Chapter 55 - Getting Better 1

Both the two males are laying on the bed, their breaths the only sound heard. Minwoo stares at the mop of hair, tracing his fingers, moving the wet fringes away to reveal the wide forehead and the thick, black eyebrows. Wonho has his head on the other's chest, enjoying the movement which almost lullaby him to sleep. There is a soft growl which the omega ignores. Not Minwoo though. 'You hungry?'

Wonho lazily nods and Minwoo moves a bit so he can sit up. 'I'll make us something to eat. Want anything in particular?

'Ramen.' Minwoo shakes his head, of all the things he can think of, Wonho chooses the one that is unhealthy. Rubbing the latter's head, Minwoo gets out of bed. He will just have to think of something later.

'I'll shower first. Stay right here 'kay? Don't throw stuff around.' He teases, but Wonho seems to still be in a daze. Another nod and Minwoo makes himself out of the room. On the bed, lying on his stomach unmoving, Wonho stares into space.

He just slept with Minwoo. An alpha.

It wasn't as painful as he remembered. He didn't feel any tear, he didn't have any flashbacks. It hurt a bit and he still felt uncomfortable with his wet lower half, but he is okay.

Everything is calm. He no longer had those disturbing thoughts. No more emotional turmoil. He thought he had finally gone mad, that his mental had broken down because he couldn't take his medicine but that was not it. He realized it was the heat.

He remembered Jinyoung saying that omegas feel extra emotional and want to be touched during their heat. Guess his description is perfect. Wonho just experienced it first-hand.

His mental health wasn't helping him though, it only amplified the effect, much to his dismay.

Now that he thought about it, when they first started dating, Jinyoung called him a few times during his heat crying. The smaller omega used to ask to be with him but Wonho basically told him to suck it up and get through it himself, in a gentle way though. And Jinyoung did that.

Because Wonho is such an ignorant jerk of a boyfriend. He couldn't even survive his first three waves alone, he had no right to tell the other to do so. More so when he just slept with an alpha because he is too ashamed to touch himself. He remembered thinking it is his job to do so. He just proved to himself that he is now those omegas that he used to hated so much. He had no dignity. How pathetic of him.

'Wonho. You okay?' Minwoo's voice woke him from his dark thoughts.

'Uhm.'

'Go take a shower and meet me in the kitchen later. Shirts and pants are in the closet. Towel's on the desk.' Wonho gets out of bed and starts his way to the closet before stopping as he felt fluids down his thighs. Looking around for tissues, he grabs a few and starts to wipe himself, completely oblivious of the alpha staring back at him. He hears what seems like a curse but ignores it to focus on his task. Suddenly being lifted, Wonho gasps in shock as he is carried to the bathroom.

'Shit. Sorry. I'll be back. Make sure to clean yourself as much as you can okay? Shit.' Minwoo hands him the shower before taking off the shower head.

'Here. Use this if you need. Sorry.' Wonho doesn't really grasp the whole situation but he knows the alpha is preparing to leave again. He is putting on his jeans.

'Are you leaving??!' They already did it. Minwoo shouldn't leave him!

'Just for a bit.'

'Why? What bout food? You said-'

'Pharmacy. I need to get some pills for you. I messed up. I didn't know what I was thinking.'

'What pills?' Wonho stares at the alpha, holding his hand to stop him from going out the door. He doesn't want to be left alone again, even for a bit. 

Minwoo stares back at him in confusion. 'Wonho… You're an omega…' Minwoo holds his tongue, not sure whether to continue. Before he could choose though, the omega finally understood. 

He is now an omega. He just wiped off the alpha's cum flowing from inside of him. No.

Noticing the scared look, Minwoo tries to hold the man but Wonho recoils from his touch. Mind still in distress, Minwoo decides it is better for him to leave and buy the morning-after pills as quickly as possible. He will deal with Wonho later.

Moving to the living room, Minwoo grabs the bag on the floor and returns to the room to pass it to its owner. Grabbing it, Wonho brings out his phone, but more than that, he needs something else. The yellow plastic case with his medicine. 'You… have the pills?'

Wonho ignores the man and takes two of each but before he could place them into his mouth, Minwoo stops him. 'What are these?'

'My meds.'

'Meds? Contra-' Minwoo looks at those familiar looking pills. 'Wonho… you shouldn't take these pills this much.' It isn't the pills he thought it was. They are anti-anxiety and anti-depression pills. Knowing they weren't contraceptive pills makes him a bit relieved but worried at the same time. Wonho refuses to let go of them though. 'You can't take them in an empty stomach. You'll have side-effects.'

Minwoo takes them away, along with the plastic case. Wonho is not fighting him but he keeps looking at the floor, as if sulking. Sighing, the alpha caresses the other's head, 'I'll come back and make your food as quickly as possible okay? Call me if anything's wrong.' The omega nods and Minwoo walks towards the front door. Realizing one important thing, he turns around. 'Take my phone number.' 

Wonho takes his phone up and switches it on. Waiting awkwardly in silence, getting impatient, Minwoo speaks, 'Forget it. Gimme yours.' 

Finally closing the door behind him, Minwoo hits his head lightly. He forgot that he was the one who switched Wonho's phone off that morning out of his jealousy.