Chapter 213

"Don't you particularly like social people? I especially adore the big brother of society. How about I find a disco for you to watch Xiaoqian said to Chen Zilong.

Chen Zilong immediately made a plea for mercy“ I'm convinced, sister. Can't I study hard? "

Xiaoqian snorted. As a matter of fact, in her previous life, Dandy Chen had been in trouble for a long time. She couldn't get a divorce when she married a scum man. After being cleaned up by her once in her life, she was honest and didn't cause any trouble.

Direct him to carry the luggage upstairs.

"Where's mom?"

"A meeting in the village, she passed by, sister, recently many people, with tools in our home and around the measurement, how is this going on?"

Is someone measuring with a tool?

Xiaoqian arranges the train of thought slightly, the instant stares big eyes!

"Elder sister, what's the matter with you? I heard that it might be the relocation office, but we've been shouting for so long, and we've measured it several times, but nothing has happened. This time, it's also thunder and heavy rain

Chen Zilong looks at Xiaoqian, who is still calm. She suddenly gets excited. She strides to the desk calendar, turns it over and over, and then closes her eyes. It seems that she is remembering something.

"Sister?" Chen Zilong looks at Xiaoqian puzzled.

Xiaoqian closed her eyes and suddenly opened them. She pushed Chen Zilong away and strode out.

"Where are you going, sister?"

"Go out on business, maybe come back later."

Chen Zilong said, "are you going to find brother Lang? I can't wait to get back. "

Xiaoqian is really not looking for Yu Qingming.

When she saw the calendar, she suddenly thought of something very important to her.

Today in her previous life, she came home black and blue because of the domestic violence of the scum man, and wanted to seek the help of her mother's family for divorce.

At that time, there were meetings in the village, but it was Chen Lin instead of Jia Xiufang who represented the family. After Xiaoqian had been waiting for him at home for a long time, Chen Lin came back with a happy face. When she heard that she was going to divorce, she turned her out without saying a word.

At the beginning, Xiaoqian didn't know why her father would drive her away in such a hurry. When she went away, she heard the neighbors gathered together to discuss happily. Then she knew that this area was really going to be demolished.

House, money, home can get a lot.

Chen Lin collected the college notice to save money for her son. After Xiaoqian got married, she found that the slut was gay and wanted to get a divorce. Chen Lin refused to leave because he wanted to take money from the slut to clean up the mess for his son. However, with the money from the house demolition, Chen Lin still refused to let Xiaoqian get a divorce, just for fear of sharing more of her property.

If it is said that Xiao Qian's only cold and violent marriage with slag man has exhausted her body and mind, Chen Lin's attitude is the last straw to crush camel. Xiao Qian, who can't see a way out, finally chooses to end her life on this day.

Walking on the road that she had walked in those years, walking towards the place where she jumped into the river.

Xiaoqian's expression is getting colder and colder.

What happened in her previous life was a great shame to her.

She can't imagine how she was so weak at the beginning, why she can't be like now, really want to die also have to hold a gas can with slag man and slag Dad together blow up. It was her most innocent years. Before that day, she never wanted to hurt anyone, but no one let her go.

The river has been frozen. There is only a hole in the center. I don't know whether it was the fisherman or the washing man. It's not far from the village in the city. If anyone has a seriously ill old man, according to the custom, he will take his clothes to the river to wash.

Revisit, Xiaoqian stood by the river looking at the hole, mouth with a cold smile, eyes full of cold.

When she is treating others, she often uses the words of hugging the injured child at the bottom of her heart, but she doesn't want to hug her own injured child. Even standing here, she thinks that cowardly people shouldn't live well.

If she didn't have this jump and didn't meet the person who saved her, she would have died in this cold lake.

Even if she knew that she was extreme, she didn't want to change. The kind child in her heart might have been frozen to death in this lake.

Who was born with foresight and unscrupulous means?

But the environment is such a force, forcing her to degenerate into what she is now. Should she thank Chen Lin and Zha Nan?

These people, Xiaoqian now think all feel sick, she came here today, not to disgust themselves, she is waiting.

Waiting for the person who saved himself in his previous life.

She wants to know who saved herself and who changed her destiny.

After the person in the previous life saved herself, she was dazzled by her frozen vision and drifted away from her consciousness. He sent her to the hospital and accompanied her to talk for a while. His words helped Xiaoqian think a lot and laid the foundation of her present personality.

In fact, let Xiaoqian think that person's appearance, what that person said, Xiaoqian can't remember, can only remember a general meaning.

She used professional analysis, her memory is so good, how can only forget the benefactor's appearance, and finally concluded that her period should be an escape reaction after trauma, she regarded her most painful and vulnerable period as a shame of life, instinctively did not think about it, together with shielding the benefactor's appearance.

There may be two kinds of reactions after trauma. One kind of people will keep that period in mind, and even constantly appear "flashback" phenomenon in normal life, that is, constantly insert those terrible memories, leading to illusion and separation of consciousness disorder. On the contrary, Xiaoqian hides that period. She has been trying to think about it and help herself face the difficulties in the past.

But so far, she has not found a therapist who can treat herself. There are some similarities between her and the second child. She belongs to the kind of person who is especially bad at hypnosis. She has strong willpower and has the most powerful ability of anti therapy. Let Xiaoqian find a therapist. As soon as the other person opens her mouth, she will know what the other person wants to say.

No one is more professional than her, which is also the tragedy of the therapist.

Think of a few minutes, she will be able to see benefactor, face the fragility of previous life, Xiaoqian a little excited.

Maybe her obsessive-compulsive disorder of washing hands can be alleviated after removing this period.

There is still a time difference between jumping into the river in the previous life. Xiaoqian is waiting by the river.

Some people are setting up stalls by the river. This is just the gate of a park. Many children come to play during the holiday.

A girl who looks like a student comes to sell a kind of card with tape like Xiaoqian.

"Sister, I'm a work study student. You can buy a wish card and tie it to a tree. It can give you a year's good luck." Xiaoqian looked behind her. There was a pine tree with a few cards scattered in the wind.

It seems that the same thing happened in her previous life. At that time, she bought one and wanted to write, but her heart was at a loss. It was because this thing deepened her desire to die.

Because she didn't know what hope she had to live. For a better reading experience.