Chapter 384: Blame it on me (1)

"W-wait, Ono--"

Before Arisa-senpai could finish uttering my name, I chased after her lips and locked them with another kiss. This time, it's not just pressing our lips together.

To prevent her from pulling away again, my right hand crawled upwards to hold her head still. Following that, my left hand holding onto her right side slipped to her back and arrived at her left, firmly enclosing her by her waist.

With this, even when she squirmed her lower body to slide out of my lap, my arm was preventing her from doing so.

And because of her position, Arisa-senpai ended up sitting above that part.

Even if her skirt was on the way, I could feel the warmth that was gathering at that point.

While Arisa-senpai's eyes continued to shake, attempting to find more reason to stop this, her body's physiology was gradually betraying her.

Like me, she's getting turned on by this situation.

"T-this is wrong, Onoda-kun."

"Perhaps, but being with you like this… This is right. Like you, I'm trying to find a reason to stop. But senpai, you're all I can think of."

After answering her, I took her lips again, sucking on her upper lip like a hungry beast.

At first, Arisa-senpai kept her mouth shut tight. However, her closed lips gradually parted the longer and the more aggressive I became as she began responding to my kiss and to the various movements I was doing to make it feel better for the both of us.

Like she said, we're alone in a closed-door and… in this kind of atmosphere. If she's really against this, she would've been out of this room as soon as she stood up from her seat earlier.

Letting her blame this situation on me was to make her ease up on the idea of this being immoral. However, unlike Satsuki who accepted it as a way to clear her mind at that time, Arisa-senpai was ignoring that suggestion.

Instead, despite her body responding to what we were doing, her mind continued to resist this call on our flesh.

"Senpai. Hate me or anything you want to do after this. I know I will be deserving of it but can't we just be honest to each other this time? I want you and that's also what your body is currently screaming. Open your eyes and look at us."

After sucking her lips until it turned even redder than how it was, I released it and said all this.

To help her ease up, I needed to do this even if it's somewhat ineffective.

I could clearly feel Arisa-senpai's quickened heartbeats and she appeared to be gasping for air every time we would pause for a while from kissing.

Nonetheless, the erotic expression on her face coupled with how high the temperature of her breath as it hit me were continuing to betray what's going on in her mind.

Her arms even tightened on my head that if I lowered it a bit, I would be indulged in her hidden mounds beneath her uniform.

Whenever her womanly scent filled up my nostrils, it would further ignite my lustful desire for her.

The thought of Hina or even Izumi-senpai who she said would look for her soon were swept away from my mind.

This sensation with her was something new. I was aware that she's still not mine and she wouldn't be even after we successfully did it and left this room. Sex wouldn't be enough to make her mine but at the moment, that's what we both wanted.

Perhaps the thing between us would even be more awkward than how it already was after this and I didn't care about that.

I was clear as to what I wanted at the moment and even if Arisa-senpai couldn't be totally honest with it, she's the same.

Am I trying to corrupt her? No. I don't think so. We both wanted this situation after all. Just that… She was being held back by her morality while I was not.

"… H-how can I meet Nanami after this, after doing this…?"

Instead of following my words to look at our current state, Arisa-senpai closed her eyes.

The question she muttered was directed to herself.

And as an answer to that, Arisa-senpai shook her head lightly, perhaps trying to erase it in her mind and when she did, Arisa-senpai cupped my cheeks, dropping her lips on mine and taking the initiative for the first time.

Naturally, I welcomed it completely. This was the indication that Arisa-senpai's about to fall or rather to fully accept this situation.

As she hungrily kissed and sucked on my lips, her tongue soon followed suit as it searched for mine inside my mouth.

Welcoming her tongue with eagerness, my arm on her waist then moved down to that soft pair of supple bottom. Grabbing one of it and squeezing it tight.

When Arisa-senpai felt that, her eyes opened wide as she stared at me with disbelief.

However, instead of stopping, I grew bolder as the hand holding her head also went down to it, making Arisa-senpai completely jerked in surprise.

Although faint, a subdued moan left her mouth. Her expression also alternated from being panicked and excited as she slowly closed her eyes to clearly feel the sensation of my hands on her squishy bottom.

While my arm began kneading it through my palm, our kiss grew more passionate.

However, two minutes into it, Arisa-senpai pulled her head away again.

While my eyes were trying to find an answer from hers, what her mouth uttered geared towards refusing this situation. "Onoda-kun. You can't… We can't… We should stop."

Arisa-senpai twisted her body to look at my hands firmly grasping her buttocks and to the door where we entered from.

Even though we're inside, the footsteps of the students passing by could still be heard.

Perhaps she's thinking that someone would suddenly open it and see what we're doing, Arisa-senpai pushed onto my chest to use as support for her to stand up from my lap.

"We can't. Onoda-kun, we really can't. Even if we both wanted this… my conscience would eat away at me. I don't want my friend to feel the same way I did when I finally opened my eyes from blindly believing that guy. This is wrong."

Arisa-senpai stepped back and lowered her head to escape my gaze.

Her body still desired to continue but her mind was too adamant in opposing it.

And while what's about to happen gradually escalated, her reason finally won over the desire she had for me.

At this point, I also understand our situation. Without her in my arms and away from her womanly scent that's intensifying my desire for her, I returned to reason, just like her.

If I pushed on and further coerced her with the desire we had for each other, there's a great chance that… Arisa-senpai would break.

Like she said, her conscience would put her down.

Arisa-senpai cared a lot for her friends. If she betrayed any of them and in this case, Nami, she wouldn't be able to take it.

Rather than forcing this desire for each other, stopping now was the right path to take.