Chapter 53 - Acceptance 3 [M]

'Minwoo!'

'I'm not raping you. You don't want this.' He pulls his arm away from the omega's grip. 'I don't understand you.'

'It's just a fuck right? It's my job to-' Wonho almost choked from his own word. No, it was his sob. He is crying. Dammit. He shouldn't cry! Not right now! 'my job to- sleep-'

'Job? Heh. What do you take me for? A stupid sex-craze alpha? Fucking omegas…'

'No…' Wonho's voice is barely audible even to himself let alone to the leaving alpha. He has to do this. He needs to do this. This is the only way.

'Minwoo!' There is no answer. He is probably in the bathroom. 'Minwoo please!'

'What the hell? Can't you take a hint??!'

'I need to- I need-'

'You need to what? Sleep with alphas? It doesn't have to be me, right? There's a lot outside waiting for you. Why don't you just leave with them? You'll get more than one. Isn't that great?' Minwoo answers without looking over.

There is a long silence to which he thought the omega finally gave up and returned to the bedroom. He didn't expect the man to have another panic attack right there and then. Rolling his eyes in annoyance, he moves closer to close the door on the liar, 'You're really good at acting. A+.'

Is all this an elaborate plan to sleep with him? To mate with him? Did he know Minwoo is not into omegas anymore hence the long pretense? Is he even a new omega? Is Chansol into this as well? Are all his friends in this too?? This is sickening. He feels stupid.

'Dammit.' He can sense the fear in the man's pheromones again. Wonho really is something else. Even goes as far as to intensify his own scent and control it to make this whole thing more realistic. He really deserves an award. He should have taken an acting course instead of architecture.

Minwoo hits his fist on the tile wall. His own heart is palpitating from the fear, he is really affected by this whole situation. But if he doesn't do something about it, he might actually fall into the trap.

He needs to get rid of Wonho. Who the hell cares what happens outside? He doesn't deserve Minwoo's concern anymore. He is another bastard, like those guys. Stepping outside, he is surprised to find the omega gone. Even more surprised at himself for getting worried. '

Wonho? Where are you?'

There is no answer and Minwoo dreads the thought that he might actually left the apartment and get himself attacked outside. He did seem desperate.

'WONHO!' He needs to find the man before anything bad happens. Running to his room for a new shirt, he almost screamed seeing Wonho curling inside his closet. 'What are…'

'Don't let them take me… Minwoo please…'

'You're crazy.'

'They'll hurt me. I don't want them…' He starts to hiccup but is still hiding his face. 'They hurt me. It hurt so bad… I don't want them… please…'

'You won't hurt me. You said- You said you'll be- be gentle.' Minwoo doesn't know what to do. He is so confused, his mind telling him to leave, his heart telling him to stay and comfort this scared being. His body, wants the other so badly. 'It's okay if it's you… Minwoo. I want it to be you…'

Exhaling loudly as his own logic leaves him, Minwoo pulls the other out of the closet, onto the bed. There is no stopping now.

'Ride me.'

'Wha-?'

'Ride me. I don't wanna feel like some shit forcing you. I won't be able to control myself at this rate.'

'I don't know.'

'I know.' Minwoo backs up until he reaches the headboard and leans against it, signaling Wonho to come close. Fear is written all over his face but Wonho grabs the other for a kiss instead. Minwoo's mouth always calms and excites him. That is enough distraction for him.

He has to do this.

Taking his position with both his knees besides the other's waist, he holds the shaft before proceeding to lower himself. Minwoo pulls him to the front instead, failing him. 'What're you doing?'

'Putting it in.'

'It'll hurt if you put it directly. You need to stretch first.' Minwoo sighs and Wonho frowns. He has to stretch himself?

'At least,' Minwoo closes his eyes trying to control himself from moving his hips to claim the man, 'don't force it.'

Wonho doesn't know what got into him but he grabs the alpha's hand and guides them towards his hole instead. 'Stretch me. Wide enough to take your dick.'

He sees the throat bobbing and takes the apple into his mouth, earning a whine from the alpha. Almost immediately, he feels two fingers inserted into his body, scissoring him desperately, moving around, bending at the nerve clump. He gasps, moving his body back but the sensation is already gone, replaced by a third digit.

Grabbing the alpha's wide shoulders as support, he begins moving his hips forth and back, earning a grunt of pleasure. Wonho was about to go for a kiss but the man already moved to his chest, biting strong enough for a scream, but soft enough to not leave a mark. It feels so good when the man then licks it better, Wonho feels safe.

'Aah!' He opens his eyes as he is supported upwards by the man beneath him, the fingers gone, replaced by a thicker organ just shy of slipping into him. Wonho stares at the Minwoo for reassurance, too afraid to look at the man's erection. 'Minwoo…'

'Slowly…' Minwoo places a peck on his nose and he tightens his hold on the other, biting his lips and shutting his eyes as he feels the tip making its way pass his sphincter muscle. Taking a deep breath, he forces himself downward before feeling the other's grip on his waist hardens. 'Hey. Slow… It's okay…'

He can see the vessels protruding from Minwoo's neck and temple, his scent is raging but the man still smiles tenderly. Wonho goes in for the lips to calm the alpha, feeling sorry for what he has to go through. He feels the hold on his back tightens and he is pulled down towards the chest, 'Move whenever you're okay.'

'I'll never be okay.' Wonho buries his head on the crook of the alpha's neck, resting his head, inhaling the warm scent for comfort. This could be the only thing he likes about his change, how he can feel protected from other people's pheromones. Just like Minwoo's. 'I can take it… Just be… gentle.'

'Wonho, I might lose control.'

'I trust you…Aah!' Wonho heaves a sharp gasp as he is thrown on the soft bed with the alpha above him, eyeing him hungrily. His waist is mid-air, attached to Minwoo's by his grip and Wonho braces himself for the pain which is soon to come.

He feels the familiar force on his forehead and stares at the brown orbs looking back at his own, 'It'll hurt a bit. It'll get better. Relax for me.'