Chapter 258 - One of these days, I am going to make you believe it.

Akash did not know whether to be offended or hurt by it…

He couldn't really dial down his frustration at that moment. No matter how much he says or how much he does, Madhu just does not seem to have a sense of security with him or in this relationship… And they had been going out of months now… and he had tried… he had really tried his very best.

A part of him knew it was not Madhu's fault that she was so insecure with him and in this relationship but there is another part of him that is getting angry and hurt that she could think of him as someone who is going to force her into something she did not want.

With all the emotions, his body moved on his own with his consent as he picked Madhu up and crashed her on his bed. And before she could even comprehend what was happening, Akash hovered over her looking at her with his jaws clenched. He was trying to really control his anger at that moment but was also failing at it miserably.Find authorized novels in , faster updates, better experience, Please click <a href="#._50831862523815431">#._50831862523815431</a> for visiting.

Madhu had never seen Akash look at her like that before… he seemed angry and that just scared her more. Akash never got angry with her after they started going out… he had always been very gentle and smiling…

"A-Ak-Akash…" Madhu mumbled nervously which just fueled his anger more. He did not like her being scared of him… He would rather be able to throw tantrums and fume at him.

"Why? Don't want to? Scared? I thought you said you prepared yourself mentally for this?" his voice came through gritted teeth.

Madhu knew how to handle and deal with an Angry Akash when it came to the work front… but the same cannot be said about when it came to the Relationship front. So, she just stared back at him with wide scared eyes. She could not comprehend what was going on in his head and she was too scared to ask at that moment.

Her mind went into an absolute frenzy when Akash went for her blouse… before she could even think of what was happening, Akash had removed her blouse over her shoulders revealing her bras… with Akash's head buried over her shoulders.

Instinctively, she wanted to close herself or run or at least, stop him… she wanted to struggle. But all she could do was look into his stormy eyes as they glared at her and take what he was doing to her… she was too scared to do anything at all.

Akash was pissed… but he still had some sort of rational… but it all went to the drain when he saw Madhu not struggling… Looking into her scared terrified eyes directed at him… a part of him broke and another part of him lost his struggle to anger and guilt flooded him instantly like a damn tsunami.

He sat up abruptly. He rubbed his hands over his face roughly before standing up and walking towards his bathroom. A few minutes later, he came back wearing a full hand t-shirt while holding another in his hands.

He found Madhu sitting right where he had left her fidgeting with her blouse in her hands… there were at least two buttons missing in them. She was biting on her lips pretty aggressively contemplating when Akash walked back in.

Akash did not say a word… he just came closer holding out his t-shirt. Madhu obediently lifted her arms and Akash wore her the t-shirt.

"I am sorry I behaved like an asshole… It won't happen again… I promise…" Akash muttered tidying up her hair a bit.

He then took her hands in his and pulled her out of the bed, "Come on. I will drop you home."

But Madhu did not move from her place but instead patted at the bed beside her asking him to sit.

Akash did not question… he just sat back obediently. He felt ashamed slightly for losing his cool… He knew he had a short temper… but he had always been able to keep it down. But today, somehow his head had gone down the gutter without any resistance from him. Even if it only lasted for a little over a minute. If Shreya or his mom or dad or even Bhavna for that matter ever heard about how he behaved, they would have his head without thinking twice about it. So, he had his head hung really low when Madhu crept in and actually sat on his laps hugging her hands around his torso.

It is amazing how just a small gesture from her can bring so much peace to his head. His hands naturally wrapped around her as he brought her close and pecked the side of her temple over her hair.

"Baby, I just want you to know you do not have to be afraid of anything around me… I know it is kind of the opposite of what had just happened… even when I know that it shouldn't have happened in the first place, I just want you to trust me when I say it won't happen again. I am really sorry…" Akash muttered in a whisper.

Madhu did not reply straight away. She was busy trying to get her hands out of the sleeves of his t-shirt that seem to go at least half a feet over her hands… she crunched and puffed but nothing worked until Akash actually helped her out.

Silence prevailed after that… Just when Akash thought she was not going to talk, as usual, Madhu actually cut the silence and explained, "I am not scared… at least not in the sense you think I am… I just got a little out of sorts since you got angry at me and I did not know what to do…" She paused after that but then asked hesitantly, "Why did you get so angry before?" She did not want to provoke him or anything but she did want to know so that she can avoid doing the same all over again in the future.

"I was angry because you thought I was the kind of who is going to leave you for not sleeping with me… which I am not. I might look it but I am not… I have never had that kind of a lifestyle… Shreya would have carved my head off before I could ever think of doing something like that. It just hurt you would think like that… I know that does not justify a damn thing and that I should have handled it better… but I just… I lost it for a second." Akash explained. Just from his tone, you can see he was no longer angry or anything. He was back to being the gentle self he always is with Madhu.

Madhu's brows, on the other hand, crunched in confusion. Her voice mellowed as she answered, "You got it all wrong, Akash. When I said that, I was not talking about you… I was actually talked about myself. I was just trying to explain how desperate I am to be with you… to what extend I will go to be with you… to what extend I want you in my life… it had nothing to do with what I thought about you because I know what you are… I trust you. I don't think I would have agreed to come to your house so absentmindedly and so readily if I did not trust you…"

When Madhu was going to continue, Akash actually interrupted and turned her over towards him making her sit facing her.

"Hey… I want you to know that you do not have to do anything for me to be with you… not a single shit… I am going to be there with you regardless of what you do or do not do. So, I want you to just be, Madhu. I want you to be able to tell me what you are comfortable with and what you are not comfortable with between the two of us… without that, I feel like I have failed you in some way… that I never gave you that sense of security. And that sucks."

Madhu bit on her lips not answering.

"Hey, talk to me…" Akash asked seeing as she was really not going to answer him this time around.

"It is just hard to believe that you would want me when my own parents did not!! It is so hard to get past that thought once I had it." Madhu mumbled. Her voice was barely audible and she refused to look up.

Akash could hear her voice crack at the end of it.

"One of these days, I am going to make you believe it. I promise…" He said with a firm voice letting her snuggle in on him.