Chapter 232 - It Wasn't The Same Between Us

My shoulders were pinned down on the bed by Lilith who was sitting on top of me. I was trying to get up but her strength wasn't something that I could defend myself against. Retaliation was futile. Despite the strength, her touch was rather gentle as it didn't hurt my shoulders at all.

Her lips were near my ear as I could feel her breath on my neck.

She needed me.

What did she even mean by that?

I was really confused at that moment as I couldn't make sense of anything that was happening. My eyes were staring at the ceiling, as many thoughts were running wild in my mind.

I didn't know what was happening.

"Are you okay?" I asked her again, but she didn't say anything except for letting go of her body on mine. I could feel her chest pressed up against mine. Her head moved a little, and I felt her lips touch my neck, as I tried to move my hand while being shocked, "Oi… get off me!"

"Hel… me… lease." She said in her shivering voice. I couldn't make out what she was trying to say but it felt like a call for help. I shifted my eyes towards her, but her face was blocked with her hairs. 

It was the first time that she appeared so vulnerable and fragile.

But what I was more amazed about was her strength even in that state. If she is this strong when she is weak, I wonder how strong she really is at her peak condition.

That wasn't my concern though.

"Sai...shi..." She said in a soft tone, as I felt something sharp piercing through the skin on my neck. It was a weird sensation, as the sting hurt for a moment but it suddenly started to feel extremely pleasurable.

"Lil…" I could even gather the strength to call out her name as my voice trailed off. I slowly raised my left arm and grabbed her hair to move her away from me but it felt like my body wasn't even under my control. There was a strange sensation washing all over my body as my grip over her hair tightened.

The area near my neck was in pain but the rest of the body was feeling a weird sort of pleasure. I could even think straight at that moment. And before I could realise what was happening, I found my hand pressing down her head on my neck.

It was like my body was enjoying it.

I wasn't a masochist.

Or am I?

My fingers were curling up, and I was panting. My vision was becoming bright and blurry as I was slowly losing more and more control over myself. It was like a never shot of dopamine flowing through my veins.

What was happening to me?

I felt her head move upwards as the sensation of something stinging my neck was fading away slowly. Suddenly I felt something warm touch my neck.

It was her tongue.

She was licking the place where I was feeling the strange sensation before. I felt really weird and gross at the same time, but I still couldn't move my body at my will. It felt like all the muscles in my body were contracting at the same time.

It was the first time in my life that I felt aroused by Lilith.

"I'm done. Will you let me go?" I heard her muffled voice sound from beside me as it took me some time to comprehend the situation. I slowly let go of her hair and tried to say, "Sor..."

"Don't worry, that was natural." She said, sitting upright and looking me straight in the eyes. Her face wasn't exhausted anymore, and her smile seemed much more cheerful than what it has been for the past couple of days.

"What… the fuck...was that!?" I asked her, as my eyes slowly adjusted and I noticed blood dripping from her mouth. Being surprised and confused, I asked, "Is that blood?"

"I was drinking your blood." She said, wiping the blood off her lips with her thumb, as I narrowed my eyes at her, "What the…"

I slowly moved my hand over to my neck and felt something wet touch my palm. There were patches of blood in my palm as I looked at her with a troubled expression and she seemed to understand what I was about to ask as she replied, "Don't worry, it's clotted already."

"I was really low in mana, come on!" She said with an innocent smile, as I retorted back, "I'm low on blood!"

"You're delicious." She said as if she just ate a bucket of fried chickens and slurped down smoothies made from human blood. I was speechless, "..."

"I would like to taste you again." She said with a mischievous smile, as I wasn't feeling as stocked as her about this whole predicament. In a plain tone, I replied, "No."

"Thank you for helping me though." She said as she got off me and took a seat next to me. I was staring at her as she was looking the other way. As soon as her eyes shifted towards me, I averted my eyes and replied, "You left me no choice."

Now that it was over, I was feeling quite embarrassed for the way I reacted to everything. I had this unsettling feeling inside me, and looking at her was making it grow stronger.

"It was really sudden… but I could control myself anymore." She chuckled and stared off in front of her as I asked her, "What?"

"I was really weak… I was...dying." She said looking at me with a look that I had never seen on her face before. She quickly averted her eyes and formed a smile on her face but I couldn't help but assume that it was a look of fear on her face.

What is that even she is scared of?

Dying?

And from that night onwards, quite a few things changed between us even though none of us would directly acknowledge them.