Chapter 2015

"This is the tea house of the temple, only plain food and tea..."

The moment also seems to have come back to God, long Yuqun also stood up and wanted to take the teapot: "I'll come!"

Looking down, he was the first to catch a purple scar on Jin Meizhi's wrist. The remaining light of the corner of his eye had not been taken back from the familiar face. Shocked again, he had grasped her wrist:

"what's the matter? Are you hurt? "

The next second, Jin Meizhi rubbed back her hand, rubbed her arm and pulled down her sleeve: "no!"

At this moment, there was no need to doubt that there was something different. After a step around, long Yuqun pulled her arm directly. Sure enough, as soon as she rolled her sleeve, she saw that her white arm was full of round dots, deep and shallow, and all kinds of scars, big and small, such as scalds. Looking at it, it was a bit sad.

The Mou son once again gapes big a few minutes, long Yu quaint hope to her, the vision is again full of don't believe: her arm how so many scars?

Unconsciously, his mind has been filled with all kinds of drama about her being abused. It's no more than that long Yu would think so. The scene he saw in the nightclub has left a preconceived impression.

At this time, from the bottom of my heart to the outside is tens of millions of capital "miserable, miserable, miserable"!

But before, he didn't remember that there were so many scars on her arm!

Although the Dragon Gang claims to have come from the edge of the sword, and is used to seeing all kinds of human tragedies, long Yuqun makes a sound with a golden spoon in his heart. Even though he has seen all kinds of social filth, in fact, the scene of Oriental City is the most cruel and indescribable one he has ever seen in his life. It's totally different to hear it and see it with his own eyes.

I thought I was cold-blooded to the extreme, but I didn't know whether it was because of her face or it was too indescribable. It had already fermented into his nightmare. I can imagine how bad the situation was at that time.

Therefore, doubts, puzzlement, sympathy, anger and even mixed with complex emotions can't be explained clearly. At the moment, long Yukun can't breathe. In fact, another thing that long Yukun can't accept is that a woman in a situation seems to be more calm and calm than him.

In a word, all the things, play to the Dragon Yu Qun all kinds of unprepared not to adapt.

Before long Yuqun could find his thoughts and voice, Jin Meizhi had already explained:

"most of them are old wounds. I burned them myself! I can smoke, but I don't smoke often. I don't have a habit of smoking. When I can't stand it, I burn a few on my arm. I can stand it when I burn it. I didn't expect that I had left so much behind unconsciously! "

bitterly pulled the lips, and Jin Meizhi's voice was still thin and clear.

"used to be afraid of being seen, afraid of being asked, and at home most of them were covered with concealer. They were specially filming, not rubbing hard, and water was not easy to wash away. Anyway, you know, today is not... "

In a few words, it explained all the doubts in Longyu's heart. There was a trace of bitterness on her face. In fact, what Jin Meizhi said was not all lies. There were several cigarette butts on her arm before, but except for the slight potholes, the color had faded out of the bird. Many of the things she could see on her arm were burned before.

Vaguely, long Yukun seems to have been able to guess what she has experienced, which he has never thought of before. Especially at this moment, her speech, dress, action and expression are just like Shen Luo. She smiles as if she doesn't care about anything, as if she is very strong and optimistic, but every look reveals her inferiority and tender pity.

Bursts of different fragrance, long Yu is almost decadent to sit on one side of the chair, lips, he did not answer.

After pouring tea for them, Jin Meizhi slowly sat back.

After a cup of tea, as if after a century, long Yu said, "why?"

Why do you do that? Why should we practice ourselves?

He couldn't understand it, but this face, which took up more than half of his life, gave him the feeling he couldn't give up before: it seemed that all his weakness and sympathy in this life had been given to a woman named Shen Luo.

It has been more than eight years since Shen Luo's death. There has never been a woman around him who makes him stop. Even he feels that his blood is cold and he will not be affectionate to anyone.

But these two years, everything suddenly seems to have changed.

He was interested in women inexplicably. Suddenly, the softness in his heart seemed to be called up. But at this moment, the real feeling of longyuqun was more painful - the pain of blocking the heart!

After pulling his lips, Jin Meizhi picked up the cup and put it down again: "I thought you would never know. I knew it was a dream, even if it was just a dream. I thought I could do it all my life!"

It has to be said that Jin Meizhi is very provocative, especially for men. Every sentence has deep meaning, but nothing is said.

Long Yuqun was slightly silent, but he seemed to hear some choking voice, but when he picked up his head, Jin Meizhi still had the same smile, bitter smile:"You must think I'm dirty and cheap. How can I have the face to meet people? It's time for an ordinary woman to dig a hole in the ground without jumping off a building, isn't it

"I didn't!"

Too eager to deny, just shows that the bottom of long Yukun's heart unconsciously rejected: he didn't mean that women must be consistent, but he really looked down on them from the bottom of his heart.

Even the original Murong yunshang was included. Although he had to admit that he was not a good thing and was greedy for women's beauty, he really hated people who wanted to rely on their bodies for everything, regardless of men and women.

But slowly, he saw the difference between Murong yunshang and her life. She bowed her head, but she always kept the principle and the bottom line. Because of this, he changed her outlook and even began to look at her with new eyes. This is the biggest difference between them.

Together for such a long time, Murong yunshang was not well off, but she never asked him for anything. Even the high cost of Murong Xi's last hospital stay, he only paid a fraction, and the front one had already been paid.

In long Yuqun's cognition, Jin Meizhi's condition is much better than her, so she DEFINITELY shouldn't go to this step.

"I have no face to live, but I can't die! If I die now, I don't know where the root of my life is? I don't know why I'm here? I'm not reconciled! I don't want to do this, but I can't help it. If I step in, I can't get out! "