The cherry leaves rustle when the wind blows.
Fang Zhe and I stood in silence.
The sun was shining on his white skin, and his face was bright and clean. He didn't look at me all the time, except at the cherry tree, but looked up at the sky.
I also looked up, saw the white clouds floating in the blue sky, heard a few whistle.
There are also a lot of pigeons on the balcony of Banshan villa. Don't you know that they are flying away now?
I feel that our conversation can no longer continue, because it seems that we have reached the end. He didn't want to explain the details and the reasons. He just told me that the relationship between adults will change with the interests.
This sentence is very correct. As an adult, I can naturally understand the truth. This is a realistic society, which is not human.
So, there's nothing to say.
"That's it. You go." I made up my mind to take a deep breath and look at him with courage.
This time, he gave me a straight look. "Why do you want me to go? You can go."
I managed to smile. "I want to see you go to make sure you're gone. Fang Zhe, thank you for everything you have done for me. I hope everything is OK with you. "
Fang zhe looked at me and was silent again.
Then suddenly turned, strode away, really did not look back at me.
My tears came down again. In tears, Fang Zhe's background gradually blurred until the corner disappeared.
Sitting alone beside the cherry blossom forest for a long time, I went to the school gate. When I passed the playground, I saw that the celebration had begun to enter the stage of performance, and a group of young girls were performing dance. It's the real youth, but it will come to an end eventually.
I was not in the mood to enjoy the wonderful performance of the students, and I rushed out of No.1 Middle School of Zhuhai. I can't let Fang zhe meet me again, let him see my red eyes.
On the taxi, my mood gradually calmed down. I asked for leave for two consecutive days and accumulated some work. Seeing that it was still early, I decided to go back to work.
In the adult world, even if the heart is broken, life has to continue. Maybe tomorrow will not be better than today, but you still have to summon up the courage to face tomorrow.
My boss Feng Caijuan saw me go back to work and brought me a pile of materials. "This is the sales data of the company last month. Take a look and see if you can summarize some things and give some suggestions on our sales strategy."
I took over the material, some absent-minded should be a good.
"You don't seem to be in a good state. Don't you ask for leave? If you are in a bad state, you can go home to have a rest. What we need is efficient work. If you are in a bad state and continue to work, you will get twice the result with half the effort." Feng Caijuan said.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Feng. I do have some private affairs that affect my condition, but I'll adjust it as soon as possible." I whispered.
Feng Caijuan patted me on the shoulder, "no, I don't mean to give you pressure. I really hope you can adjust well and come back to work
I can feel her kindness, which is a good leader for me.
"Mr. Feng, I'm fine. I'll be back to normal soon." I assured her.
"Well, I believe you. You are a very smart person and a person with strong self-control ability. You are the key management talents cultivated by the company. I hope you can work hard." Feng Caijuan said.
Soon after I joined the company, I didn't expect to be included in the key training of management personnel, which made me very surprised. Seeing Feng Caijuan's expression, she didn't seem to draw big cakes on the wall to deceive me.
If so, it's not bad. It's also a rare surprise in my failure life. I decided to work hard and live a personal life on my own.
By the time I got off work, it was already seven in the evening. Anyway, there's nothing to do when I go back, and no one is waiting for me at home, so I'll just go back after everything I've done. Since the leaders attach importance to me, I will try my best to do well and live up to the expectations of the leaders.
When I got out of the company and was waiting for the bus at the bus stop, my phone rang. It was a familiar number, but there was no remark.
I picked up the phone and said, "Hello, who's calling?"
"I'm Lu Zishan. I have something to tell you." The other side said.
No wonder the number is familiar. It turned out to be Lu Zishan's number, but why did she suddenly come to me?
"Go ahead, I'm listening." I said faintly.
"Let's meet and talk. It's not clear on the phone." Lu Zishan said.
But I didn't want to talk to her. She and I were not friends. She used to punish me when I was disabled, but she didn't get revenge.
"I don't have time to meet you. If you don't, I'll hang up." I said in a cold voice.
"If you hang up, you will regret it, because it concerns Fang Zhe." Lu Zishan said.
"If it's about Fang Zhe, I'm even less interested.""It seems that you are also very disappointed, so it is more necessary for us to meet. I have a lot to tell you about Fang Zhe. You'll be interested. " Lu Zishan said.
"I'm not interested. If you have nothing else to do, I'll hang up first."
"Wait! If I knew something about your mother, would you hang up? " Lu Zishan said suddenly.
I was so nervous, "what are you talking about?"
"It's only recently that I learned that you and Fang zhe still have so many grudges. You know, my father is the head of the province, and many of my political friends, including the police system. I'm afraid you really don't know what I know, so don't refuse to meet me. I have what you want in my hand."
Naturally, I don't believe in Lu Zishan. Things are related to my mother, so I can't deal with them carelessly.
"Say, where shall we meet?"
"Add my wechat and I'll send you the location." Lu Zishan said.
After I hung up the phone, my heart was still a little worried. Lu Zishan was not a good person. She asked me to meet. Would there be any conspiracy?
But she mentioned about my mother, and I had to see her. I had to hear what she was going to tell me.
Half an hour later, I met Lu Zishan in a bar.
It's only eight o'clock in the evening. She started to be in the bar. It seems that Miss Lu's nightlife is very rich and starts very early.
Because it's still early, there are few people in the bar. Except for a few staff members, the customer is just me and her.
"I'll buy you what you want to drink." Lu Zishan said.
I shook my head. "I don't drink. If you have anything, just say it."
"How can you come to a bar without drinking? Some words can't be said at ordinary times, but they can be said after drinking. Let's have a drink. After a drink, the atmosphere will be more harmonious. "
Then she snapped her fingers beautifully, "waiter, have another one of the same."
"You don't have to pay, I said, I don't drink." I still insist.
In the face of this woman, I really can't believe it. Who knows if there's anything else in her wine? Who knows if she'll frame me?
"We are all abandoned by Fang Zhe. We can say that we are the same people from the end of the world, so we should have a drink. I did something wrong with you before. Today, I'd like to borrow this wine to apologize to you. By the way, you've been abandoned, ha ha ha. "
Listen to the meaning of her words, she should have known that Fang zhe married other women. There was schadenfreude in her laughter, but there was also a clear sense of loss.
Today, she put on her red lips and wore a sexy black skirt, which made her look more attractive. With a good family background and such a beautiful appearance, it's very easy to find a superior man to marry. But now she is still thinking about Fang Zhe, which shows that she still has some true feelings for Fang Zhe.
I feel sad when I think about it. However, she and I are not the same kind of relationship. She has lost Fang Zhe, but she still has a prominent family and a sense of superiority. I am not. I have nothing. I am the real one without family, relatives and friends.
At this time, the waiter brought the wine. It was an amber liquid, exactly the same as the one half drunk in front of Lu Zishan.
I didn't drink. I said no.
Lu Zishan frowned, "are you afraid that I will give you medicine or what do you mean? I'm not a man, and I'm still cheating on you? If I really like women, I don't like you. "
"I don't drink." I continued to insist.
"If you don't drink, I won't tell you a word."
I didn't speak. I was thinking about compromise. I really want to know something about my mother from her, which is my concern. It's also the knot that hasn't been untied in my heart.
Seeing that I was silent, Lu Zishan took the wine in front of me and took a sip of it. "Can you rest assured now? This wine is absolutely harmless. Don't worry about it. "
She said that. If I don't drink any more, I'm afraid she will be irritated completely, and she won't tell me anything. It will be very troublesome.
So I moved the glass of wine in front of me, "tell me what you know, and I'll drink it."
Lu Zishan looked at me, "it's really insincere. This wine costs hundreds of yuan a cup. I'll treat you to drink it. It's to give you face, but you're as boring as poison."
I looked at the amber liquid. I didn't want to drink at all, but I knew that if I didn't drink it, she would not say what she wanted to say.
So I took it up and took a sip. It was very strong, slightly sweet and not hard to drink.
"That's right. You have to be honest to keep talking. Did you break up with Fang zhe?"
"It's a divorce, not a breakup." I corrected lightly.
I just said it casually, but after I said it, I found that it was more or less superior. He just broke up with Fang Zhe, but I was divorced. At least I was married to Fang Zhe, but she didn't have the chance.Sure enough, her face changed a little, "do you want to say that you are also an ex-wife, but I am nothing?"
I didn't deny it. Since she understood it in this way, I let her go. Anyway, she and I are not friends.