"What did I just do!?" Lina cried out once she was inside the room that was now hers.
The memories of the intimate moment they shared were vivid in her mind and she couldn't bring herself to believe that she had been so bold and wanton.
'I… I…' Her brain was stuck in a loop as she thought back to what she had just done.
Not only had she not shied away from his touch after feeling his erection pressing onto her but she had also used his erection to feel the pleasure that was new to her.
Lina had never done anything remotely sexual to herself in the 22 years that she had been alive.
Though she had read numerous works that had explained the process in great detail, all she had felt was sheepish and embarrassed but never felt arousal through them.
However, today she had crossed a line that would take their physical relationship further.
The shock of what she had done faded when she felt the damp spot on her shorts which made her turn beet red.
"If I am…. Then even Ruby's shorts!" She groaned as she peeked at the wet spot on her shorts.
The chances of her soaking his pants with the wetness that she was feeling at this moment were quite high and the thought of that was making her blush.
Not wanting to think about it any further, she grabbed a towel and a change of clothes before rushing into the bathroom.
Other than washing her sticky body thoroughly, she did not dare to touch herself any longer as she feared that she might feel something more than what she had done while she was on Reuben's lap.
Thus her shower was relatively quicker than what she usually would on a daily basis.
Lina tried her best to appear normal as she gazed at her naked body in the mirror after her shower but the red bite mark on her neck reminded her of his words.
"Mine…" She repeated his declaration as her fingers touched the mark.
The pain had long subsided and hence she did not feel anything while touching the mark but the smile on her face which was bashful indicated that she liked what he had done to her.
This was the first time that she had seen his dominant side and the giddiness she was feeling in her stomach when she recalled that moment made her think of a different matter.
'Am I a submissive person?' She wondered and bit her lips.
She was not ignorant of the roles a person had in a relationship.
The books she had read and the countless conversations with her friends and Stacy, her cousin had educated her about multiple aspects.
One of which was that people either can be a submissive or a dominant person during their physical activities.
The incident that had taken place today was pointing towards the submissive part but at the same time, the lead that she had taken during their little activity proved that she could be dominant as well.
Confused at what she was, she decided that she could take the help of the great master called the internet once she was done with her night time shower routine.
"Shit!" She cursed when she remembered that this place only had her clothes and nothing else.
The essentials needed for her skincare routine were still in the luggage which would now be in Benji's place.
Not wanting to disturb the big man, she decided to try her luck at the cabinet that was inside this bathroom.
"Let there be lotion! Let there be lotion!" She chanted with her fingers crossed as she pulled the cabinet open.
Even without her extensive creams and ampoules, she could at least make do with applying lotion to her body and feel better about herself.
Though all of her thoughts of adjusting with what was available was thwarted one she opened the cabinet and took a look at what was placed inside.
"The heck!?" She exclaimed in surprise after scanning the items placed inside.
The most expensive skincare products that Lina had yet to try was what she had noticed after she recovered from her initial surprise.
Reuben had heard from the twins that his Kitten was a big fanatic of skincare products and followed her routine religiously.
Though he was not sure about what to get, he had asked his assistant, Mathew Kim to get him the best products that were sold in the market.
Thus, Lina's wide yet appreciative eyes were a result of the thoughtful gesture that her boyfriend had made to make her stay at his place a pleasant one.
Lina checked each one of them with excitement and fervor as she decided which ones to open and use for tonight.
She smiled as she glanced at her reflection in the mirror and began applying the products after carefully reading their instructions.
Having completed her routine while humming an off-beat tune, she stepped out of the bathroom dressed in a bathrobe.
Lina sat with leisure on the soft bed and began applying lotion all over her body after which she finally clothed herself with the new pair of pajamas.
"British rose!" She muttered after sniffing her palms which exuded the scent of the lotion she had just applied generously all over her body.
She recalled that her phone was still in the clothes that she had discarded and hence entered the bathroom once again to fetch it.
As she searched the internet to find the answer to her shower thoughts she had earlier, she glanced up and scrutinized her appearance in the mirror.
The baby blue oversized sweatshirt she wore paired with the black sweatpants made her look like a homeless woman who had no fitted clothes.
But this did not affect her as she desired to wear those loose clothes to ensure that she was not flaunting her curves before the man she had left hanging out in the hall.
Thinking of this matter, Lina finally remembered that she had left Reuben stranded with an erection after she had managed to get herself off by using his body as she pleased.
Lina blushed and once again looked down to what the results of her query on the internet were.
"A switch?" She muttered and was confused about what this new thing might be.
A person who shifted between being submissive and dominant depending on the situation was called a switch.
The great master Internet had declared Lina to be a switch as that was what she truly was.
Lina Yang was one who would switch her role according to the man, her boyfriend's behavior.
When Reuben had been the passive member in their kiss, she had been dominant and taken the lead but when Reuben had taken control of their pace, she became putty in his hands and became submissive to his wishes.
Now that she had a better understanding of what her role was in their relationship, Lina glanced at her completely covered body in the mirror one last time before deciding to make her way back to the hall.
The wet hair dripped droplets of water onto her sweatshirt, leaving damp patches all over her shoulder and back as she stepped out of the bathroom.
Picking up a towel to wipe her hair, Lina took a deep breath in and exited the bedroom that had been a refuge for her to hide her embarrassing state.