Chapter 114 - Darkest Secrets

Caleb had a good sleep beside Kaisley although they didn't have sex. Mostly, they would talk about a lot of things and she would fall asleep quickly. He doesn't want to have sex with her or rammed her with his big body during sexual intercourse. She looked so fragile to him and although she gained a little weight and a little more flesh after divorce, she would always look fragile to him. She still has bruises and she always has her weekly check-up. 

She had her psychiatrist, ornithologist and gynecologist, and any doctor that would help her back in shape. But she mentioned before that she could get back in shape without any help from doctors. Mostly the psychiatrist. She had him and Caleb's heart melted more when she said those words. That's why, no matter what will happen. He will always be with her and love her. He won't let her leave him again. 

He slipped off from the bed, reached his phone, and went to the window as he checked Kenzo's messages. Kenzo cheered him up more. He was too lucky to have a friend like Kenzo and Maverick. The two chatted on their group chat and it's more of teasing each other. They tease him a lot too and not to any woman but Kaisley. 

"Why are you still awake?" Kaisley asked as she slipped off from the bed and approached him. She hugged him from behind and he smiled. 

"You know, love~~" He held her hand. 

"Hmm?" She peeked at him. He turned around and knelt in front of her and hugged her waist. Caleb felt anxious at the moment. He never got to tell her that night. 

"I was supposed to propose to you that night and tell you what happened." He said softly. "I was ready to tell you everything but you married that guy." 

"Cal," Her voice softened. 

"I know. I shouldn't tell you things." 

"I know what happened. I know the truth now." Kaisley scooped his face as he looked up at her. "I won't leave you again." 

He sighed and kissed her tummy. He stood up and hugged her tightly. 

"I just love you so much, Kaisley." 

"I love you so much." She scooped his face as they kissed passionately. "Can't we make love?" She asked. 

Caleb chuckled and patted her head. 

"How are your bruises?" he asked. 

"It's fading… almost completely gone." 

"Are you horny?" He rubbed her sides and started kissing her neck.

"Yes… for you," She said softly as she sighed. 

"Then, I'll please you." He carried her to bed, laid her down, and kissed her whole body. Still, his heartaches seeing those bruises. But she looked fine and he didn't want to enter his shaft or else she might get hurt. She still had to recover from losing her baby, but he wanted her to feel better using his mouth. 

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Jason watched as his woman was busy on his lower part while he's drinking wine. He somehow missed how Katarina would do it, but he was pissed at her. Besides, he's only using them for business. One woman caught his eyes and it's Victoria. She's kind, submissive, and dumb. He liked women like her. But somehow, they found out about his relationship with Katarina and he hasn't shoved his thing to her. 

"What's your darkest secret?" Bella asked. 

Bella was the daughter of a businessman. Somehow, their business is about porn. However, she never starred in any websites. She hides her expertise in blow jobs and other sexual stuff. She's beautiful. She also doesn't need makeup to look beautiful like Victoria. Also, with her innocent look, everyone would think that she's a virgin. 

"My darkest secret is you," Jason said softly and kissed her forehead. "Now, baby. Finish that up." 

But Jason's darkest secret was doing it to a girl like Victoria and Bella. Katarina was too spoiled and too cunning. He didn't want a woman like that. He wants innocent and dumb. He held Bella's back head and shoved it deeper into his genital. 

After he's done with her, he shows her the beautiful things that he bought in Marduque. She was pleased and snuggled with him. He liked it. He also liked her scent. Just like Victoria. He liked how she acted too much like a kitten. That's why he bought things for Victoria and as for his mistresses… he bought more expensive things for them. 

"So, are you not going to break up with Katarina?" She asked while rubbing his chest. 

"No. I still need her for a few things." 

"Great." She sat up. "You should make sure that all of your women are clean. Or else, I won't fuck you ever. Even in the dominant hotel." 

"I can't go there for a while. People were watching me." He admired the tattoo on her back. Angel's wings. "We can still meet up here for a long time." He kissed her forehead. 

"And what if she found out?" 

"She won't." He grinned and slid his hand to her sexy underwear. 

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Victoria sat up, feeling groggy and she sneezed. It woke him up as he reached her back and caressed. 

"Why are you awake?" He asked. 

"I can't sleep. It felt like someone was talking behind my back." 

"Who do you think they are?" He asked. 

"How would I know?" She lay down on his chest and snuggled. "What are you going to do if I gave you names?" She asked and pulled the duvet to their body. 

"Well, I'll silence their mind." He said. 

"Don't be like that." She pouted at him. He chuckled and hugged her tightly. "I don't want you to do such things for me." She yawned. "I need a bathroom." She kissed his lips and rushed to the bathroom.

Kenzo sat up and reached for his phone. He had a new email from Welch. It's a recording of the current words from Welch as they plan to do something bad to Caleb's company. Maverick worked well. Victoria came back and she put her sleeping dress on from the floor. She climbed on the bed and kissed her husband. Kenzo quickly put his phone away to give her attention. 

"What is it?" She asked softly. 

"It's just a few reports from investigation." He lay down and spooned on her. 

"Okay, if you say so." She smiled at him and kissed his hand. "Love, your grandparents mentioned that we should get married." 

"Yes. But this time in a different church." He snuggled with her. 

"What's your darkest secret?" Victoria suddenly asked. 

Kenzo smirked and shoved his face to the crook of her neck. 

"I like watching you strip." 

"Not that." She giggled. Victoria wanted to know him well. 

"I like making people who hurt you suffer." He mumbled. "I may be a sadist, but only to people who hurt my beloved." 

"Love, you know that I don't like it." She smirked. "But sometimes, I always think that seeing despair on their faces was a dream come true." She said softly. "I don't want to be evil…" 

"But being a little evil will do a little, right?" He slid his hand under her dress to scooped her breasts. "You have to be yourself, love. You don't have to always be kind." 

"I am not kind." She said. "I had lots of things in my mind. Like hurting them after they hurt me. But I couldn't because I was weak." 

"You aren't weak." He kissed her right earlobe. 

Kenzo wanted to open up to her about counseling. He thought that she would get mad at him. But he has to help her with her anxiety and anytime, she could have a panic attack. The trauma that caused her was in her past and she always has it in her head as part of her unpleasant memories. He just wished that he could tell her everything. Like who her mother was and what happened to her. 

"Love," 

"Hmm," She turned to him and smiled. 

"Don't get mad at me." 

"Why would I? Unless, you are seeing someone else?" She raised her brows. He chuckled and patted her head. 

"I would never." He sighed and kissed her nose. "Why won't we see a doctor? It's like counseling. For the two of us?" 

Victoria gaped and stared at him. 

"I know… it's hard." 

"No." She shook her head. "It's not hard." She smiled at him. "As long as you are with me. I'll do everything for you." 

Kenzo gleamed and kissed her forehead. 

"Great. I will be with you always in every session." 

"Would you listen?" She asked softly. "You won't leave me." 

"Babe, I will be there as long as you are comfortable." He propped his elbow on the pillow and leaned his head on his hand, to flex his muscles. 

"Would it interfere with your job as a Duke?" She gently caressed his biceps down to his chest. 

"No." 

Victoria reached his cheek. 

"Love, what do you suggest that I do? I mean, in a few days we will be in the Capital." 

"Do?" He thought for a while. "Like make love to me every break time?" 

She giggled and shook her head. Her phone started vibrating and she was curious about who was calling her. 

"Don't answer it." He said. 

She checked on it and was curious as to why Dana was calling her. Kenzo reached for her phone and hung up. 

"What if it's something important?" She asked. 

"She's not your mother," Kenzo said grimly. He patted his chest. "Sleep now. We will leave early tomorrow." 

Victoria knew well that Kenzo became controlling when it comes to her safety and peace of mind. So, she obeyed him as he turned off her phone. 

"Tomorrow, can I visit grandma?" 

"Sure." He patted her head. 

"You know what?" She grinned at him. 

"What?" He turned off the lamp. 

"You have a sexy voice whenever you sing." 

Kenzo laughed and covered the duvet to her body.