Chapter 904

I have to say that Liu Yuan has changed a lot. Both his appearance and temperament have changed greatly, which is obviously different from that when he was in school.

But this night, she didn't look like a red flower at all, so Lin Yanxi couldn't take her as a star.

At this time, I saw her and asked, "I ate it at night. Even if I didn't eat it, I don't have my share."

Liu Yuan smiled awkwardly, but didn't explain much. He emptied the last food. Then he looked up at her, "when did you cook so delicious?"

"Find a new career for me again?" Lin Yanxi looked at her with a smile, and saw that her expression had calmed down. Then he finally asked, "tell me, what's the matter with you? Haven't you reached your goal? What did you think you've done now? What's not happy?"

When she mentioned it, Liu Yuan couldn't help being silent and said for a long time, "I also know that it may be hypocritical, but I really feel a little tired. It's different from what I thought at the beginning."

Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing. "It's really a little pretentious. At your age, do others go to the crew to play tricks?"

Liu Yu'an nodded, "yes, I also know it's really not easy to get angry. If I'm not lucky, maybe I'm still running a dragon suit. I should be grateful and work harder now."

"But I know it's one thing in my heart, but it's another thing when I really face these." Liu Yuan looked at her, took a deep breath and complained, "you don't know how much pressure there is in this circle. When new people are new, there is pressure from new people, and Huadan also has pressure from Huadan."

"As soon as you open your eyes every day, you are busy with endless announcements and endless scripts. In addition to acting, you have to face the competition of various peers. No matter how well and thoroughly you do, some people will say you are bad and even attack you with vicious language."

"I just wanted to act at the beginning. I never thought that being an actor would have to face so many troubles and even do so many things that have nothing to do with acting."

"Like today's program, it had nothing to do with me at all, but because it was invested by the same investor, I had to give face and answer some questions I didn't know how many times."

Listening to her complaints, Lin Yanxi was not in a hurry to express her opinions, but sat there and listened quietly.

Until Liu Yuan seemed to say all his grievances, and the complaints in his heart were finally vented, Lin Yanxi asked, "xiao'an, if you don't like it, it's the same to change your career while you're still young."

Liu Yu'an was stunned and couldn't help being silent.

After a while, I couldn't help but say, "but I still like it. I like to experience so many feelings of life when I am an actor. I also like this career and don't want to leave it!"

Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing, "since you like it, what can't stand it? Think about what you feel wronged now. Compared with your love, what is it?"

"Think about those students who still have a long way to go. Don't they have more pressure and difficulties than you?"

Hearing her words, Liu Yuan couldn't help feeling a little depressed, "I also know I'm like this... It's really hypocritical."

"You're not hypocritical." Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing, "and it's understandable that when he was going to school there, he suddenly became a star in the spotlight. Anyone's psychology will be unbalanced. It's normal that he can't accept some things at a time."

"Really?" Liu Yuan looked at her incredulously.

Lin Yanxi looked at her and sighed lightly. After thinking about it, he asked, "don't you always want to know what I've been doing for so long?"

Seeing her nod, Lin Yanxi asked again, "do you think my state this time is different from that of the last few times?"

"Of course." Liu Yu'an nodded immediately. "Last time you... I didn't dare admit it. I really don't know what you've experienced. There should be such a big change."

While talking, he looked at her up and down, "although you are not right this time, your state is much better than before."

Lin Yanxi smiled, "but you know, what I have experienced this time is much more difficult than before, even... Much more dangerous and painful."

"Because of the confidentiality regulations, I can't tell you too much in detail, but I can tell you... I've experienced fighting, hunger, wandering in the jungle, even gunfight and bombing outside. It's a lucky thing for me to come back alive."

Liu Yuan looked at her in disbelief. It's not surprising that she was so shocked. Now in this society and in this peacetime, she heard about the war, and a person around you told you that she had just participated in the war. Anyone would be so shocked.

Seeing her expression, Lin Yanxi was not surprised at all. He continued, "in fact, this is not the first time. It was the same before you saw me last time. I have experienced war and life and death that I have never seen before."

"I suddenly don't know how to face, how to face death, and even how to face myself. When I get out of those wars, I don't even know how to return to ordinary people's life. Even when I'm with you, I feel out of place."

Lin Yanxi said here with a self deprecating smile, "I never thought that I would suffer from post-war syndrome in my life."

"But that's the truth, because a war almost ruined my military career and even ruined me."

Speaking of this, Lin Yanxi looked up at Liu Yu'an. "Hearing this, will you feel a little like your current situation? The same one was selected by the special force just after entering the army. At the same age, he got what others had not achieved for many years."

"But similarly, when I was in high spirits, I was hit one after another, which made me even doubt whether I was really suitable for this business."

"And at that time, did you see me worse than you are now?"

Liu Yu'an nodded lightly, "but compared with you... These are really nothing. I really didn't expect..."

Lin Yanxi put it down, "no, our nature is actually the same. If you let me in your position, maybe I'm not as good as you."

Although Liu Yuan knew she was comforting herself, she still smiled, "then... What happened later?"