Wu xueran couldn't figure it out. For a moment, she frowned and stopped!
In her dream, she could not imagine that her words, without thinking and seemingly insignificant, were like a basin of ice water pouring down from the top of her head, instantly putting out Qin Moyu's small fire.
A little lax vision was attracted to his body. Those beautiful pictures of eating marrow but not being satisfied, and dreaming in the middle of the night that he had been deeply tickling his nerves for countless times, with a strong sense of hazy stimulation and emptiness, instantly drowned him. In a flash, Qin Moyu's mind was totally wrong. As a ghost, he almost escaped from Wu xueran's body He jumped up, got up and took a deep breath, but he pulled his clothes quickly, and his heart thumped.
"Ink?"
After sitting up, Wu xueran's eyes were unconsciously widened: "what's the matter?"
What's his reaction?
For a moment, I was not sure. I just thought his reaction was strange, but instinctively, she was surprised.
Just now, it was like turning into an ice cellar. This sudden change was not only a surprise to Wu Xue. Strictly speaking, Qin Mo Yu's reaction was too hurtful, as if she were a virus.
His expression was even more strange, and his face couldn't say any color. It was hard to figure out what color he was looking at, which made Wu xueran confused.
With a buttoned hand, Qin Moyu's face became a bit gloomy again: "no, I suddenly remembered that there was something else in the evening --"
when Qin Moyu realized it, he said something and clenched his fists: did he lie to her?
Even though his body had already reacted, he didn't want to, very much. He was seeping resistance out of his bones. I don't know why. It was like countless voices calling him and giving him some advice. At this moment, no!
There was only one idea left in his mind. Even though he noticed Wu xueran's ugly face and awkward atmosphere, his lips closed and his toes turned slightly. But in the end, he still couldn't convince himself.
Fortunately, at this time, his mobile phone just rang, a phone call, also can be considered to save him in the fire and water crisis.
No matter whose call it was, Qin Moyu was very grateful in his heart at this moment!
So, this call, he has to answer!
Pick up the phone, he went to the other side of the open space, the rigid atmosphere also followed slowly with signs of relief.
At that end, Qin Moyu was talking on the phone. He spoke fluent English. From time to time, he heard a faint voice that seemed to be talking and laughing, but he could still hear it. It was a family routine with business greetings -
so, less than two minutes after his ears stood up, Wu xueran's thoughts returned to what she had just done: was it her illusion? Why does she suddenly feel like "he doesn't really want to touch her"?
The sudden cognition also bred a very bad strong premonition in her heart.
They have been together for many years. From adulthood, they have not been impulsive. Even at the beginning of their separation, every time they meet, there will be one or two crackles of thunder stirring the fire and getting out of control. At that time, after all, they are still young, he is also energetic, and their control is limited.
For this matter, two people did not less conflict, every time we meet, cold on two or three faces are common, because she does not want to, she does not want to give! I'm not afraid that he won't be responsible, but I'm afraid that once he opens this hole, he will never be able to help. Of course, what's more, no matter how strict the protection is, she doesn't want to be pregnant yet.
What's more, she put a little thought into it. What she can't get will make people miss. It's too easy to get. She's afraid that he will lose interest too soon. She doesn't want to lose Qin Moyu and her career.
They always feel that the more they make, the better they are. Sometimes they have some illusions, which makes their feelings more mysterious and expectant. The atmosphere is just right. In the past two years, maybe it's too long, or both of them are busy with their career and tend to be more mature. They always feel that the feeling is not so strong, and the concentration of love seems to be gradually decreasing. So when she came back to the dormitory after the last fight, she also lived her mind. Even if there was a voice in her heart that was always saying, "don't easily deliver yourself", she still wanted to give it to him!
At that moment, if she continued, this time, she would not stop --
for a long time, Wu xueran could not understand why she stopped suddenly?
This interruption, all the feeling is like a broken kite string, a bit can not find back. I always feel like something's wrong, but I can't catch it. In addition, Qin Moyu's voice is on the phone intermittently. Wu xueran just feels irritable and inexplicable!
……
When he hung up the phone, Qin Moyu turned back and saw that she was frowning and in a daze. What happened before poured into his mind again. He probably knew that she might not be too happy.
But for a moment, Qin Moyu's mind was in a bit of a mess. Because he couldn't understand it clearly, he subconsciously didn't want to touch it. Maybe after years of career, he had formed a habit and felt that there was a risk. Instinctively, he would have the mind to evade and deal with it temporarily. He clearly smelled the taste of "adventure" and took risks, which was not his style.So, when he spoke again, he omitted this paragraph directly:
"a friend has something to do with me. I have to go out later, and I don't know when I can come back. Why don't I drop in and take you back first?"
Although it's a question, it's definitely in the tone.
In an instant, Wu xueran's face pulled down: "do you want to go out when you know I'm here? Do you just want to stay away from me? "
When she got up, she was obviously inflamed. She didn't come out on the way. He could get rid of it, could he?
"Xueran, what are you talking about?"
Shaking his mobile phone, Qin Moyu said:
"don't you see it here? People have opened their mouths, but it's hard to be gracious, and I'm not too good to shirk! What's more, I have to go for a visit - "
if she really doesn't want to leave, it's not impossible for her to stay here, but it seems strange to leave her alone in her room.
Sipping her lips, Wu xueran didn't answer, but from head to toe she wrote her displeased anger!
About, she is also in control and depression.
Similarly, Qin Moyu also tried to adjust his mind that something seemed to be wrong:
"OK, don't be angry, there's a long way to go! Isn't Christmas the day after tomorrow? No matter how tight you are, it's time to have a holiday. Let's get together again. I'll stay a few more days to accompany you! "
Originally, Christmas was a big holiday, and there would be at least ten days off. But this year they signed up for the Heichi Dance Festival, and the competition was just around the corner, so they didn't even dare to relax. According to the usual practice in previous years, she would not go home at this time, but would also invite her family to go out for a party.
Wu xueran had said most of these words before, but now, when she came out of his mouth, she was surprised that "how do you feel so perfunctory"? But she thought that Christmas would be coming soon, and she could have at least three days' rest. She didn't want to make a fuss again at this moment. She even said "he doesn't want to touch her or have another woman" for a few times. At last, Wu xueran didn't say anything and swallowed it back.
"Well, be obedient! If you want to be here, you will be here. If you don't want to be here, I will take you back! I really have to go out - "
Qin Moyu said that, and she can't insist on anything. He's gone. What's the meaning of her staying here alone? Finally, I had to pick up my bag.
Finally, Wu xueran went back to his residence. Qin Moyu went out for a walk, but at last he went to a nightclub and packed a private room. A man, with a song, ordered a table of wine, leaned on the back of the soft sofa and gently shook his glass. His head was broken, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.
He drank his glass and half narrowed his eyes, but he could not help sighing:
why? Why hide? Isn't that what he always wanted with his heart and dream? Isn't she the dream of his life? Why is it so easy for him to get it? He flinches instead?
Are you afraid that you will lose your man's face when she refuses, so it's better to start first?
Are you planning for the cold water?
Don't want to hurt her in such a hurry?
……
In the end, Qin found that none of them could persuade him. At the end of the day, it's a sentence - he doesn't want to!
But how could he not?
Isn't he really single for too long and going to be abandoned?
The thought in his mind flashed, and he was immediately occupied by another picture that was out of control and almost irreparable. Qin Moyu sat up straight, and his face was covered up again:
what happened to him? Is it that you're terminally ill or that you can't get rid of the night scene? How can I have a strong desire for a little widow I'm not familiar with?
Crazy, he's crazy!
After wiping his face hard, all kinds of refuting voices floated in Qin Moyu's mind:
what happened to the little widow? Her natural beauty is not her fault!
She is beautiful and straightforward, proud but also hard, no pit did not cheat, also did not rely on men to live, how can an accident rely on her head?
Once upon a time, she was so pure and serious, and she also held a sincere heart and begged him for a restless boyfriend. She paid and sacrificed silently. She was a good woman!
She's just out of luck!
Why isn't she worth loving?
……
His mind was in a mess, and Qin Moyu was stunned by his sudden thoughts. He held his wine glass for a long time, but instead, he knocked his forehead hard and drank it again:
"I really drank too much!"
How can the mind be so biased?
Was it because I didn't get it last time that I was so thoughtful and didn't consciously speak up for her? Clearly is a slap, even if she is not the main responsibility, also should have can't shirk responsibility!Even if she did not deliberately show off coquettish, that dress too sexy is also a disguised fault!
Well, that's it!
But why did he have an idea for her?
Incredible!
That night, Qin Moyu was drunk in the private room