Chapter 1

At the end of June, the summer was in full swing at noon. In the past, the members of shanzui village were sleeping at this time. Today, they are all surrounded in the courtyard of the brigade headquarters, with three floors inside and three floors outside, and the water is tight.

There was a shrill roar from the crowd, "you tell him that if I don't come back, I'll drink pesticide and wait to collect my body!"

"Oh, my God, did she drink?"

"That's 1605 poison!"

"Oh, mother, it's dead, it's dead!"

All the people were shouting, and the crowd was in chaos.

The captain yelled, "damn dead, barefoot doctor!"

The party secretary glared and said in a dull voice: "send a telegram again, urgent!"

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Headache, dizziness, thirst, this is Lin Lan's biggest feeling of hangover.

Last night, she was in a bad mood. After two drinks, she went back to her apartment and fell asleep. All night, she had nightmares. There were always phone calls and door knocks.

I didn't expect that when I woke up, there was another buzzing sound in my ear, disturbing my dreams.

"Second brother, do you think my mother is dead after drinking pesticide?"

"Shh, keep your voice down. I'm acting to scare them. I want my father to go home. Let's cut the grass

Lin Lan tries to open her eyes, but her eyelids seem to be stuck by something. She can't open them.

After a while, there was a harsh voice, "the third one is in the army. I don't think she can help her with her five children. She is very good. She works all day. If you don't want to go back to your mother's house, no one cares about her! It's either hanging or drinking pesticide. I think my old lady is an eyesore and wants me to die first. I've never seen such a vicious daughter-in-law! Want to separate? Why don't you strangle me with a rope Don't stick to it. It's time to work. Don't be lazy

Then came the sound of slamming the door.

What to drink pesticides, what to separate?

It's a mess.

Lin Lan has a splitting headache and almost uses all her strength to lift her eyelids.

As you can see, the narrow and cramped room didn't see the window, only saw a broken grass curtain hanging, the walls and roof were smoky, there were long black ashes hanging in the corner, and the nose was filled with all kinds of bad smell. Lin Lan couldn't tell whether it was animal manure or children's urine, mildew or any strange smell.

It's boring.

Lin Lan brain boom, a bolt from the blue - is it through their own?

Lin Lan closed her eyes and waited for a long time. When she opened her eyes again, it was still the yellow mud wall.

This time, she was sure that she had really crossed.

The reason why she is so sure is that some information that doesn't belong to her has appeared in her mind, which is as impressive as reading a book or a movie.

Shanzui village, a small village in the north of D Province, China in 1970.

Her mother-in-law's surname is Han. Her husband, Han Qingsong, is a soldier. They have five children.

The original owner has never been to school, only studied literacy class for a few days, and knows no more than 50 words. Since childhood, he has been strong and fierce. He has a bad temper. He has no culture and insight. He will not calm down when encountering problems. The most common way is to make noise. Therefore, he is not very popular in his mother's family.

She married Han Qingsong when she was 16 years old. He was not at home all the year round. She was beaten down by her mother-in-law and sister-in-law. She couldn't think of a way to resolve the conflict and ease the relationship. She became more and more irritable and quarreled frequently. Later, she directly threatened others.

Han Qingsong was a soldier at the age of 17. After more than ten years of hard work, he is now a company commander.

The future is bright.

Therefore, the original owner was not at ease. He always suspected that he didn't look up to himself and wanted to climb a high branch when he had a promising future.

So she has been making trouble to let him go home to live, so as not to be hooked by those educated young and beautiful fox spirits outside.

This time, the reason why the drama of drinking pesticides was staged was that the original owner heard people talk about the conclusive news that a demobilized soldier had brought back - Han Qingsong had someone outside, the daughter of a certain commander!

Han Qingsong's idea that he would definitely divorce her became the last straw to crush the camel. The original owner ran to the commune again and again to send telegrams to the army. He had to change his job and go home. If he didn't go home, she would die! And to die with five children!

When her mother-in-law knew about this, Mrs. Han naturally disagreed. Her son's bright future was the glory and financial support of the Han family. If she brought her son back, wouldn't it be a night before liberation?

Absolutely not!

Then the original owner asked her mother-in-law to give her her man's allowance, otherwise she would force the man to go home, and no one would want to leave well. If she didn't agree, she would drink medicine!

She asked her second son, Han Wangjun, to quietly pick up an empty 1605 bottle and come back. She thought that there was no pesticide and she couldn't see it when she mixed it with water. She pretended to drink pesticide to scare people.

Of course, it also means to show the family how powerful they are.

How do you know that 1605 is highly toxic? If you don't operate it carefully, the liquid will be poisoned if it falls on the skin. What's more, how can you drink it directly with water?

Although she pretended to take a sip, it was enough to make a woman who was not healthy all the year round.

So Lin Lan came over.

Only in the original story, this time the original master really succeeded.

Her husband, Han Qingsong, was so frustrated that he didn't want to be an official. He finally applied for a job transfer with the army and would go home in a few days.

But his home did not make the family harmonious from then on, but opened the prelude of tragedy.

The original owner originally vowed that as long as the man came home, she would live in peace, but when the man came back, she doubted that the man didn't look up to her and that he had an affair with other women. As long as he was away from his sight for a meal, she doubted whether he was dating someone.

The village's big girl and little daughter-in-law, even the widow, are the object of her suspicion.

As long as the man does not go her way, she will make a lot of noise.

After Han Qingsong changed his job, he became the director of the Public Security Bureau of the commune. Later, he was promoted to the deputy director of the County Public Security Bureau. At that time, the Cultural Revolution came to an end, the control was relaxed, and some cadres did not act. The public security of the county became more and more chaotic.

He was busy with his official business and was in trouble at home and abroad. Finally, after she had a big fight, he was physically and mentally tired and stabbed to death in the process of carrying out his official business.

After his death, she was even more distorted. On the one hand, she felt sorry for herself and took out her anger on her children, on the other hand, she protected and spoiled her children, and raised them all. In the end, none of them died well.

wait!

Lin Lan suddenly realized that this familiar plot is like a novel she read a long time ago. The man and woman in the book are a pair of childhood sweethearts who are busy getting rich and running for a well-off life. Among them, the female match is impressive because of the style of making heaven and earth. She is Han maisui, the daughter of the original owner. She is young, pretty and lively. She has been raised by the original owner since childhood. She is very vain. She always thinks that she is a princess. She wants what she wants. Anyone who is not good to her is a bad person. The original master helped his daughter to pester the male master, but her sons were all crooked and ended up in a bad end.

The root cause is the distorted family.

She actually put on such a home

What should she do?

go back? It's impossible.

be away from home? Divorce?

No one divorces these days. If she divorces herself, I'm afraid the Lin family will not be able to accommodate her. It is impossible for divorced women to go back to their mother's home in this era, which is feudal.

And no registered residence, work hour and letter of introduction were nowhere to go, nor could they find jobs or earn money. Even eating was a problem. It seems that she can only live as the original owner.

But she suddenly changed her ways. I don't know if other people will doubt her. Even if she will be doubted, she really can't live in the way of the original owner.

She suddenly came up with an idea that she could use the idea of surviving a disaster and being disheartened, and suddenly figured out that she would stop worrying about the past and live a down-to-earth life as an excuse!

Well, good!

It's just that she was beaten by her mother-in-law and her husband had no feelings for her. It's not a fatal thing. She still has many ways to live.

For her, the most terrible thing is——