The failure of the first show in Tiansheng real estate also made me see some reality clearly. How difficult it is for me to integrate into my new identity.

Su Maokun should have heard the cold reception I encountered in the company and called to comfort me that I should not lose heart. Some things need to be done slowly.

I said that I was not discouraged. This situation was in my expectation, and I was not surprised at all.

After I came out of Tiansheng, I went directly to my own company.

I haven't met the following employees for a long time. They cheered me for my appearance. A group of ring people gathered around me and asked questions. I was very moved by my concern and kindness.

This is my team, my company, this is where I belong.

Since I haven't been involved in the management of the company's affairs for a long time, I didn't want to interfere too much, so I held a meeting with the senior executives, said some words of encouragement and thanks, and then told them that I'm well now, but I'm studying, so I won't care too much about the company's affairs, and I have to rely on them to continue to work hard.

Just after the meeting, I came back to the office. The phone vibrated in my bag. I took it out and found that the name of the caller was "nerd".

This is a note I gave to Fang zhe when he lost his memory. Later, I thought it was funny, so I used it all the time.

Suddenly see this note, some trance, note behind the face of the past.

I didn't answer the first call. He called again soon.

With trembling fingers, I struggled across the screen and got through, but without making a sound.

Surprisingly, the other side didn't make a sound either.

But I know Fang Zhe is on the other end of the phone. I can think of his frosty face.

After a minute of silence, I hung up.

Then the phone remembered for the third time, this time it was a message, and the content of the message was an address.

I didn't return the message, and I didn't pay attention.

But in fact, I feel ups and downs. I know what Fang zhe means. He is offering me a meeting.

I thought I was about to forget this man. I thought that after a serious illness, I could be reborn and let go of the past.

But in fact, I was wrong. From the moment I saw Fang Zhe's call, I began to be excited, inexplicably excited and nervous. I was like a young girl receiving a note from a boy next door.

But I'm not a young girl, I'm already a woman who has gone through a lot of hardships. Why am I so hopeless?

Is it true that one thing conquers one thing? Is he my nemesis?

No, I can't talk to him, I can't meet him, he is my enemy, he hurt my mother, I can't forgive him, I can't see him, I can't see him!

But another voice appeared in my heart. Let's see. Anyway, it won't be any good. Just listen to what he said and see what he won't do!

I think I'm a man with good willpower, but when I face Fang Zhe, my self-discipline and self-control seem to be wasted. It's just like my childhood skills that I've practiced all my life. I can't be shot at, but Fang zhe can poke a hole in me with a single finger.

Just when my two souls were fighting fiercely, my mobile phone vibrated again, and it was Fang Zhe.

This can be regarded as my win, because he saw that I had been ignoring him, he finally called.

I got through again, but still didn't speak. This time he spoke first, "Suya, I sent you the address. I'll wait for you there."

"I'm not free." I didn't hesitate to say these three words, although I was suffering in my heart.

"Come on, I have something to tell you. It's very important." Fang zhe said.

"If there's anything you can say on the phone, you don't have to meet." I tried to defend my last stubbornness.

"It's not convenient to say something on the phone. It's better to say it face to face. Come here."

Then he hung up.

I started fighting in my heart again. Do you want to go or not?

One second before, I had decided to ignore him and never go. But the next second, I began to waver. The next second, I began to think about what I would wear to see him? Would you like to wear a normal business dress or a new skirt?

It's useless to hate yourself for a moment. It's really useless. How can you be counselled like this when you meet Fang zhe?

After struggling for a long time, I finally lost and decided to drive to see Fang Zhe.

I parked the car, and from a distance I saw him standing at the entrance of the cafe. He was standing tall and beautiful, and his face was like frost. He was so handsome that everyone looked at him.

I haven't seen him for a long time. His face is still at the peak. He is a terrible man who won't grow old. He is a monster.

He saw me, eyes have been staring at me, see me approaching her, still face like frost, can not see any emotion.

But I still have an illusion that there are small stars flashing in his eyes. I think it's an expression of happiness, although his expression doesn't show.

I've experienced life and death together with his husband and wife. I still know something about him. I'm sure I can't mistake him. What he shows in his eyes is joy.So, will he still be happy to see me?

I hastened to warn myself not to think too much, never to think too much, not to add drama to myself.

I kept a certain distance from him and went into the coffee shop together.

Many people look at us. Of course, most of them are looking at Fang Zhe. I'm used to seeing him in public.

Sit down and serve the coffee. I don't say a word, but my heart is pounding. I haven't seen him for a long time.

"Are you ok?" He asked softly.

"Fortunately, I'm not dead." I said coldly.

All of a sudden, I felt cold. During my illness, he never came to visit me, not once.

"It's good not to die. To be alive is the greatest happiness."

I didn't speak.

"I heard that Su Maokun is your father? Do you know each other? " He asked.

"It's none of your business." I don't mean to say it.

"Of course, of course, it's none of my business. I just want to congratulate you on having relatives. You have been lonely and helpless, and now you finally have a family member. I'm happy for you. "

I sneer, "Fang Zhe, do you want me to come to see your hypocritical performance? Don't be so merciful here. I don't know who you are? In this world, I have only one relative, that is my mother, but she has been killed by you! "

"Really, you know who I am, so tell me, who am I?" Fang Zhe's eyes were cold.

"I'm too lazy to judge you. You know who you are. You asked me to come. What's the matter? If you just want to say these hypocritical words to me, don't say them. I'm disgusted. " I didn't say it very well.

Fang zhe didn't bite me. Instead, he took a sip of his coffee cup and put it down again. His eyes were still cold, but without anger, he was also adjusting his mood.

"I'm afraid Su Maokun will take advantage of your understanding of me and use you to deal with me. Now the pre-sale volume of Xingde city is much higher than that of Tiance city. In fact, it's thanks to you. At the beginning, we worked together and you supported me when the project was the most difficult..."

I interrupted him. "Don't mention it any more. Just say your purpose."

Fang zhe frowned, "my purpose is to tell you not to interfere in my competition with Tiansheng real estate. No matter who you are, you should not participate."

I sneered, "who are you? Why should I listen to you? Don't you think so much of yourself? I thought I'd listen to you. "

"I know you will not listen to me, but I know you are a rational person, you will make the most correct choice, I just remind you." Fang zhe said lightly.

"I don't need you to remind me. I know what I should do."

Fang Zhe's slender fingers picked up the coffee cup again and became silent again.

I picked up my bag and was ready to go. I didn't feel like I had to talk about it any more.

"You hate me that much?" He looked up at me, and there was a flash of pain in his eyes. I saw it very clearly, and there was a flash of pain in his eyes.

So did he have a conscience? Did he know that he was sorry for me?

"Yes." I nodded, "you killed my mother, but dare not admit that you are a villain, I hate you."

Originally, I wanted to say that you never came to see me when I was sick, and you have a heart of stone, but then I thought that I didn't say it. If I said that, it seems that I would like him to come to see me, which is too humble.

"Well, I know you hate me, but Suya, you killed my sister, can't I hate you?"

"Do you have any proof that I killed your sister?"

"Do you have any proof that I killed your mother?" He immediately asked.

"I have a witness, Chen Qiming said. You instructed him to take my mother away."

"Do you believe everything he says? So if he says you killed my sister, should I believe it? " He asked again.

I know I can't quarrel with him, and the quarrel itself is meaningless. Anyway, everyone can't get over the hurdle in their hearts, that's all.

"I don't quarrel with you, I disdain."

"Thank you for coming to see me today. You are willing to come to see me. That in itself shows a lot of things. There is no need to explain it any more."

I'm like a person who has been seen through his mind. My face is a little hot.

Yes, if I hate him so much and don't want to see him, I won't be here at all. I'm just beating my own mouth.

But I still have to work hard to maintain my dignity. "I came to see you, just want to hear what you said. Don't think too much about it. You are too self righteous and disgusting."

"Really, I feel sick to you?" He was not annoyed.

I ignored him, turned and walked out the door.

Fang zhe suddenly stood up and came over, holding his waist and kissing me around the neck. "I miss you a little bit."

I feel like I've been electrocuted for a long time, but the next second I realize it's not right. I push him away in disgust, "get out of here."He did not continue to pester, just standing in the same place, watching me run away, there is a kind of smile in his eyes that I can't understand.

I don't think it's right. I just can't say what's wrong.