"Then why didn't you choose to tell me the truth and break up with me?" Tears ran down her cheeks.
For a long time, she was treated as if she was at a distance, like intimacy, and always separated by a layer of distance.
She thought it was cold and thin in nature.
Just as it happens, she is also a woman who is not greedy. As long as someone can accompany her and that person is what she likes, it is not a bad thing for her to keep on going.
She never knew that he had loved her so much.
Desolate eyes full of sorrow and pain.
"Because my father met a professor abroad. He said that he could do Jingshu for me and let me have a child..." He said.
Jiliang is the only child in his family. He is faced with no successor. His father has been looking for the most cutting-edge technology in foreign countries and has been frantically involved in the medical research of anti AIDS.
"I don't want to hurt you, even if it's the 2% probability, I don't want you to take the risk." He said.
He knew his father's character too well.
As long as there is a little hope, the father will never give up to let him have children.
At the beginning, he fell in love with Xia Qinggu. His father said, "I have no requirements for my wife. As long as she keeps herself clean, even if she is humble, I don't care about her family."
His father doesn't care about Xia Qinggu's family background, but he is stubborn and ruthless.
If Professor Gu Qing doesn't want to tie her up and down, she will be ready for him.
None of this is what he wants.
Break up in a hurry, and then announce a new relationship in a hurry. Qin Yuesheng just uses it as a shield.
The Qin family is a family whose father never dares to start, because once the Qin family turns over, the vast land of the lonely family will be in danger.
Qin Yuesheng is also Qin's favorite granddaughter.
The only thing I didn't expect was that he just took two photos with Qin Yuesheng and put them in the circle of friends. It didn't take two days for him to get married with Qin Yuesheng.
When he found that Qin Yuesheng fell in love with him, his inner shock at that moment can be imagined.
He didn't want to hurt anyone, so after making it clear to Qin Yuesheng, he disappeared alone.
After thinking about it, only when he disappeared, would his father give up the idea of having children for him.
"Where are you now?" Xia Qinggu asked.
She is in a complicated mood. She shouldn't have any wrong ideas about Jiliang. That's unfair to Si Yumo.
However, it's also sad to see it.
There was a gray area in the middle of her heart, which had always been black or white.
Jiliang is the man she once loved and the one she once wanted to marry. She always thought that he didn't love herself. The waiting and waiting for her for many years is her own business.
It turns out that he has always been involved in
"In our snow valley." He said.
As soon as the voice comes out, Xia Qing Gu fangruo suffers from great trauma, and her eyes show the pain.
Snow Valley
When she was in college, she was once cheated into the mountain behind the school and finally pushed into a hole.
In winter, she nearly died of freezing inside.
When she woke up, she was wrapped in a thick cotton padded suit, and the person in front of her turned out to be lonely and cool.
His lips froze and turned blue and purple, and his whole body was shaking, as if frozen to the marrow.
Seeing her wake up, Ji Liang said: "Qinggu, you wake up, come on, let's make a fire soon, or we'll freeze --"
she fell asleep, and he didn't have time to think too much, so he used his own temperature to keep her warm.
It was that time that Xia Qinggu fell in love with him completely.
Later, a tutor came to them with his classmates and rescued them, but the cave was a secret stronghold that they had repeatedly mentioned.
She came back countless times, and every time she felt lonely and cool, she would come and sit quietly.
Gradually, there are more things in the cave.
A big stone, a row of footstep
Three years ago, she had a quarrel with him. She wanted him to come to Kyoto to develop together. She said that her family's foundation is in Kyoto, so it's natural for her to come back to develop.
Jiliang used cold violence to deal with her.
She was heartbroken, so she went back to the snow Valley alone and lay in it for one night.
"That time, I was out all the time." The lonely road.
He knew that she was in a bad mood and that she could hardly wait. As soon as she hung up, he drove directly from Xicheng to Kyoto without seeing her.
The inner fear and uneasiness quickly cooled his heart.
After a struggle, he thought of snow valley.
When he came, there was a man outside the cave who secretly wanted to go in and took off his clothes.When you look carefully, there is still a light in the cave.
He immediately understood that most of the men were looking at Xia Qinggu and wanted to hurt her.
Without waiting for the man to react, he came forward to fight with the man.
They wrestled and fell at the foot of the mountain.
Jiliang was broken by a stone or something, and there was blood all over his body.
He didn't go back to the cave. He just lay outside on the hillside and slept all night with his clothes on. At dawn, he heard Xia Qinggu's voice and escaped.
She was content to go back to the place where she had been sleeping.
"Fool..." Xia Qinggu had already cried out of her figure.
It turned out that she once thought that her life was dark to the bottom. Those most painful and painful years had already been guarded around her, but she never found them.
She went up to him and reached for a hug to let him know that she was not afraid of his illness, that he was not a monster, that he was not terrible at all.
However, Jiliang instinctively dodged her.
His eyes were deserted.
"Qinggu, I, I can't --" he struggled.
Tears blurred the line of sight, Xia Qing Gu heart bursts of pain.
"Do you love him?" Lonely cool suddenly way.
Xia Qinggu covers her mouth and doesn't let the sadness in her chest make a loud cry.
"Well!" She nodded her head.
Tears Shun eyes, flow to the face, and a little bit of flow in the palm of the heart, wet her arm.
"Qinggu, don't cry. I'm most afraid of you crying. When you cry, my heart is like death, because I can't hold you or comfort you..." He held his head in agony.
Every time she cried, he felt pain in his heart, more painful than anything else.
Because he can't hold her, can't kiss her, can't give her more, it's not that he can't, but he's afraid that his heart will produce a terrible greed because of this little touch, and then he can't control his hands and feet any more and ask for her.
Love, blocked in the source.
Who knows, shallow love, after almost morbid suppression again and again, becomes more and more crazy.
He is beyond cure.
As soon as he saw her, as soon as he heard her name, he would lose control of himself.
In this way, he will fail in front of his father, and he will be firmly controlled by his father, so he is far away from the crowd, away from all the venues that can be caught. Hiding where he used to feel happy.