Chapter 476 - Everything

Light-headed and breathless, Gideon stared down at her. God damn it, he found that he could not wait any longer. 

"Red…" came his breathless voice, torment evident in them. "I can't… not anymore. I can't wait anymore. I'm going to do it now." He whispered in a pleading voice, almost at the point of being desperate. 

And Vera felt her heart swell from hearing the desperate sound of his voice. Happy that he seemed to want her as desperately as well. 

"Mm… yes, do what you want. Have me all you want – ah!" 

He pushed himself in so deep inside her in one long and hard thrust that Vera could not manage to stop her voice from calling out. He pushed at her again, in and out, making Vera lose her mind in the process. The pleasurable friction of their bodies rubbing against each other brought her to heights she would never have imagined were possible. 

"Red… oh, my sweet red…" he whispered as he moved his hips, pinning her hands over her head again. His eyes gleaming so beautifully, so breathtakingly, as he rocked against her in a powerful and steady rhythm. He even ground his teeth as he lost himself in her heat and wetness. 

Vera forced herself to keep her eyes open, to watch him as he strained that beautiful body. She wanted to see the kinds of expressions he makes as his desire consumes him. And her heart was filled with the sight of him. She wanted to keep watching him but… as seconds ticked by, it was becoming harder for her to even focus her eyes.

Vera could not even remember when did the pain recede and all that she was feeling now was just wave after continuous waves of delight building within her. She was so wet and hot now. And she could feel everything. The pulsing and unyielding member filling her slowly made her burst with a whole new wave of desire. 

Until she found her legs wrapped around his waist. He began to pinch the tip of her breast as he continued their dance in a beautiful and delicious rhythm. Then he bent over and devoured her mouth again, all the while thrusting deeper, and harder, bringing her to a new level of pleasure every time. It was as if he was planning to bring her higher than the heavens itself. 

The building pleasure was so unbearable that Vera could not even vocalise his name properly anymore. "Gid… ah!" her mind was in a delirious state of extreme pleasure.

"Red… I'm so close…" he uttered in a guttural voice. 

He did not know it would be like this. He never thought that he would lose himself to the pleasures of love making to this extent. He wanted to devour her whole… and also to let her consume him whole. This pleasure… the feel of her… the undulating sounds of her moans… he knew that this memory would haunt him for the rest of his life. The satisfaction that their union evokes within him was something so moving and earth-shattering that he had nothing to compare it to. It was just out of this world. 

"Oh, f*ck! I'm coming!" he clenched his teeth when she started spasming around him so violently good. And his hands gripped unto her harder, constraining her when she started trashing and writhing beneath him in a pleasurable way. 

And when she bucked her hips forward, Gideon groaned hard and pushed into her harder, deeper, faster until Vera finally cried out in a dizzying climax. 

Gideon barely managed to pull himself away from her sweetness and immediately spent himself onto the sheet as the two of them shivered from the extraordinary intensity of their own orgasms. Vera was seeing flashes of light in her vision and almost blacked out at how powerful she was rocked by her high.

He rolled off from her and laid on his back, his breath still hissing between his teeth. Oh, gods, it took everything he had not to come inside her. Everything. F*ck! He did not know it would be like this. This was the very first time he had struggled so goddamned much to pull out. And f*ck again, because his dread has grown even more now. He was terrified at the fact that he was now entertaining the thought of not wanting her to leave. 

Time ticked by and as Gideon was covering his eyes with the back of his hand, Vera slowly rose and sat up to look at him. She could not believe what had just happened. The ecstasy they just shared was just crazy! It was inexplicable and mind-blowing to say the least! 

Her eyes looked at him and her face reddened, a smile blooming on her face. But when her eyes caught the white sticky liquid that was pooling on the sheet near them, her smile slowly faded. That was right, he had pulled away just before coming and… she was not ignorant about matters like this. She had heard about this previously that men do this to avoid impregnating their mistresses. They would never allow their seed to be planted in someone other than their official wife.

Seeing this proof sitting on the bedsheets beside them only caused another sharp sting in her heart. 

"Red…" his voice jolted her out of her reverie and when she turned to look at him, she was surprised to see that he was already sitting up and looking at her. 

She forced a smile at him. But he had already noticed and had read her expression from early on before even calling her. And his gaze fell to that same spot she was staring at before he called out. 

"Come here," he stretched his hand out to her and Vera did not hesitate to crawl towards him even with her heart aching from his actions. 

Gideon cradled her in his lap and pulled on her head to rest it on his chest. "I did that because…" he paused and when Vera looked at him with her large clear blue eyes, he suddenly looked conflicted. He had a face where he was questioning himself on why the hell did he even tried to say something. 

"Because… ?" she prompted him and held his gaze, as she asked in a small voice.