How desperate she was at this time in her previous life.
The proudest study can't be realized.
There is also an inseparable marriage, a father who clearly has money to help himself but wants to push the fire pit for her, and a brother who is ignorant and incompetent, like a dandy with no bottom hole.
She didn't know what she could do in the future with a marriage of only shell and indifference and violence.
It's better to die.
But after the benefactor rescued himself, he said a lot to her.
Think of it as a kind of hypnosis? He inadvertently instilled a concept into himself, which led to a big change in Xiaoqian's character. He didn't remember anything else, but Xiaoqian remembered his central idea.
Whoever provokes you will beat anyone. No one is used to it! Death is useless. If you die and have nothing, you have to live to deal with those people you hate!
Soon, I will meet my benefactor
"Sister, you can buy one, one yuan each, buy a good wish, and help me, a work study student." The girl who sells the wish sign is still pushing hard.
Xiaoqian took out a dollar from her pocket and handed it to her. The girl happily handed over her autograph and pen.
Xiaoqian raised her pen and thought about it. She didn't write anything.
"Sister, don't you write something?" The girl saw Xiaoqian want to hang a blank sign and asked the same question as before.
Xiaoqian didn't answer in her previous life. She had tears in her eyes because she didn't know how to tell others about her sadness. She was a blank sign because she felt that there was no hope in life.
But at the moment, Xiaoqian eyes full of confidence, atmosphere and calm look, calm said.
"My destiny is in my own hands. I can do whatever I want. I don't need to write about it."
How about telling God what she wants? God is so busy. Where can she have time to watch this? What she wants can be obtained through her own efforts without signing.
Sell sign girl see Xiaoqian instant star eye, so handsome sister!
The same is white, but the mentality has been different, from at a loss to now's arrogance, Xiaoqian after a lot of things, cause part of the reason for her character now, is to appear in a moment benefactor.
Xiaoqian looked up and tied the sign to the branch. Suddenly, her eyes were shocked. How could the sign tied to her be so familiar with the handwriting?!
It's him, it's benefactor's word!
Xiaoqian instant spirit!
This handwriting, she can't admit mistake!
It's the benefactor's handwriting of the previous life. After he saved himself, they communicated with each other many times in the later period. Many problems that she had no way to solve were all solved through his help!
Divorce with slag man, and finish rereading file, these things are blocked by slag man's family, easily resolved by benefactor.
Xiaoqian guessed that he was not an ordinary soldier, and should have a good background. But when she was able to repay the kindness, she left without a greeting, so that she could never find it again.
This neat regular script, Xiaoqian will never admit her mistake, she excitedly turned around and asked the little girl who sold the sign.
"Do you remember who tied this?"“ Er, it seems that he's a big brother in the army. He's very tall, but I can't remember clearly. Several soldiers bought it. "
The army seems to have activities here. Many soldiers have come here. Now they are wandering in the park.
It's him, it's him!
Xiaoqian stroked the words on it and wrote ten big characters in the handwriting engraved in her memory.
Choose what I love, love what I choose, forever.
This is what he wrote on his wish sign.
Suddenly, Xiaoqian's sight stops on another sign, and she stares.
"Sister, just tied this sign, and this sign, is it a person?"
The handwriting looks like it!
"I can't remember, but no one seems to have bought two. It's not one person, is it?" I'm not sure.
Xiaoqian see the second sign, the above four words, family health.
The handwriting is similar to the one she just read, but if you look at it carefully, it's still not the same. The pause is not the same. It's all powerful regular script.
If we give these two handwriting to the criminal investigation department for identification, we can certainly see a lot of differences, but ordinary people look at them at a glance, they are really too similar.
Xiaoqian is not a professional criminal investigator, and she can't distinguish the handwriting accurately, so when she saw the two signatures, she was dizzy.
There is no way to accurately identify which is the benefactor of the previous life, the two are practicing regular script according to the same font.
Xiaoqian headache, find a benefactor, how so difficult? Forget it. She pretends to kill herself.
Taking advantage of the little sister to sell to others, Xiaoqian quickly pull down the two signatures and put them in her pocket, her benefactor is one of them.
It seems that we can only reproduce the previous life.
The river had no guardrail, so she stepped on it casually. She deliberately slowed down and tried to imitate the entanglement of jumping into the river in her previous life, hoping to attract her benefactor again.
Seeing that she was about to walk to the hole in the river, Xiaoqian stood on the side and waited for a while with her eyes closed.
She stood here for a long time in her previous life and hesitated. Now it's not time. She has to delay for a while.
Standing for a few minutes, or did not wait for people, Xiaoqian thought, is not enough like?
So he took a leg and hung it on the river. Should it be like this?
She can only calculate the approximate time. In her previous life, she jumped into the river without a watch. Who knows when her benefactor will come? It's about this time. According to the law of her previous life, when she jumped down, someone would follow her and rescue her.
It's so cold that she doesn't want to really jump. If the time isn't right and her benefactor doesn't come, she's really frozen to death. That's too silly.
Xiaoqian was thinking wildly. Suddenly, a huge force came from her arm and dragged her back two steps. A voice sounded from behind, full of anxiety.
"What are you doing?"
Xiaoqian heart a joy, benefactor - wait a minute, is he?! Xiaoqian can't believe looking at the anxious man in front of her. He's wearing a camel colored woollen Lapel coat with a taste of urban Yupi. Isn't he Zheng Xu that I haven't seen for a long time?
After Zheng Xu's specific phobia is cured by Xiaoqian, they don't contact each other. Either Zheng Xu can't find Xiaoqian, or he just doesn't want to see Xiaoqian's dazzling expression when she mentions it.
He drove by today and saw that his back looked like her, so he ran after her. She looked like a suicide.
Zheng Xu also passed here in his previous life, but he didn't know Xiaoqian at that time, so he would not stay for a strange woman. From this moment, history is different from before.
Xiaoqian is weak all over. Why doesn't this guy come early or late? Does he have to come at this time?
"Chen Xiaoqian! What the hell are you thinking! Why don't you come to me if you have any difficulties? What are you doing? " Zheng Xu's voice is very severe, he determined Xiaoqian to commit suicide.
"I didn't, I was" Xiaoqian was powerless.
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