Chapter 1679

Ding Ding withdrew from Rong Yijing's arms, wiped away his tears, and calmly said: "brother Jing, I think this matter has been thinking for a long time. It's not an impulse, it's not because something alone is in a bad mood, and it's not asking you to change something to accommodate me. I just want to change my way of life. Don't drag you... Don't harm others and yourself."

Ding Ding was afraid of Rong Yijing's misunderstanding, and she was afraid that she couldn't explain it clearly. But she didn't know that Rong Yijing's point was the first sentence. She said, "I think I've been thinking about this for a long time.

How long is it? Since he noticed something different, or longer? It's hard for Rong Yijing to tell the unspeakable taste in his heart for a moment. Whether his sadness is the disappointment of his lack of acuity or the firm determination that Ding Ding would never leave him.

He can see Ding Ding's inferiority and not very smart, but it was only at this moment that he realized that he was the one who was overconfident and self righteous.

Rong Yijing is silent. Ding Ding is eager to explain: "brother Jing, I really don't mean to force you to marry me. You have told me that you won't marry. I heard it with my own ears and agreed with it. I just want to say that it's my own problem. You treat me very well, but I can't give myself more sense of security. I'm afraid that my mood will affect you if it goes on like this, I don't want you to get to know each other. You can't be a couple. In the end, you're not even friends... "

She red eyes, big drops of tears drop down, rongyijing throat micro movement, said: "I know."

Ding Ding's eyes were so clear that they were black and white even through tears. Rong Yijing looked at her and gently raised his lips: "I know what you mean."

Ding Ding was at a loss. He looked down and said in a low voice: "I really hate myself. Sometimes I hate myself even more than before. No matter how hard it is to learn, I can still understand it as long as I spend more time. But I don't know how to continue. I don't want to make you unhappy." But she let Rong Yijing unhappy after all.

Rong Yijing subconsciously raised his fingertips. In fact, he wanted to touch Ding Ding's head, but he moved his finger for a while, but his hand didn't lift up. He sat opposite her and said in a warm voice, "you're right. If someone makes you unhappy, you should let that person stay away from you."

Ding Ding stirred in her heart and shook her head instinctively: "it's not you who make me unhappy..." it's her own problem.

Rong Yijing said: "you don't have to take all the problems on yourself. It's common to change every day. People will change. What you don't want at the beginning doesn't mean you don't want now, let alone what you want is reasonable."

After that, Rong Yijing was silent for a moment. "At this stage, I really don't have the idea of forming a family, and I can't promise you when I will. The most important thing for two people to get along with each other is to be frank. You are frank about what you want, and I am frank about what I can give... Sorry, I don't want to get married yet."

At this moment, the feeling in Ding Ding's heart is not pain, but relief, like waiting for a long time, finally waiting for the sound of the stone landing, she quickly nodded: "I know, I can't get married now, I unconditionally respect all your choices, no matter now or in the future, no matter what the relationship between us is, I will always support you."

She is serious, like fans to idols, like believers to gods, Rong Yijing heart suddenly a pull, lip inertia, finally did not resist, raised his hand to rub Ding Ding's head, but for the first time, did not say a word.

Ding Ding seems to feel the emotion hidden behind Rong Yijing's smile. Although she is not sure, her heart has been hurt first, and her tears are floating in her eyes. She quickly does not open her eyes, so she does not see the clear loss of Rong Yijing's eyes.

I don't know how long later, Rong Yijing said in a warm voice: "don't cry, just open up. Even if I'm not a boyfriend, I'm also a good friend."

Ding Ding Wen Yan raised his head, "well, we are good friends for life."

Rong Yijing is worried again. He knows Ding Ding didn't mean it, but he is still stabbed all his life. Speaking of eternity, he has never dreamed about love. Ding Ding is the first time he tries to fall in love with someone for a lifetime, but in the end, he still can't avoid such an outcome. I'm afraid it's not retribution. It disappoints too many people, So he was doomed to fail.

Heart sour gradually spread to the throat, rongyijing expression calm said: "you are because I want to study abroad?"

Ding Ding thought about it and said frankly, "yes, but not all of them."

Rong Yijing said: "if you just want to avoid me, you don't have to run so far. When you are in a good mood, we'll meet again."

Ding Ding said: "don't think so. I'm not trying to avoid you. I'm in love. If it's suitable, I'll be together. If it's not suitable, I'll be separated. As you said, there's nothing wrong between us. I'm sorry for who we meet. The embarrassing problem is that the school just has this opportunity. I also want to try to leave you. Can I manage my life and study well by myself?"

Rong Yijing said: "well, since you have made a good plan, I don't give you more suggestions to mislead you to choose. When to leave, I will send you. Don't say no, I don't worry if I don't see you settle down with my own eyes. On the contrary, it affects me to do other things."

Hearing the speech, Ding Ding hesitated for a moment and said in a voice: "then you can see when it's convenient for you recently. I can do it any day before the summer vacation."

Rong Yijing: "good." He's crisp.

After chatting about these, they sat on the carpet, chatting about the bones of the people lying in the wooden box next to them, chatting about the gossip and interesting things Ding Ding Ding heard recently in school, chatting about the ground, just like the silence of a moment when they were just together. Both of them had an idea at the bottom of their hearts. Just in a trance, they forgot to say goodbye.

Once the topic is cut off, it's hard to continue. Rong Yijing looks at the time: "there's class tomorrow, so go to bed early."

Ding Ding answered and tidied up the things on the carpet. Rong Yijing stood up and said, "don't be busy, let someone install it tomorrow, and then pack it up and send it abroad."

Ding Ding wants to refuse, but on second thought, these things, either have her name, or only she can use, she let Rong Yijing give this pair of adult man's 1:1 skeleton to whom? Words to the mouth, she said: "thank you Jingge."

Rong Yijing: "you're welcome. Go and have a rest. I'll take you back to school tomorrow."

Ding Ding: "well, good night, Jingge."

They say goodbye in the living room, turn around and walk to two rooms. Rong Yijing's family is big enough. They walk out of the sense of separation. They go back to their rooms, Ding Ding takes a bath and lies on the bed. At the beginning, they are all OK. They always feel more relieved than hurt. But this is just the beginning. Closing their eyes, many pictures flash in front of them like a movie, From the first time she saw Rong Yijing, she didn't even remember when she fell in love with him, but she always remembered the feeling of falling in love with him, because this feeling still exists clearly.