Chapter 999

On that day, he came to celebrate her graduation.

She stood under the fireworks he set off for her and said to him in a loud voice, "I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you --"

he came over and his eyes fell on her face like water.

Later, Ji Liang said, "do you know what makes me most excited is the way you tell me. I will never forget it in my life..."

He laughed.

He looked at the girl in front of him.

With a smile on his face, he was a little shy, warm, intimate and bold. This kind of Xia Qinggu was never seen before.

He laughs from the bottom of his heart. A voice tells him that his love has sprouted in his heart and opened a gorgeous flower!

I can't help embracing her, so natural, so urgent, so affectionate, so happy, so looking forward to life after life!

Feel the embrace of the people gently resist, slowly soft, slowly leaning on his shoulder, his heart beat like thunder, the sweat of the palm of the children out.

The embrace is so careful, so sincere. Xia Qinggu seems to hear the voice of his heart and the man's unique taste. She suspects that she is drunk and deeply drunk.

the initial beauty of her first love is a wonderful thing in the world!

……

The past passed away like smoke.

Loneliness has long been a memory, and the school in front of her is like a giant standing in time. She is coming and going. She is unreal. She is open-minded and accepts every student who wants to learn and make progress.

In this university, Xia Qinggu's whole youth is related to one person, but it's a pity that everything has passed.

"Good bye -"

Xia Qinggu put her hands around her lips and yelled at the school gate, as if she was saying goodbye to the past.

“…… Are you thinking about me? "

A cold voice from the heart of the cone rang out behind him.

Xia Qinggu suddenly looks back and sees a face of loneliness and coldness, which is no longer young.

"You, why are you here?" She wondered.

Jiliang looks at her, a pair of dusty eyes fall into a ray of sunshine, and a smile is hanging on the corner of her lips: "because, you are here -"

Xia Qinggu's face changes, staggers one step to keep a distance from him, and says: "don't say such words that are easy to be misunderstood. Now I have a boyfriend, he is very kind to me, and I want to spend my life with him."

With that, she strode forward.

"Qinggu, can't our ten years compare with your one month with him? I thought that no matter how much pain we experienced, no matter how much separation and reunion, you would still be waiting for me in the same place... " The cool and quiet voice was deep and quiet.

Wait where you are

Xia Qinggu suddenly turned around and looked at Ji Liang and said, "I'll wait for you, from 18 to 28, waiting for the day when you propose to me. Then I'll wait for you to break up. You'll find a new girlfriend soon, won't you?"

Her first love, the person she once loved, the man who accompanied him all the way in the most green and innocent years, she didn't want to be a scum man.

But the fact may be that she thinks too much.

Ji Liang looked at her and said, "you are still thinking about me. If you don't think about me, will you come back here? Will your eyes be so sour? "

Xia Qinggu turns around and goes to the main road without mercy.

She looked back, and then in the first, and then recall, fell in the heart is not nostalgia, not still love him, but she miss once that bold to love, that good not afraid to hurt himself.

Yesterday, when she heard Kong Duoduo say that she was married to Si Yumo, her heart suddenly hurt.

It takes a lot of courage to marry a man.

She's not ready.

Standing at a university, I think about myself. When I was in love, I thought I should get married. I don't know whether it's for myself or for the people I love.

It seems that it is so natural and reasonable.

I don't know when to start, she can't see her courage, love him is hesitant, dare not take that step.

Looking back, maybe she can find herself completely.

But it doesn't mean she wants to find the man who dumped her.

"Qinggu, do you know why I haven't touched you for so many years?"

The cool voice behind me is painful.

Xia Qinggu did not respond to him.

"Because I have AIDS, from the mother. "

All of a sudden, charlotten kept walking.

She suddenly looked back, there was a trace of tremor and disbelief at the bottom of her eyes.

Lonely cool came to her side, a pair of eyes no longer green and astringent, with sadness and despair. "My mother had a blood transfusion when she was ill. Unexpectedly, she was infected with the virus..." Ji Liang's tone is very slow. "I've been a sick child since I was born. I don't want to return to my family. I don't want to use every cent of my family to start my own business, work hard and make my own world. I just want to prove thatEven if I am a person who has been sent to heaven, I can still hold up a piece of sky. " He said with grief and indignation.

“……” Xia Qinggu.

"The first time I saw you, in the railway station, I found that your eyes were very bright, just like a star shining in the dark sky." Cold and bitter.

At first glance, he fell in love with her.

However, he is a person who does not deserve to be loved, is a born and cursed child, he has what qualifications to have love, what qualifications to give her happiness.

Close to her, look at her moist smile, look at her beautiful face, look at her every move, his heart will tremble, but will be more painful.

To be nice to her is ten thousand times better than to yourself.

She made an activity for her club that time. What she didn't know was that the activity needed a lot of money to run, and also needed the consent of the large shopping mall.

All this was raised by him after eating steamed bread for three months and working overtime. Then he asked his boss to say that they were doing charity.

He didn't know how much he had done.

Looking at her black eyes and listening to her saying that she likes him, he has a sea of flowers in his heart.

After graduation, she told him that she was going to Kyoto. On that day, he was lying alone in the bathroom, soaking in the water, with tears mixed in the water

No qualification to retain her, no qualification to say love her, no qualification to propose to her.

Every time he went to Kyoto to see her, he would rather stay in a hotel than go to her place, because he was afraid that he could not control himself.

Every time she loves him to sit, he will try not to let himself think, and even fear that he can't control the beast in his body. He always puts a small hammer in his pants pocket. When he thinks, he will knock his thigh.

He didn't kiss her, he didn't touch her, he didn't even have a hug, because he was afraid of himself.

I'm afraid I'll want her. "Why?" Xia Qinggu asked in a choked voice.