Chapter 86

I didn't say anything after listening. I don't want to express any attitude in front of Liu Muyun.

Then I waved to Liu Muyun and went to the street to take a taxi. This time, Liu Muyun didn't catch up.

Soon I stopped a taxi, and I was not in the mood to go back to work, so I went straight back to my residence.

Then he lay in bed and cried again.

I didn't cry so often in those days when I was disabled and in a wheelchair. This time, I was really frustrated. I cried for Fang zhe several times.

Maybe it's because I have always trusted Fang zhe too much. Apart from him, there is no kind person in the world, so I trust him too much. Once the person I trust never leaves, I become the most vulnerable person in the world.

Being strong is easy to say, but it's hard to do. I need time to heal.

It's time for dinner, but I can't eat. In order to ensure nutrition, I forced myself to drink a glass of milk. Then open the notebook and finish the work that should have been done in the company today.

Later, Jiang Yuxuan sent a message: Yaya, will you go tomorrow to celebrate the first middle school?

I asked him: brother Yuxuan, are you going?

He said that he would not go. He has no time and has been busy recently.

I feel that he has been busy all the time. I have been in touch with him for a long time, but I have never met him. Every time I ask him for dinner, he is too busy to come.

I said I would not go either. I'm not so busy, but I'm just an ordinary alumni of Zhushi No.1 middle school. I don't have any fame, so there's no need to go.

Jiang Yuxuan: Yaya, you are not an ordinary alumni. You are the goddess in many of us.

This words obviously comfort me, I made a smile expression, and then said back: not goddess, is female nerve? Brother Yuxuan, please don't comfort me. I know how much I have.

Jiang Yuxuan replied: "I really didn't cheat you. At that time, many boys liked you, but you didn't pay much attention to others, so they didn't dare to say it."

I typed a line of words: including brother Yuxuan, do you, ha ha ha.

But I just typed it out, I didn't send it out, and then I deleted it word by word. It's better not to make such a joke so as not to cause misunderstanding.

"Thank you Yuxuan for praising me as a goddess, although I know I'm a female nerve." I went back.

"Yaya seems to be in a good mood today?" Jiang Yuxuan returned.

This time, he really made a wrong judgment. I'm not in a good mood at all, but I don't want to complain every time I chat with him. I want to pretend to be happy and not let my mood affect him.

I said: "OK, it's OK. I'm always happy to chat with brother Yuxuan."

Jiang Yuxuan replied: "have you contacted Shangzhe? How is he?"

I said, "today I met him in the Oriental Shopping Mall. He was with a beautiful girl. We didn't communicate with each other. Brother Yuxuan, let's not mention him. It's over between me and him."

Jiang Yuxuan was silent for a while, and then said, "take care of yourself, take good care of yourself, and don't worry about those things."

I replied: "I know brother Yuxuan. I don't want to talk. I'm going to wash."

He said good night, and I put down my cell phone.

After I went to bed, I kept thinking about whether I would like to go to the school celebration meeting of No.1 Middle School in Zhuhai the next day. Ordinary alumni like me, of course, will not receive the invitation of the school, but I will take the initiative to go, and the school will not refuse.

But I haven't figured out what I'm going for and whether it's necessary.

I really want to see you in my heart, but I don't know why, what to say and do after seeing you.

After leaving the mall today, I was determined to let go and never asked about Fang zhe again. But after Liu Muyun revealed the news to me, I was ready to move again.

To put it bluntly, I didn't give up completely in my heart, so I have some ideas. After thinking about it, my heart beat me again. I advised myself to go to Zhushi No.1 middle school. If I had a chance to see Fang zhe alone, I still wanted to ask him what was the matter. Maybe only he told me himself would I really give up.

After the morning shift the next day, I asked the director for leave. For me to ask for leave for two consecutive days, the director did not even ask me why.

After lunch in the company's restaurant, I went to Zhushi No.1 middle school by car.

Sure enough, it was a celebration. There were all kinds of banners hanging at the gate of the school, and cheerful music playing on the campus radio.

It's not easy to get in and out. The guard stopped me and asked me if I had an invitation. I said yes, but I forgot to bring it.

Then he asked me which term I was in, who was the principal and who was the director of the office at that time. After I answered correctly one by one, I successfully entered the campus.

The celebration is in progress on the football field. The leaders of the school are delivering speeches, mostly in Mandarin. I didn't listen to them seriously. I went around to the podium and looked at them. I didn't see Fang Zhe.

But there is a vacancy beside the headmaster. The name on the front name plate seems to be Fang Zhe.In addition, the headmaster's speech also specifically mentioned Fang Zhe, saying that Fang zhe was good at both character and learning when he was in school, lived up to the teacher's expectations, and later became a well-known entrepreneur.

This is basically nonsense. When Fang zhe was at school, he was the devil of the world, the representative of bad students, fighting, skipping classes and so on. Such students, even after many years as good students of both character and learning, let those really good students how to be embarrassed.

Therefore, once you are successful, you will have social status. You don't have to wash your own white. People will try to help you wash your white. Boss Fang zhe must be the main sponsor of this celebration. Otherwise, the headmaster would not be so blatant as to confuse black and white.

I wandered along the campus, but I found myself in the cherry blossom forest.

The cherry blossoms have been withered for a long time, but the leaves are green and full of vitality. It looks very pleasant.

Then the next second I saw the man standing next to the cherry tree, white shirt, gray casual pants, white board shoes, still outstanding, or so Yushulinfeng, a side face is also handsome and exciting.

Good looking men are always easy to make women become flower crazed, because not far away there are two young girls taking pictures of the man by the cherry tree with their mobile phone.

But he was standing like that all the time, motionless, like an old monk. He didn't know what he was thinking? Did you find a primary school girl taking pictures of him? Or is he such a handsome guy who is used to being photographed by little girls with mobile phones?

I also stood not far away, just quietly looking at him. I can clearly see his side face, see his white skin, see the carved facial lines.

The two girls who took pictures found that I was also looking at the handsome guy. They exchanged views with each other with a smile, and then ran away.

I continued to look at him. He looked at the cherry tree. I looked at him. It lasted for a few minutes.

He should be thinking about something, or it would be too difficult to stand still for a few minutes. It's just what he's thinking, can he be so obsessed and selfless?

Then he finally moved and suddenly turned his head.

I don't know if his eyes are red.

After he found me, he didn't stare at me. Instead, he quickly turned his head and walked around the cherry blossom forest, but he didn't walk away completely. Finally, he came to me.

As he approached, I felt my heart beat faster. I'm so hopeless. I'm so nervous.

His mood has returned to calm, not only calm, but also covered with a layer of frost on his face, which is his coldest side.

"I know you have something to ask me." He stood one meter away from me and said coldly,

"yes." I don't deny it. I came to him to ask him something.

"Ask, I'm busy." He said, looking at the valuable watch in his hand.

"I'm very busy" quickly widens the distance and keeps me away. He hints that I don't have much time to listen to my nonsense. If I want to ask, I'll ask quickly. After asking, he will go to do something else.

His attitude has cooled my heart. He seems to have completely changed a person, a person I don't know. I know that no matter what I ask next, I won't get a good answer.

But I still have to ask. After this time, I may not ask again.

"Are you going to marry someone else?" This is my first question.

His answer made me feel cold from head to toe, he said, it's over.

"Why?" I try to control my emotions. I really don't want anything. I just want to know why?

"You know, there's a big gap between us. It's not good to be together. Before, I thought it was too naive. Later, I realized that it was not suitable for us to be together. " Fang zhe said.

"That's it?" I couldn't help looking at him.

He turned his face aside. "That's it."

I nodded, "but you didn't say that at the beginning. You said that you would not marry for the sake of interests. You said that I was your wife. You were only good to me. You said that..."

He interrupted me with a wave of his hand. "SUA, we are adults. The relationship between adults can change with interests. You don't think so naively that there is no constant love in this world, do you?"

I nodded again. "Yes, I understand. I'm not here to trouble you or ask you to come back. I just want to I just want to... "

Then suddenly found himself unable to go on, incoherent, do not know what to say. Then I found that my eyes began to heat, and I had the impulse to cry.

But I always remind myself that I can't cry and I must keep my final dignity. I've cried so many times. Do I have to cry in front of him.

"I understand what you think, but I can't give you a satisfactory answer. There are not so many things in the world. Why? Things are always changing, and people will change with things. Some promises are doomed to be unfulfilled. You are also an adult. You should understand that. " Fang Zhe's tone was cold."I understand." I answered softly.