All right, five kids!
What she fears most in her life is children. In her limited experience with children, most of them are bear children.
For example, the six-year-old girl from a colleague's family likes to let her buy things when she enters the office, or she takes advantage of the opportunity of aunt coquetry to pull her earrings and necklaces to say that they look good and want to wear them. Please don't tell her mother.
Only once or twice. After several times, she finally couldn't help telling her colleagues. They apologized face to face and said that their children were not sensible and had no common sense. As a result, she turned around and complained to her colleagues that she was stingy, heartless and harsh on her children.
There are also children of their relatives and younger brother. Every time they come to her house, they are the same as bandits. If she didn't put away her cosmetics, jewelry and electronic products in advance, it would be a disaster. Thousands of skin care products and cosmetics can be smeared everywhere.
Don't say she is angry, even if don't smile and say nothing, relatives will complain to her mother, "Lan Lan how more and more stingy, with a child, the girl is old enough to get married and have children, or become a perverse old-fashioned."
Even if thousands of her skin care products and cosmetics were destroyed by her niece and nephew, her mother would blame her for buying a house instead of leaving the money to her brother to buy a wedding house, and then extend to the fact that she would not marry and have children.
"You don't have children anyway, and the house and the money will be theirs in the future? What's the matter with them now? I didn't give it to outsiders. I didn't waste it. "
In short, she is afraid of marriage, children and being a mother. She doesn't want to be a child like a little devil or a mother like her own.
She made up her mind to be single all her life and not be harmed.
Now, after ten years of hard work, I have a successful career and a wonderful life. Why should I find a man to have a child to reduce my quality of life?
Who knows, God can't see her comfortable, actually let her dress as a shrew, with five bear children, with a wooden husband!
I can't make it!
She closed her eyes tightly, wondering if she could put it back on. Maybe it was a dream?
At this time, a timid cry came from the ear of a child, "mother... Die... Die..." a small hand fumbled around her face and neck, which made her eyes ache and neck ache, and her breathing was not smooth.
Lin Lan had to open her eyes and pull away the little dirty hands, "why?"
After that, she regretted, and her tone was too fierce to scare others.
But the child did not care, staring at her with big eyes, for fear that she was really dead.
Although Lin Lan doesn't like children, she admits that the baby has beautiful big eyes, shining in the dark, but it's a pity that she is too thin, and no one takes good care of her.
This is Wangwang, the youngest son of Yuanzhu. He is 4 years old. Because of premature birth, he was born with amblyopia and excessive inferiority and introversion. Yuanzhu dislikes him very much. He thinks he is a little blind, a fool and a burden.
Lin Lan didn't think he was stupid. How could a fool's eyes be so focused and bright?
"Mother, eat." He held a piece of melted and sticky candy in his hand.
It's dirty. It makes Lin Lan feel sick.
But she also can't bear to vent her anger on him. After all, it's a very mysterious problem that she has nothing to do with him.
She closed her eyes. "Eat for yourself. Don't touch me."
The sticky little black hand made her sweat.
The child was very afraid of her. As expected, she shrank to one side and did not dare to touch her again. However, her eyes were always glued to her for fear that her mother would die as others said.
Boy
Lin Lan sighed, let her raise five children, this is simply impossible to complete the task.
She closed her eyes and went through the life of her five cheap children. Soon, she was in a cold sweat. The original owner was really strong enough to cultivate several children into villains in the story.
Lin Lan was silent for a long time, feeling that although she was not afraid to live as the original owner, she did not have the courage to take over the five children.
Their future is too much... Once she enters the role, she has to bear the responsibility of correcting them and guiding them on the right path.
Oh, my God, she's afraid of children. OK!
Even if the lovely little angel she is afraid, not to mention all of a sudden into hell mode!
She is also convinced of this luck. OK.
She was thinking wildly, listening to the "creak" sound, someone pedaled in.
"Niang, I caught a big crucian carp, what a big one!" A tiger headed boy rushed in and danced excitedly, "Niang, guess how I caught it? When I was diving, I picked it with my hand. Ha ha
Lin Lan reluctantly opens his eyes and looks at him. This is his third son. He is only wearing a small underpants, and his whole body is tanned. Only his eyes and teeth are shining in the dark room, which is very funny.
This Sanwang, since he fell into the river at the age of three and learned how to swim by himself, fell in love with water. Unless the river is frozen and can't enter the water, he has to steal to swim at other times.
But as the saying goes, drowning will lead to water. This boy was drowned later.
Ah... Lin Lan sighed.
Sanwang didn't understand: "Niang, what's the matter with you? The big fish is not happy, either? "
"San Wang!" Another boy came in from the outside and closed the door. He went to the Kang and said in a low voice, "Niang, Sanwang, if I hadn't held him, he would have sent the fish to the hall just now." He pushed Sanwang's head, "stupid!"
San Wang is unconvinced, Du wears a mouth, "don't push my head!"
"Mother, are you better? I'll make you fish soup. Otherwise, he would definitely send the fish to his aunt and uncle. She asked her elder brother and elder sister to send eggs today, and forced her elder sister to wash clothes for her younger sister-in-law. What a bias! "
Lin Lan takes a look at him. This is er Wang. He has been very smart since he was a child. He has more heart than other children. He has a sweet mouth and is good at cajoling people. He is more like the original owner's cotton padded jacket than his daughter. However, it's not good to say that it's glib and sweet mouthed. Anyway, when you grow up, you'll rely on one mouth to go around the world, and it's also bad in the end.
Now these children are not big. They are innocent. Even if they are crooked, they are not crooked. If they are really bad, they have to wait for Han Qingsong's death.
Lin Lan thought that if she started to guide them now, she should be able to lead them to the right path and avoid those tragic endings, right?
Well, it's a long way to go.
At this time, old lady Han's harsh voice came from the hall, and the loud voice was clear and deliberately scolded to her.
Lin Lan frowns. Although the original owner has many faults, the old lady's buttocks are too biased and too bad for the original owner.
She stopped the idea of asking Erwang to send the fish to the main room. After all, she was a shrew and an old lady. If she knew how to respect the old, it would frighten them.
"Erwang," she said, "you can take your brothers out to roast fish."
It's common for children to find a fire at the bottom of the bridge or in a corner to roast fish and sweet potato. The original owner used to steal things and take children to eat outside.
"Niang, OK, I'll bring it back to Niang when it's baked." Two Wang said to call three Wang ran out, and did not care Kang shrinking in the corner of the small Wang.
The poor boy, everyone ignored him.
Lin Lan also knows that Erwang is nice. The fish won't come back. Most of them will go into his own stomach. It's good for Sanwang to have two bites.
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D Province, a military station, regiment headquarters.
Head Chen looks at Han Qingsong in front of him. In the twinkling of an eye, ten years later, the green recruit egg has become a company commander. More than ten years of military career, his handsome face is no longer immature, but his posture is still tall and strong, and his momentum is steady and concise.
Although he is not good at words, he is outstanding in business, loyal and keen. He has a bright future.
Now he says he wants to change his job? The brain is kicked by donkey!
"Han Qingsong, you have become a regular. Next year, our division headquarters will set up a top team. The headquarters has decided to appoint you as the special training team leader. Now you change your job? Think about it
How many people are staring at this position, and many others are sharpening their heads to get into it.
Han Qingsong clenched his lips and tried to stop talking. He clenched his fist and nodded.
Only a few ordinary rural volunteers can survive to his military position. As long as there is a little hope, no one will be willing to demobilize. Not only his comrades in arms don't understand, but even his old company commander is puzzled, so he comes to ask him immediately.
But he didn't want to explain too much.
Although he has been outstanding among the conscripts in recent years, it is also the price of blood. Especially, he has suffered two fatal injuries and is lucky to survive. With his current physical quality, going to the special training team will affect the training.
The main thing is: since he has made a choice between family and career... He doesn't want to go back.
He has been away for more than ten years. Every time he visits his relatives, he is in a hurry for a few days. He has no time and energy to fulfill his duties as a husband and father. So he has a lot of responsibility for the status quo of his family.
The mother-in-law even threatened to take her child to jump into the river. Although she knew that she threatened him again, he was tired.
I don't want to toss.
Before that, he repeatedly assured her that next year he would apply for his family to join the army and let her and her children follow.
She clearly promised well, but now she has changed her mind, and as long as there is trouble, it is a series of trouble, jumping into the river, hanging and drinking pesticides. She won't stop until it turns upside down.
After careful consideration, he decided to go home to live with his wife and children.
Team leader Chen knows that Han Qingsong is a stuffy gourd and can't speak, which has offended many people. Moreover, nine cows can't pull back what he has identified, and it's useless for anyone to persuade him.
He said: "allow you half a month to visit your family, go home and take care of the housework."
When Han Qingsong returned to his dormitory, he received another telegram from his family, which was different from the previous telegrams asking him to return quickly, to seek death or not to return.
This letter is to let him return to divorce his wife!