Tears, can't stop flowing out
Until, blurred his black eyes.
LAN Shengyu held him tightly in his arms, saying nothing but holding him tightly.
At this moment, their spiritual consolation is only for each other
The red light in the emergency room was flashing until
As the door opened, doctors and professors came out of the emergency room one after another, and everyone's expression was relieved.
"Teach Qin to teach..." LAN Shengyu met him for the first time.
The professor burst into a smile with a look of admiration in his eyes. "Mr. LAN, I really admire your wife. This time, I really survived Very brave
In a word, LAN Shengyu's heart suddenly relaxed, and the whole person seemed to breathe.
Next to him, the little guy also took a heavy breath, and then raised his head, with tears, to his father's silly smile.
Innocent smile, but with sincere happiness and happiness
At this moment, three hearts, paste never so close!
On the hospital bed, the pale little face was close to the respirator, wringing eyebrows, and had been asleep.
The whole body has been wet, but can only help her wipe again and again, dare not easily move her body.
The doctor said that at the moment she is probably the most painful.
LAN Shengyu can clearly feel her breathing Very hard, very hard
Pain, spreading
Every inch of her skin and every nerve was deeply hurt by the pain.
Chest, as if it was something hard to pressure the general, every breath, so hard, as if, air depletion in general.
It's two days since I woke up again
As if for a moment, even he also lost a circle.
LAN Shengyu caresses Jiani's small bald head painfully, and her throat aches dryly. "Jiani, do you feel better?"
"Much better..."
Even if, in fact, it doesn't feel good at all.
He grabbed his big hand, a little embarrassed, "don't touch it, it's ugly..."
Speak, very powerless.
The pale smile made LAN Shengyu's heart ache.
"No, it's lovely!" Lan Sheng domain is still a little bit, gently stroking, fingers are full of heartache.
"It hurts, doesn't it?" There was a lump in the throat, and the deep black pupils were stained with scarlet.
"Well..." Jia Ni bit the pale lip and nodded.
It really hurts. It hurts.
That kind of feeling, even more than just a "pain" word can describe.
When lying on the emergency table again, she seemed to hear the voice from the underworld.
At that time, she prayed again and again, and never wanted to live like that!
She knows that outside, the two most important men in her life, if she dies, their world may really be grey
So she struggled, she worked hard.
Even if, that kind of pain almost made her want to give up, but every time, her mind would occasionally brush that handsome face, as well as that naive smile.
She was reluctant to
So, no matter how painful or uncomfortable it is, she will bear it and swallow it!!
And then, really like that, strong survived!!
"You are here, so it doesn't hurt..."
At that moment, LAN Shengyu really had an impulse to cry.
Tears accumulate in the eyes, but how can not let them fall down.
She clasped her little hand and put it on her trembling lips, "Jiani, I I'm so afraid... "
"Don't be afraid..." With tears in her eyes, Jia Ni comforted him, "it will pass..."
No matter how bitter or painful it is, it will pass
LAN Shengyu didn't speak. He just held her hand all the time.
God knows, when should this kind of pain last
How cruel the pain is waiting for her to bear!!
More than a dozen times of chemotherapy
There are more than ten times left!
That is to say, there are more than ten times of torture waiting for her!
there is a figure standing at the door of the ward.
Just standing quietly at the door, eyes deep, suffused with dark green luster, looking at the two figures that depend on each other in the room.
A strange feeling to the bottom of my heart light split
Hand, knock on the door of the ward, fingers a little stiff.
Jia Ni found him at first sight, "Chi also..."
Call him a low voice, very light, some weak, pale smile with a few rare brilliant.
Xiao Chi also smiles and nods politely to LAN Shengyu. He approaches Jiani on the bed and says, "don't move..."He reminded Jia Ni, who was about to get up, "just fall asleep!"
Jia Ni nodded with a smile, "are you busy recently? I don't see you... "
The words seem to have a sense of blame, in fact, just miss.
When Jiani lay in the emergency room, his familiar face floated in her mind.
It seems that I haven't seen him for a long time. If I really leave, will I leave a regret, she or he?
Xiao Chi is still a calm smile, holding a corner of Jiani's quilt in his big hand, carefully helping her to press the quilt, nodding, and his eyes are full of tenderness, "I'm sorry for being busy recently!"
"Nothing..." Jia Ni shook her head. "I know you're busy..."
After Xiao looked at her in bed, she didn't talk any more.
I don't know how long after that, the beautiful neon on the bed seemed to roll up. She closed her eyes and went to sleep quietly.
In front of the courtyard of the hospital, the warm sunshine sprinkled on the two men, but it was very cold.
"Is there any new progress recently?" LAN Shengyu leaned on the railing and asked him.
Xiao Chi also shook his head, looking a little dignified, "no..."
He took a deep breath of his cigarette and continued, "in the last ten days, I went to the most authoritative professor in the world about this case, but in the end, no better result was obtained. Everyone seems to agree that chemotherapy is the best way now!"
"Chemotherapy, I'm afraid she can't stand it!" The fundus of Lan Sheng's eyes flashed a few obvious fidgety, but also particularly helpless.
Xiao Chi also took a deep breath. After a long time, he looked at LAN Shengyu and said, "with you and Mianmian Mian, I believe Jiani will survive!"
LAN Shengyu shook his head with a look of weakness and decadence in his eyes. "That kind of pain Even I'm not sure I'll do better than her
Xiao Chi also smiles, "so you have to believe that she can!"
"I hope..." LAN Shengyu sighed, "she can't eat anything recently. She vomites after eating, but she is more stubborn than anyone else. She continues to eat after vomit! Eat and vomit She is so strong that I feel inferior to her... "
They both gave a happy smile.
They firmly believe that miracles are always born in strong people!
At night, Jiani finally went to sleep, but LAN Shengyu couldn't sleep all the time. Looking at her pale little face, she didn't feel sleepy at all.
The doctor said that if it goes on like this, chemotherapy will only make Jiani more and more unbearable.
Finally, unable to resist, he got up from the bed, turned on the computer on the desk, and began to continue his long-term help.
All kinds of forum posts have been on fire, and the mail in the mailbox is about to explode, but it still makes him very frustrated, because he can't find the answer he wants.
Still no one can help him, they
In May 2010, Jiani received chemotherapy for the 15th time
Pale and thin, she has a small bald head, so comfortable sleeping there, from a distance, so obedient, so quiet, like a little angel falling into the world by mistake.
It's just that the cruel pain is eroding her a little bit.
Cold sweat, a drop from the forehead, pale cheek twitch nearly twisted, hanging on the side of the small hand tightly twisted the side of the sheet, weak phalanx between the pan out of a shocking pale, as if there is no trace of blood.
The lip is so dry that it almost seeps blood.
Breathing, again and again, short let her chest stuffy pain as if dying general.
On her body, the pain is like the gnawing of ten thousand insects. Little by little, it enters her blood, every cell, every inch of her skin
Pain
Deadly pain!!
All over, can't help spasms, convulsions
That kind of cold and spicy feeling, let good neon even in the dusk also can't help but tears again and again.
Say good don't cry, certainly don't cry, but, tears but how also can't close.
It seems that she will leave this warm world in the next second
Don't give up, thick don't give up
Until the tendons on the back of the hand suddenly burst, the next moment, "boom -" sound, the medical equipment stopped working.
At that moment, a frightening blank, the moist fundus of zhijiani's eyes crossed, as if she heard the call from the underworld again, so pale, so frightening
Until, the next moment
Breathing, suddenly stop!!
"Come on! First aid, the patient is in shock! "
This is the last sentence Jiani heard before she fainted.
Eyes, close
***
tears, falling.
Heart, at that moment, stopped breathing
Outside the door, LAN Shengyu's heart seemed to be oppressed by heavy stones. He couldn't breathe.Boring
Suffocated as if to suffocate at any time in general.
Suddenly, the door opened
The white medical staff came out in a hurry with a dignified look. Before LAN Shengyu could react, a critical illness notice fell into his hands again.
"Mr. LAN, please sign..."
The same paper, the same words
This is the fifth time after receiving the critical illness notice for the first time!!!
The fifth time, every time, it seems to be on the verge of extinction, suffering.
His heart, again and again with her in the emergency room, hovering on the edge of life and death.
It's hard to sign your name on it. Even if it's not the first time, your fingers are still shaking.
"Doctor, is she all right?"
The doctor pursed his lips, his eyes a little dignified, looked at him, still said, "please be prepared, the patient may leave at any time!"
Dark pupil contraction circle, at that moment, there is a clear sense of his body in a little bit cold, become stiff.