8 All We Had Is Gone

The date was scheduled for the end of the week.

Today is Tuesday morning, so Friday is the day.

Anyways I'm at school and I feel like shit, so I went to the toilet and started vomiting.

I always think back to this day wondering, if it would have been better if I closed the toilet stall door, instead of leaving it open to be seen by someone but really I did not think that far.

Anyways, I hear laughing and the girls that entered were Bitch nee-san and 2 of her 4 friends.

They see me and Bitch nee-san see's me and she scoffs, I threw up again in the toilet bowl and one of her friends say, "You know what would be funny?"

Bitch nee-san: "No what?"

"If she was pregnant with Yoshino's child."

I looked at her and thought, "She actually guessed correctly."

Then I looked over at Bitch nee-san and her face oh my word!!

In novels, they say, "This characters face looked wretched and twisted", I don't know, something like that.

But yes that's how I'd describe it, but more like she just realized that she forgot to wash her vagina after smelling it.

Anyways, she turned to look at me then walked up to me and smacked me across the face with her left hand.

I lost my grip holding onto the toilet and hit my head against the tiled floor.

If you were wondering how that is possible, well I was kneeling on the ground, with my head over the toilet, even my hair was full of vomit but anyways back to the story.

She grabbed me by my hair and lifted my head back onto the toilet, she stretched over me, grabbed the seat cover and banged it close against my head.

It was fuckin painful, but to be honest I don't remember the pain at all, not even the pain from that slap.

I fell back down and my body was slightly arched around the toilet at the back of it, holding my head.

The next thing I felt was a sharp pain against my stomach(1).

She kicked, pulled me out away from the toilet.

Placed her hands against the stall wall, lifted her right leg up and forced it down on to my stomach(2).

I looked up at her and she raised her leg for the 3rd time and forced her foot down harder against my stomach(3).

I don't know how to explain this to you properly but yeah...

Anyways I pissed myself wet after the 3rd time and when she was going to step on me for the 4th time someone yelled out from behind.

The person who yelled out stop, is my best friend Misaki, but back then we weren't friends, well I'll explain this later.

Anyways she yelled stop and she did, then they walked out of the toilets/washroom whatever you call it, but they left only after forcing Misaki to the side.

Err…

Damn bitches… (Haha)

Anyways Misaki came to my side and helped me up.

My body was trembling and I started crying, I was worried, I didn't want it killed, I needed to go and check on it.

I borrowed Misaki's jersey and covered the blood on my clothes and washed my face.

I jumped over the fence at the back of the school and ran for my life.

I ran to the clinic, I needed to check on my baby.

I arrived there and the gynaecologist was shocked to see my face bleeding and I rushed her to check if my baby was okay, she did the scan and guess what?

My little one was alright since it was still forming, nothing happened to it because it was just 2 months old.

She asked me again why I was injured and I explained the full story to her, and I told her I no longer want to kill my baby, I want to keep it.

She was worried and told me I should tell my guardian and inform the police also about what happened with Bitch nee-san.

I nodded and said okay, then went to mama Mei's house and told her about the pregnancy and what happened.

She hugged me and started crying, she kept saying sorry that this was happening to me and she said I mustn't worry, she'll help me.

After having dinner, I left and headed home.

When I arrived at our street, I noticed that there was an extra car there and walked in, slowly closing the door behind me.

I heard laughing.

What was nice about this big house was that you could eavesdrop on people and they didn't know you were there. (rolls eyes)

Before reaching the lounge there was this short wall that covered you, well I was standing against it and listening in.

I heard Yoshino's stepmother say: "You can come and stay with us after the baby arrives or you can move in now."

My heart started racing and as I was looking ahead the housekeeper came around the corner from the kitchen and she saw me hiding away.

She could see my expression and motioned for me to go out the front door and come in through the back.

I did as she said, and she opened the sliding door for me.

She told me what happened and I went to my room and cried myself to sleep.

What happened, was she asked to go home after beating me up and told her parents she's pregnant; they came to the house and waited for Yoshino's father and stepmother to come home and told them, Yoshino came home after being phoned and also received the news of the baby and he was happy because finally, he was going to have a child.

It's silly right, he was almost 20 years old and the thing he wanted most in this world was a child, a daughter to be exact, a human he fathered that would be as beautiful as me.

But honestly I don't know what he was thinking when he found out but when he used to talk about it with me, those were his words.