At this time, the setting sun has completely hidden behind the mountain, the sky is darker, and the wind is colder.
"It's cold here. Let's go in." Fang Zhe is going to push my wheelchair.
I stopped him and said I wanted to stay a little longer.
The sky is getting darker and darker, and the moon mountain becomes dark. Occasionally, the call of night birds comes. In the distance, the high-rise buildings in the city begin to light up.
In the night, Fang zhe stayed with me quietly. No one spoke, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
At this time, Yang Min came, turned on the light in the room, and said, Mr. and Mrs. have dinner.
This is the first dinner I have come to Banshan villa, and it is also a formal meal I have had for a long time.
Yang Min and Yang Yu didn't attend. Fang Zhe and I were the only ones at the dinner table. I asked Yang Min to eat with them. Fang zhe said they were still busy. Let's eat first.
The dishes on the table are basically what I like to eat, mainly light.
I have no appetite, eat very slowly, very little, and then put down the dishes.
Fang zhe took my bowl and gave me ribs soup, "drink some soup, you need to supplement nutrition, so that you can recover quickly."
I took it obediently and drank it slowly. Fang zhe looked at me and drank, with a look of approval on his face.
Fang zhe raised his red wine glass and touched my soup bowl. "Congratulations on your discharge. I wish you a speedy recovery."
I didn't speak.
I had a rest after supper. Yang Yu pushed me into another room, where there were all kinds of equipment, where I would have rehabilitation training.
It's very hard, but I've been practicing for half an hour. I'm already sweating. Seeing that I'm too tired, Yang Yu proposes to come here for the time being.
At this time, Fang zhe insisted on practicing for at least ten minutes every day.
Yang Yu's face showed an expression of embarrassment. I didn't say anything. I continued to persist for ten minutes, and the whole person was exhausted. Fang zhe showed his satisfaction.
After the sweat is dry, I have to take a bath. Yang Min has to help me with this, otherwise I can't do it.
But Fang zhe came again and motioned Yang Min to go out.
I put my hands around my chest and didn't let Fang zhe take off my clothes. He is my mother killer. I can't expose myself in front of him, let alone let him touch my body, even though it's a disabled body.
"What are you doing? You need to wash to go to sleep, otherwise your skin will go wrong." Fang zhe said gently.
"I don't want you to help me." I said in a cold voice.
"Take it off yourself." Fang zhe said impatiently.
I don't understand why he should stay here even if he is impatient.
"If you go out, I don't want you to watch here. If you watch here, I won't wash." I said stubbornly.
"Why do you want to be charming? I haven't seen your body before. When you were in a coma, I wiped your body countless times."
The little nurse told me about this. Fang Zhe's story is true.
"That was when I was in a coma. I'm awake now. I don't want you to watch me undress in front of me." I still insist.
He looked at me, face expression more impatient, suddenly reached out, forced to help me undress. After struggling a few times, I knew it was invalid, so I had to let him strip me.
When he took off my diapers, I felt a sense of humiliation, which made me want to die. I refuse him to undress me, just don't want him to see all my embarrassment.
But as if nothing had happened, he reached out and picked me up and put me in the bathtub with Chinese medicine soup.
It's warm and comfortable. Let me forget the embarrassment and embarrassment just now.
He held out his hand, gently pressed my head against the bathtub, leaned on a cushion, and began to massage my head.
"Is the strength appropriate? If it's too heavy, you can squeak." He said softly.
He presses it very well, with moderate strength and accurate acupoints. It's very comfortable.
"Fang Zhe, why are you so nice to me? What is that? " I closed my eyes and asked, this is my real confusion.
"In order to make you better faster, take revenge on me." Fang zhe said.
I didn't know what to say. I wanted to scold him for being cheap, but I couldn't.
He pressed his head and began to press his neck and shoulder. Then his hand suddenly reached my chest and stroked me gently.
Of course, I reached for it, and he leaned over and kissed it.
He took me out of the bathtub wet, wiped me slowly with a bath towel, and then carried me to the bed.
Then I said in my ear, "I asked the doctor. I can do it."
After I realized what he was going to do, I rolled hard to escape from him, but I just fell at the foot of the bed. Even if I tried to escape, I just climbed less than two meters and was picked up from the carpet by him.
I closed my eyes in despair, tears gushed out, he let me live, is to humiliate me, is to let me know that he is the enemy, but also to accept his insult."Fang Zhe, you brute, you are raped. You have to die." I scolded him coldly.
He sneered, "I've never thought of better death. Anyway, it's all death. Is it different how to die? You're upset. Just curse me. I don't care. But your body is very honest, you don't hate me to make you, you can't cheat me
I had a fever on my face and felt an indescribable shame.
"Whether you like it or not, whether you hate me or not, you have to accept my behavior. Suya, it's your life and mine. We all have to accept the fate." Fang zhe said.
"If you bully a disabled person, it's better than a beast." I scolded.
"Then you will get better as soon as possible and become a normal person, but even if you are a normal person, what I want to do or what I can do, you can't escape in your life."
I really want to run. I have to run.