Chapter 78 - Butterflies and Sorry

The sun has gone to rest, the moon and stars take its place as the whole sky is painted with black and darkness surrounds its environment. The young lady of the Gonzales family just arrived from school, after greeting her parents and grandparents, she immediately made her way to her room. Feeling tired, her body gladly surrenders itself to the soft and comfy bed.

"What a day!" She said to herself and stared at the ceiling as she remembers what Aria mentioned when they were having snacks in the cafe.

"So I'm totally getting married to my professor a few weeks from now huh! Do we have to live together?" She can't help thinking if she and Knight would live together or live separately.

Just thinking of the possibility that they would live in the same house-made Ayesha's face burn from embarrassment.

"Wait! Ayesha why would you feel embarrassed when you two would live in the same roof. It's not like your gonna do what married couples do. You don't need to worry yourself about that matter. Besides he can only give you simple kisses, he won't do anything without your permission." She pointed out for herself.

"But that old man is so shameless that I cannot let my guard down when I'm with him and his kisses are far more dangerous for me also" she worriedly voices out.

Ayesha lost herself from her surroundings that she didn't even realize that someone is already standing at her balcony, smiling while listening to her monologue.

"So did my kisses gave you buŧŧerflies on your stomach?" The mans' baritone voice made Ayesha jump from her bed.

"Did you hear what I said?" She asked when she saw the person she has been avoiding since this morning, standing at the glass window on her balcony.

Knight just smiled at his wife, "Yes baby and I'm glad that I'm giving you buŧŧerflies on your stomach."

"Who said you are giving me buŧŧerflies? You are not giving me buŧŧerflies Salvador and what are you even doing here in my room? This is trespassing Mr. Salvador!" Ayesha glared at Knight as she tried to distance herself from him.

"Trespassing? I'm just here to make love with my wife. I think that instead of giving you buŧŧerflies, I'll just give you a baby. So let's make the baby now so that when the wedding comes our child is already developing on your belly. Sounds great right?" Knight jokingly said.

"Stop joking Salvador!" Ayesha said in a firm and cold voice.

"Baby!" Knight move towards Ayesha and because of his long legs, he immediately reached her before she could open the door. He grabs her hands and embraces her tightly.

"Let go, you old man!" Ayesha struggles to free from Knight's hug.

"I don't want to let you go! I was just joking. I'm here to say that I'm really sorry about what happened during that day. I didn't mean to do that, I was just... I just lost my control when I saw you uhm.. when you don't have your clothes on. And when I saw how beautiful your embarrassed face is and when you had that reaction on your face when I pinned you down on the bed. Baby! Wifey! I'm sorry that I lost my control and that I let my dėsɨrės take over. I almost did that "thing" to you without you getting ready and without your permission." Knight's voice is full of sincerity and regrets.

Ayesha closed her eyes as she tries to remembered what happened that day.

-A few days ago-

Knight was busy putting their baggage inside the car, it's time for them to go home since Ayesha needs to ask Aria for the class notes. After making sure that there is nothing left he went back inside the house.

Not knowing that Ayesha just came out from the bathroom, and without knocking, he opened the door and went inside.

"Baby Wifey! I just-" Knight didn't have the chance to finish speaking when he saw her appearance.

Ayesha who was just about to grab her clothes was frozen on her place when she saw Knight. The sight of his wife standing in front of him, nȧkėd, lit a fire on the torch that has long been forgotten and his beastly dėsɨrės are trying to surpass and overtake his body.

"Oh my God! Please get out!" Ayesha shouted as she tried to cover her body.

Knight, who has been holding himself to not touch his wife, lost his control when he saw his embarrassed face. With his long legs and a big stride, he pinned Ayesha down to the mattress.

Seeing his wife's alluring appearance, all his thoughts were clouded by his dėsɨrė to take her, Ayesha struggled but Knight was so strong.

He ravished her lips like a hungry beastman and roamed his hand on her waist. Ayesha let out a groan when Knight bit her lower lip and Knight took the chance to slid his tongue inside her mouth. Living her mouth, he passionately gave wet kisses on the neck and when he was about to go down, a faint sob made him stop and was taken aback when he saw and realize what he just did to Ayesha.

"Oh shit! Baby! I'm sorry!" Knight apologizes as he extended his hand to embrace Ayesha but the young lady slapped his hand and ran towards the bathroom.

It took Ayesha an hour before going out of the bathroom. All throughout the ride, Ayesha was asleep, avoiding to hear and have a conversation with the man beside her. Knight just keep silent because he knew that she won't listen to him or let him speak to her.

"Why didn't you restrain yourself more? I know that you could do that" Ayesha asked.

"I have always been restraining myself not to touch you, baby. But seeing you in that situation without clothes and your ėrȯtɨċ expression just argues me to want you. I am your husband but I cannot still touch you. I want you to be mine and mine alone. I want to be one with you, body and soul." Knight explained.

"Just thinking that another man would have the chance to see you in that situation made my heart throb in pain and this burning dėsɨrė to be possessive to you is just so overwhelming. I want to be possessive, I want you to look at me, only me but I'm also just a human being, afraid of losing you" he tried his best not broke his voice as he is on the verge of crying. He tightened his grip on Ayesha's waist. The two stayed for a couple of minutes, embracing each other.

Clearing her mind, Ayesha broke the silence between them, "I forgive you!" she said. Knight let his hand go and face Ayesha.

"Thank you, baby! I love you so much" Knight happily said and gave Ayesha another hug.

"I will wait until she would willingly let me do it." Knight thought and embrace Ayesha tightly.

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"Make sure to prepare all the things I need. I change my mind! I will attend her wedding." A man in a black suit told his secretary about the changes that he needs to prepare.

"Yes, young master!" The secretary bowed his head and excused himself. The man took his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"I'll introduce myself to you on your wedding day, My beloved Ayesha!" he thought as he stared at the big portrait across his table.