Although Liu Yuan knew she was comforting herself, she still smiled, "then... What happened later?"
"Later... Later I made it." Lin Yanxi said, laughing. "I made it through the simplest period, and I got what I've always wanted."
"When you get through all that, you will find that the barrier you used to think was hard to get through is now too simple to look back."
"After that, although I have experienced greater difficulties, more cruel battles and occasional confusion, these have not affected me anymore. Even though the battle is extremely tragic and even many things I can't think of have happened, I still bear it."
As she said, Lin Yanxi looked up at Liu Yuan, "I know you are suddenly changing. What you have to face every day is very different from what you think. It's normal that you can't accept it at the moment."
"But who wants you to like, who wants you to choose this road at the beginning? You want to do what you like, but don't accept these additional difficulties brought by your favorite career. How can life be so simple?"
When Liu Yu settled down, she was silly and looked at her stunned. She couldn't come back.
Lin Yanxi ignored her and directly continued, "in fact, you don't know what you have to face to be a real actor. The things in this circle are not a secret. Especially when you are in the film academy, you can get more contact with these things. You should know better than anyone what you need to have and work hard as a popular actor."
"You're just not ready. You suddenly break into another from one environment, but you don't have the rules suitable for this circle. You have to stand at the top of it, let everyone stare at all your behaviors with a magnifying glass, and give up part of your acting time to do your unhappy things. You're unhappy and don't adapt."
"But you forget that these are also part of your acting. If you can't do these well, not so many people like you or even stare at you, how can you have the opportunity to be an actor? Who will give you a play?"
"It seems... That's the case." Liu Yu'an returned stunned. He curled up in the sofa silently, thinking of her words blankly in his eyes.
Lin Yanxi wanted to give her time to digest, so she got up and cleaned up all the meals she had eaten. This time, she didn't change to Liu Yuan's joke. When Lin Yanxi came back with hot water, she saw that she was still curled up there, and didn't move.
Seeing her like this, Lin Yanxi smiled, "I know you have pressure. The pressure to do your business must be much greater than ordinary people, but it's not as big as you can't imagine?"
"Everyone's tolerance is flexible. I believe that as long as you can get through this level, your psychological tolerance will be stronger and stronger, and you will be stronger and stronger."
Liu Yuan finally raised his head at this time and looked at Lin Yanxi with a sob. "In fact, compared with yours, these of me are really nothing. I even thought that if I had chosen another way to be a soldier like you, I would not have done as well as you, or even collapsed before I reached your height."
Lin Yanxi shook her head with a smile. "There is no if in this world, and no one knows how big your potential is. Even you don't know. When you went back a few years ago, someone told me that I would become what I am today, and I wouldn't believe it if I killed you."
"So you too. Even if it's a little difficult for you now, I believe you will adjust well, and soon turn those activities you don't like, annoying interviews, and even those critical comments into a part of your life and enjoy them."
And then Lin Yanxi looked at her and smiled, "well, now tell me why it happened suddenly today. It seems that my understanding of you is not so fragile?"
"Why not? You don't know how much grievances, pressure and dissatisfaction I've accumulated these days, but I can't say it. There's no one around me who can let me tell the truth, let alone vent it. Even when facing the camera, I have to be the perfect Liu Yuan."
"I have to face all these by myself. I really can't hold on..." speaking of this, Liu Yu settled down and thought about it before he said, "but you haven't heard from me for so long. It's impossible to find you."
"Originally, Dafei was still around me. I could talk to him about some things, but he suddenly disappeared. I didn't even have a preparation, but I had to worry about him."
Hearing her mention of Li Fei, Lin Yanxi also pulled her attention back and said directly, "I went to him after I came back, and I heard about him."
After hearing this, Liu Yuan sat up directly, looked at Lin Yanxi and said, "he can't do such an impulsive thing. There must be some misunderstanding, and he can't be so unhappy. He can't go to this school. There are other things. What can't make him disappear without leaving a word?"
"What do you think it is?" Lin Yanxi didn't answer, but looked at her and asked.
Liu Yu'an shook his head, "I don't know. After he left, I went to him, even to a private detective to investigate the matter, but I got nothing. Dafei didn't have any news after he left, just like there had never been this person in the world."
Then he grabbed Lin Yanxi and said with worry, "I'm so worried about him. I'm afraid he'll be unsafe outside. I'll miss it and get more involved."
"If he is around us, he may be able to comfort him and help him, but now he is alone outside and there is no one around him. Don't say to help him, not even a speaker. I don't know how difficult it is."
When Lin Yanxi heard this, she immediately understood that Liu Yuan's collapse today is not only because she has too much pressure during this period, but also worried about Li Fei every day, and she often loses contact and can't help.
As I said, no one can talk about these words. I can only press them at the bottom of my heart. These things accumulated more and more, but finally I couldn't suppress them when I heard Lin Yanxi's voice and collapsed directly.
Lin Yanxi can understand her and even envy her, because at least she can cry and vent. It can be said that she is much better than herself.
And it's much better to vent and cry.
Thinking of this, Lin Yanxi patted her, "he will be fine, and we will all be fine."