"So? According to that dream, you're married. Why do you have to break ties with your ex girlfriend? I don't think any woman would like to see her husband and have other contacts with her ex girlfriend?"
"According to you, you are undoubtedly the wrong party in your marriage. If I really had that dream, it's reasonable for me to avoid you. Why do you still have the face to question me now?"
The cold shoulder suddenly collapsed: "you really saw those, I just don't understand, whether in dream or reality, why am I the one left behind?"
"Before you ask me, why don't you look at what you've done? I'm a wise man who clearly sees the end of the future, so it's reasonable for me to want to make a change."
"People can't fall twice in the same place. After all, not everyone dares to experience the pain of cutting their wrists for the second time." Looking at Yan Han's wide eyes and thinking about hooking his lips: "I thought it would be ok if you didn't know, but since you also had such a dream, I think you should be able to understand what I did."
"In order to cope with the urging of marriage at home, there happened to be a fool who took you as a life-saving straw and deeply loved you at that time, so it would be half pushed to marry Gu Nian."
Speaking of the past, I have been very calm.
"You like the way she has short hair and wears a red Strapless skirt, because she is similar to Du Miao in some places."
"You will prepare gifts for Du Miao every year on his birthday or every anniversary. Even if those gifts are not sent out in the end, you don't want to prepare any surprises for Gu Miao."
"Du Miao is ill and has a fever. All he can find is you. You leave your thoughts and take care of your ex girlfriend. I can see all this clearly."
"Du Miao's sinister heart is true, but are you really innocent? Your heart is worried about another woman day and night. I clearly see this. Why should I choose to go the old way again?"
Yan Han was stunned and looked at the thought: "but I don't have the idea to be with Du Miao again!"
Gu Nian poked a taro ball: "but what does that have to do with me? You married her, but you didn't treat her well, and you didn't fulfill your responsibility as a husband. Even if Du Miao is eyeing, you should avoid suspicion as a husband. You should understand? Since I had that dream, I was thinking, why did she meet such things?"
"Her parents belittled her and looked down on her. Why did you marry her when you didn't love her? You gave her hope, but finally destroyed those hopes with your own hands, leaving her only despair."
"She really wants to live with you all her life, but this poor woman didn't come to a good end in the end." Speaking of the past, caring is like telling other people's stories.
The severe cold was silent for a long time: "I just didn't expect that you would choose such a decisive way in the end. Your attitude towards divorce was very firm. At that time, I thought that if you left, maybe you could calm down..."
Thinking about the self mocking hook lip: "did you ever think that was the last way she used to retain you? Just you promised, it was the last straw to crush her."
Shen Shiqing stood in the distance and saw their conversation clearly. The more he looked at him, the more he felt puzzled. What does that say? Looking at the expression of concern, I'm obviously in a bad mood.
Yan Han: "it's not that I don't love you, but it's too late to understand. When I want to recover..."
Don't look at him: "don't come back later, I won't see you again. Do you know how I felt when I saw you at home? I wish I could drive you out immediately!"
Yan Han muttered to himself, "no wonder you were like that at that time..."
Gu Nian: "I won't say I'll forgive you. Loving someone or not is a choice, not a mistake. Just since you don't love her, you shouldn't delay her. Go, and we won't meet again if it's not necessary."
The cold stood up in a trance: "I love you..."
The thought was only funny: "then go to the dream and tell her. What's the use of late affectionate regret? Things have passed. I have a husband and I'm doing well now."
When Shen Shiqing came out of the cafe, he sat down opposite him. "You look in a bad mood. Don't go to the company this afternoon. I'll take you home to have a rest?"
Miss holding milk tea: "don't you ask?"
Shen Shiqing shook her head: "although curious, I won't ask if you don't want to say. You are my wife now. Our marriage is very happy."
Gu Nian put down the glass: "then go back. I really don't have the heart to go back to work at the moment."
Shen Shiqing: "OK, I'll tell the store manager that you can arrange the things at hand."
Half an hour later, Gu Nian was lying on the big bed at home. Her eyes were a little distant and seemed to think of the past.
Shen Shiqing leaned against the edge of the bed and stroked her long hair with her right hand, as if she were smoothing her hair.
Gu Nian hugged Shen Shiqing's waist and said, "what I originally planned not to say all my life is not a happy thing."
Shen Shiqing held his hand and did not interrupt his consideration.
Gu Nian: "I thought that if the cold didn't find me, I would regard the past as a big dream and completely forget it."
Shen Shiqing frowned and thought that she was only 20 years old. She knew her own experience. Is there any change in it?
Thinking of lying on the pillow, "do you believe in the past and this life?"
Shen Shiqing frowned, "what do you mean?"
Gu Nian turned to look at Yan Han: "what Yan Han told me today, on the surface, it's just a dream he had. In fact, it's what I've really experienced, that is, my previous life."
"I remember my life ended at the age of 26. I cut here..."
Gu Nian stretched out his left hand and gestured at the wrist of his right hand. Shen Shiqing held her right hand: "don't do such a thing!"
Gu Nian smiled: "yes, I still want to be with you for a long time. Of course I won't do such a thing again."
"Tell me, I want to know everything you've been through in the past."
He glanced at him: "didn't you just see it all?"
Shen Shiqing was a little tough: "but I want to hear from you."
Gu thought for a moment: "let's start after the age of 12... Before the age of 12, it's the same experience. I went to college step by step and couldn't escape the control of Gu Qingcheng and Zhang Yun. In the University, I finally chose a foreign language major they didn't like."
"At that time, I didn't know that my family was in s city until I graduated from college and wanted to find a job. As a student of the foreign language department, it was actually difficult to get a job."