next moment. "

Ding Ding finished, holding her rongyijing, speechless for a long time.