Chapter 54 - Acceptance 4 [M]

Wonho nods before his mouth is intruded by a hungry kiss. 'Mpphh!!' He tightens his hold as he feels the sudden painful thrust invading his hole followed by a few more forceful pushes before Minwoo finally stops moving.

'You're so warm…' Wonho opens his lids and feels a light peck on his temple, 'Don't clench me too tight.'

'You're not moving…' Minwoo kisses his nose again, and cheeks, and forehead, everywhere until Wonho finally moves his hands to hold on to those cheeks and guides them towards his mouth, his body feeling warm from the scents and the skin close to his own, and the man's member in his entrance.

It is weird, he feels like pushing it out, but it doesn't hurt anymore. 'Can I?'

Wonho nods. 

'Hnhh...' He bites his lips at the lewd sound coming from himself as the alpha starts to move deeper, slightly touching somewhere... heavenly. Hugging Minwoo tighter, wanting to hide from the embarrassment, he pushes himself to take the man deeper. To that spot. Again.

Wonho quickly regrets that decision. 'Ahhk!'

'Fu-, Wonh-' Minwoo bumps their head together, staring deep into his eyes, 'Hhh, I can't- I'm moving.'

'Wai-' Wonho closes his eyes as the man on top of him starts to thrust inside quickly, filling him. It is so warm, so wet, so intense. He starts to clench tight, taking the brief moment to relax before the man touches him again.

Owh no. Minwoo is a bit too fast.

Ah, he missed the timing again!

Owh god! He is too fast!!

'Min- too fast!! I can't-' There is no reply, the alpha chooses to attack his collar bone instead, and Wonho cannot help but moan as he feels electrics up his neck.

'Nnnhh!' His whole body shivering from the wet kisses, Wonho found himself swallowing the thick member in rhythm with the thrusts in response. Minwoo is guiding him. 

'Just like that.' Panting heavily, the omega grabs his partner in short bliss, hungry for the man's warmth. As soon as he does so, the hard member hitting his forbidden spot starts slowing down. Agonizingly slow.

'Minwoo, faster,' he whines and almost regrets it as the change of pace is too much for him to adapt. However, the attacks on his nerve are too much of a pleasure for him to mind the pain anymore. It is too much for him to notice the sound of their skin hitting each other, the bed knocking the wall. It is too much for him to bear alone.

'aaaAAhh!' He hears a high-pitched scream and covers his mouth in shame. He made that sound.

'Wonho.'

'Too fast! Minwoo!' He grabs on the pillow, the sheets, his legs closing into the alpha, locking their body together, his back arching from the sore caused by the vigorous thrusts, his breath heavy in rhythm with their movements.

Then, the alpha pounces harder.

So hard he cannot catch his breath.

So intense he is pushed backward until his head hits the headboard. His eyes turning back into his head in pure euphoria. 'Too much!!'

'Not yet…'

'I can't!'

'Hold it in!' A grunt and the alpha slows down his pace, grabbing Wonho whose whole body contracted from his own ejaculation before turning their position with the omega on top. He thrusts a few more times, spilling all his seeds and both of them catches their breaths, lying with the other on top of him.

'You did great…' Minwoo kisses the omega's forehead, grinning to himself, enjoying the warmth from the other; their scents mixing in harmony, as if they are meant for each other.

Everything is perfect.

At least, before Wonho suddenly starts to hyperventilate in his arms. 'Hey.'

'Get it out!! GET IT OUT!' Minwoo takes a second to digest the comment before his eyes widens. He is knotting inside of Wonho. His big knot is hurting his omega. What the hell should he do?? This is his first time ever knotting in someone!

Wonho trying to force himself away is not helping them both; Minwoo feeling the pain of the tight clench on his expending member, Wonho feeling the pain from the big knot inside his contracted crevice, forcing it out through the small entrance. 'GET OUT OF ME!'

'Wonho it's just a knot!!' He doesn't know why he knots whenever he is with Wonho, be it only in his thoughts, or in his physical presence, but he does. And he forgot about it. But what bothers him more is how the man is reacting to it when other omegas seem to love it.

Every omegas Minwoo ever been with would always hope to feel his knot inside of them, saying it is another kind of pleasure, something he will never be able to understand. He definitely wasn't expecting this traumatized look of horror.

Minwoo grabs Wonho who continues to pull himself apart from the alpha despite his own contracted hole, making Minwoo cringe just looking at the painful action. He locks the omega in his arms, placing his head on his heart and caresses the man gently, trying to calm him down. He never thought his knot hurts, he feels really sorry for Wonho.

But there is nothing he can do about it. They just have to wait it out. 'Shh… it's just a knot…'

'Take it out… please….'

'Sorry...' Minwoo kisses the head lightly, holding it in place as Wonho starts to sob into his chest. 'Relax…'

'Minwoo…' The alpha nods his head and continues trying to relax and slow his heartbeat. Wonho keeps repeating his name over and over again, as in trying to confirm that the man beneath him is Minwoo. Whispering softly, he reassures the man 'It's me. Minwoo.'

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It took a while, but things are finally calm enough. Wonho has his eyes closed, his tensed body now fully relaxed in his arms. He slowly shifts their position so they would be side by side, careful not to make big movements. He doesn't want to trigger any more trauma, whatever it is.

Well, though he is not really sure about it, it is obvious it had something to do with knots. And if so, there is only one thing that involves such a thing – se-

Minwoo let out a long, heavy breath, not wanting to pay anymore thoughts about it. Because now that he really analyzes it, he realizes there is a pattern to Wonho's panic attacks – the stares, the flinches from mere touch, the extreme fear and hatred towards alphas…

His nonsensical mutterings and refusal to go out yesterday… 

Minwoo turns at the omega in his arms, feeling sudden the urge to explode. How could anyone do such a thing to such a delicate man? Sure, he can be annoying sometimes but… who the fuck-

Feeling the smaller male's tight hug on his body, Minwoo shakes his head a few times. Wonho probably senses him getting agitated, even in his slumber. Trying to calm himself down, he intensifies his pheromones and hugs the man.

Letting him know he is safe now.