Instead of looking back, I went straight out of the cafe.
It's not that I don't want to, but that I dare not.
I'm worried that once I turn around, I will sink down again. I know where my weakness is, so I must choose to stay away and avoid it.
Drive the car back. Just in the middle of the car, my phone vibrates again. It's Mrs. Fang.
It's really endless today. First it's Fang Zhe, and now it's Mrs. Fang. Is it their mother and son's appointment? What do they want to do?
I got through. "Ma'am, what can I do for you?"
"Suya, I'm in your company. I want to see you, but I heard that you're not here. Where are you? Is it convenient to meet you?" Mrs. Fang's soft voice.
"I'm outside. Just a moment. I'll be right back."
I was going to go home, but after receiving a call from Mrs. Fang, I turned around and came to the company.
I met Mrs. Fang in the reception room. She is still elegant, but she seems to have lost some weight.
She came alone, without anyone else.
"I heard you were ill. Are you ok?" Mrs. Fang stood up with her chair. It seemed that she was not in good health.
I quickly went to help her sit down, "you don't have to stand up, just sit down and talk, I'm fine now, thank you for remembering."
"I couldn't get in touch with you for a long time. I miss you very much. Fang zhe said that you were ill in America. Did he cheat me?" Asked Mrs. Fang.
I hesitated for a moment, or lied for Fang Zheyuan, "yes, I just came back soon, I haven't had time to see you."
"Suya, I want to know what happened to you and Fang zhe?"
It's been a year, but Fang zhe hasn't told Mrs. Fang about the relationship between him and me? He didn't say that he was the murderer of my mother, which is understandable, but he didn't say that he suspected that I had killed his elder sister?
He didn't say it, and I don't know how to say it. It's not very realistic to lie that Fang Zhe and I are OK. After all, Mrs. Fang is not a fool and can't cheat us.
"He and I have some small problems." I can only say it in general.
"If there is a small problem, just sit down and make it clear. Why do you want to separate? You have come through such a difficult stage. Now that you are well, why do you want to separate again? Are you so responsible?" Said Mrs. Fang.
I feel bitter in my heart. I really don't know how to explain it. Mrs. Fang is at this age. Even for the sake of basic morality, I should not tell too much truth to stimulate her. After all, she is an old man with heart disease.
But if I don't explain, she keeps asking, I have to have an explanation.
Originally, I wanted to say that you should ask Fang zhe about these things, but I think it's too blunt to talk like this. It's really a dilemma.
"We all need to calm down." That's all I can say.
"You promised me to have a grandson for me in a year, but how long has passed now? Instead of having a grandson, you have separated! You are all old and old. When will you be able to separate and combine like this? Will it take you 60 years to be willing to separate? "
It's really hard for people. Fang Zhe and I are enemies now. When we meet, we are very jealous. Where is it possible to have children? Don't say I can't, even if I can, I can't give him a baby.
So I can't answer Mrs. Fang's question. I have to be silent.
"Suya, I know you are all under great pressure and stubborn people, so you need to understand and tolerate each other. It's not easy for you to get along with each other. It's a pity that you can't work hard at this time."
I sigh in my heart, yes, I also feel very sorry, but what can I do.
"Well, let's have dinner at home in the evening. I'll ask the servant to make some dishes you like. You and Fang zhe will come together. I'll wait for you at home. If you have any conflicts, you can say to me face to face and I'll help you mediate." Said Mrs. Fang.
Of course, I immediately declined, "no, madam, I have something to do today, so I won't go. I'll see you another day."
"Today is my birthday, I hope to see you together, Suya. Please, can't my birthday make me happy?"
My heart softened for a moment. From my heart, Mrs. Fang was good to me, especially during the period of Fang Zhe's amnesia. She supported me very much. She trusted me very much, and stood on the opposite side of Fang's sisters to support me, so I always feel grateful to her.
No matter what feud between Fang Zhe and me, it should be none of Mrs. Fang's business. After Fang Zhi's death, she lives alone in Zhushi. Of course, she hopes to be more lively on her birthday. I have to go to this invitation.
"Well, I'll go back and put off all the activities tonight. I'll go to celebrate my wife's birthday. Is the second sister here?"
"Yes, the second elder sister and the eldest brother-in-law are here. It's a pity that the second elder brother-in-law and the eldest sister are gone. The birthday party was young last year, and it's getting less and less year by year." Mrs. Fang's eyes were red.
I don't know how to comfort for a while, and my heart is very sour."It will be fine, madam. Don't be sad. You are lucky if you are healthy." I reluctantly said a very inappropriate consolation.
Mrs. Fang also quickly adjusted her mood, "I'm sorry, it shouldn't affect your mood. I'm very happy that you can promise to go. It's all from your own family. You don't have to be formal. You won't disturb your work. I'll leave first."
Mrs. Fang stood up tremblingly. It seemed that she was not in good condition recently. She came here to find me personally. She really meant it.
I personally helped her to the parking lot. The driver was waiting there, took her on the bus and watched her leave. I just went back to the company.
Long can't wait for sister Juan ran out, "Mrs. Fang to find you why, want you and Mr. Fang together?"
"No, it's her birthday. I hope I can go."
"Well, that's not the same thing. If she doesn't want you to make up with her son, why does she want you to go to her birthday party? She's just making an opportunity for you to be with Mr. Fang. How are you doing recently? " Said Sister Juan.
I haven't answered yet, and Yang Yu also came over, "I heard that Mrs. Fang is coming. Is it to make up with Mrs. Ya and Mr. Fang? Did Mr. Fang ask her to come? "
I'll go. The atmosphere of gossip is not very strong. These two are the best elites in the workplace now, and gossip is like talking with a market woman.
"By the way, you can go with me to Mrs. Fang's birthday party, so I won't be embarrassed." I suddenly had an idea.
"That's not good. Mrs. Fang is clearly giving you a chance. What's the matter with us two headlights?" Said Sister Juan.
"Mrs. Fang's birthday? Are you invited? You take us to? Well, I think it's a good idea. You won't be embarrassed. We can scratch the rice again. That's the decision. " Yang Yu agreed to come down, but also repeatedly applauded.
I was stunned for a moment before I reflected that on Mrs. Fang's birthday, Gao Zhan, Fang Zhe's good brother, would also go. Miss Yang was going for the tall man.
I haven't seen Gao Zhan for a long time. I haven't seen him since I fell out with Fang Zhe. I don't know what happened to that tall man?
"Miss Yang, you really have no principles. You value color over friends, don't you?" Sister Juan scolded.
Yang Yu, of course, didn't agree. "Sister Juan, what are you talking about? I'm clearly focusing on friends rather than color. We'll accompany sister ya to relieve her tension and embarrassment. What's wrong with everyone's bustle?"
"Who can't see your thoughtfulness? Are you going for the big guy? I said that you and that tall man have been talking for so long, but you haven't come up with a name yet? What stage are you at now? Have you slept? " Sister Juan said with disdain.
Yang Yu looked disgusted. "Sister Juan, I'm still a baby. Can you stop talking to people with the vulgar tone of a middle-aged woman? We are elegant people. It sounds too harsh whether we can sleep or not. "
"Oh, how elegant are you? I don't think you want to sleep, so you have to say you are elegant? " Said Sister Juan.
"Sister ya, what do you hear sister Juan say? Is that like saying?" Yang Yu cried.
"OK, OK, you two don't fight each other. It's decided that it's OK to go with me tonight and I'll take two friends. The more lively the birthday party is, the better. If you don't go with me, how can I cope with the bullying of my family?" I said.
"That's right. On the one hand, I'm going to rub rice, on the other hand, I'm going to protect sister ya. I'm a qualified person. I'm not as obscene as sister Juan. I want to sleep all day." Yang Yu has to be reasonable.
"Well, well, you're elegant, you're high-quality, you're white lotus, right? But I have to remind you that you'd better hurry up. When the big man sleeps with other women, you'll have to wait and cry. Men think with their lower body. No man doesn't like sleeping with women unless he's gay. " Sister Juan scolded.
I think sister Juan has gone a little too far. It means that men are killed with one stroke.
But I didn't want to get involved in their argument. I waved, "go ahead. Let's go later."
"If you insist that we go together, I think you should at least let the Fang family know that we will go together, otherwise we will be embarrassed."
Sister Juan's words are reasonable. I said yes. I'll call Mrs. Fang and let her know.
"Sister ya, I'll go first. I have something to do in the afternoon. I'll leave the company first. We'll contact later." Yang Yu said.
"What are you going to do?" I asked.
Sister Juan sniffed, "what else can I do? If I want to see a handsome guy in the evening, I have to do my hair, pick out my clothes and dress up."
I just reflected that Yang Yu wanted to see Gao Zhan, which time she didn't clean up very well.