Chapter 2016

In a few words, Jin Meizhi solved the biggest puzzlement for long Yukun. Several meanings were conveyed in her words: first, she was an orphan, she was helpless, she couldn't do anything, and she didn't want to do it. Second, she wanted to die, but she couldn't die now. She was looking for reasons to abandon her parents. During that time, she might not be able to do it for others Because she didn't fulfill her wish, she had to endure being bullied.

In her words and deeds, she is a persecuted girl at the bottom, struggling but desperate. In a word, it comes down to a few words - innocent, helpless!

In a flash, long Yuqun didn't know what to say:

in this world, there are many people who are not satisfied with food and clothing, who are sad about life, so many people are really struggling to go up. What's more, what she did is too common in many circles.

Long Yuqun doesn't want to be too clear about this. Take the simplest example. The Commission of his company's insurance salesman is not included. The year-end bonus alone is 20% of the excess of the annual performance. In other words, after deducting the company's share, if the company completes one million more, the annual bonus will be 200000 yuan. If the company collects tens of millions more, the year-end bonus alone will be 2 million yuan.

One of the most impressive things about him is that one year, a beautiful female student, who was less than 25 years old and had just graduated, scored more than one million points in her business. That year, she created a new miracle. I dare not say that I will buy a house and a car in a year. At least I drive Audi and bring Hermes to work. About that girl, the wind rating is not good, he also heard some rumors, said that her insurance policies are from men's bed, birthday even the manager gave her Cartier Earrings congratulations, from the beginning of the school is not a safe place, all kinds of men collude with, even the university is a man to give out!

But as a boss, what are these? As long as we don't break the company rules and create benefits for him, we are excellent employees! Even if it's all excellent and submitted students, they can't get a list. What do they want to do?

At that time, the only impression he had was how he enjoyed the company in private!

Is it wrong for her to be so indifferent after all this?

Long Yu didn't dare to say, even not sure.

The world is cruel. In fact, many of them are so thick skinned that they have no self-respect.

But because of this face, the mood of longyuqun was just like the magic barrier.

So before he could find his own voice, Jin Meizhi began to continue:

"I used to accompany my friends to participate in the selection of the star making factory, but the funny thing was that I was selected as the trainee. Originally I didn't want to go in this business, but suddenly there was such a big pie in the sky. I thought As long as I work hard, I will never have to worry about anything in my future life. One day, I will stand on the stage, even if it is not red, I will not die of hunger. Even if there is only a little chance, people all over the world can see me. Maybe it is better for them to come back to me than for me to look for a needle in a haystack all over the world. So, if I don't know anything, looking at the 20-year contract signed by others, I will sign it directly! "

Like falling into memory, Jin Meizhi's face unconsciously showed some looks like a smile instead of a smile, like pain and self mockery. After a pause, she continued:

"dreams are always beautiful! But at that time, I really didn't know much about the world, I didn't know anything, I did what others arranged I work very hard to do my best, and I am confident that the hardships I have suffered today will be returned thousands of times in the future! As a result, even if we are injured and broken, we still have to go to training. The president said that we should go to relax and get to know the big men in the next circle. We are very happy that we have been selected and dressed up! But on that night, we were sent to the private rooms of different hotels, to different men, more than ten men! "

Jin Meizhi closed his eyes, but long Yuqun opened his eyes again. He couldn't believe his ears.

In the next second, it was even more shocking:

"in the private room of the hotel, there was no place for a bed. In fact, all of us were treated. We didn't even know who was with us that night? How many? Only when we wake up, someone showed us a very sad and dark video puzzle, and left a sentence, tearing off the last barrier, we can really let go. After baptism, we can be reasonable, have no dignity, and have money! "

"There was a lot of crying. Some people thought about Shanggao and wanted to die, but they didn't stop us! Let's just go. We have a video in hand. If something goes wrong, we are also self-conscious and ashamed to commit suicide. According to the contract, we will ask for compensation from our relatives. Those who are not afraid of disgrace and disgrace can sue at will Later, some people made trouble, but it was not settled. At that time, we knew that the people behind it were very powerful. And we, the so-called stars of the future, are just for people to make money and play. The so-called stars are just cheating ourselves and the audience! But in fact, there are a lot of stars who have become second to none. When they go out of the country and even go to the world, they still mix well and enjoy boundless scenery. No one has ever dug into the past, let alone mentioned it! Hard and soft, we almost all compromise, the only consolation may be that every year there are trainees, everyone is like this, as long as you get through, you will be liberated! So, it's ridiculous, isn't it? Finally, everyone can even coldly look at and even accept all this! "The corners of her lips were gently pulled again, and Jin Meizhi stroked her arm intentionally or unintentionally. With a small movement, she slowly controlled the dragon, which was enough to see clearly:

"so, some people around me were prosperous, some were insane, and some were bankrupt to get out of the whole body, but now they were poor and in need of relief, and some arrogantly wiped their necks and disappeared in the world In this world As for me, I'm not afraid of boiling water. Maybe I've already suffered too much and I'm more and more unwilling to give up halfway. When I can't bear it, I'll burn a few scars on my body. If I feel pain, I won't feel pain. No matter I leave or quit, I'm not reconciled. I'm not reconciled! "

Biting her teeth, Jin Meizhi's words are not all lies, so out of her mouth, long Yuqun is really infected and shocked, and has not spoken for a long time.

"What did I do wrong?"

"I don't know..."

"Why?"

"I really don't know. I want to know, too!"

He thought she was talking to himself. Later, long Yuqun found out that she was mumbling to herself for a long time, which was like Shen Luo in her dying days. He kept asking himself "why". At the last moment, he realized how much Shen Luo cared about her family background, which was not as calm and fearless as she usually looked, sometimes he didn't mention it It's not that I don't care, but it's that I'm deeply rooted and can't let go.

So up to now, he vaguely remembers how Shen Luo closed her eyes in the end, just like she is now, full of unwilling helplessness and despair. I don't know if orphans will have the hope to see their own parents, or they are not willing to fate. Shen Luo is the same. He always doesn't know. He only thinks that she is optimistic and positive, even if she is ill fated, even if she is still ill at last. But finally he understands that she is not willing, maybe she is depressed and resentful, so she is more and more ill In the end, the more serious the medicine is.

At the end of her life, she asked him if he cared about her family background. In fact, he didn't really want to have a future with her. So even if she had the courage to devote herself in this life, he insisted on the last bottom line and didn't want her?

At that time, he said "no" firmly.

In fact, men are also people, and they have perfect love dreams in their hearts, hoping for the fairy tales of princesses and princesses. At first, he didn't want it because of the dream. At last, he couldn't because of her body. But if you ask him the same question today, I'm afraid he won't be as determined as he was at the beginning.

In fact, he began to care about a woman's background. On the one hand, he felt that he had a choice. On the other hand, he suddenly realized that the original family had a great influence on a person, such as him, Ye Ling, Murong yunshang. Of course, he just cared, not the key factor. The most important thing was to be happy with each other And moral character.

So even if he fell in love with Murong yunshang, he hesitated once!

The thoughts in my mind were in confusion. At this time, the voice of overlapping echoes suddenly sounded in my ear: "you won't because of this Don't you even dislike my kidney? "

"Do you dislike me because of my illness? Cancer is not contagious ~

Long Yu was stunned, but heard Jin Meizhi dejected and murmured:

"in fact, today I call you out, I mainly want to tell you about it. I have regular physical examination, and my health is OK. Originally, I knew how many kilos I had, and I didn't plan to have anything with you. It's just that people are like this. If I give you a little sunshine, it will be brilliant. I have a lot of roads at night. Even in the daytime, I want to dream. "

His mind was pulled back in an instant, and then he remembered where he was, and longyuqun could not help sighing: "how? Where do you think you are? "

Looking at the familiar face in front of her in a trance, long Yuqun only felt that she was kind and unfortunate as that person in those years! If you don't talk about men, it's easy to be confused when compassion overflows:

"do you want to get out of this kind of life?"