"At that time, Gu Qingcheng and Zhang Yun were not as gentle as they are now. They always aimed to belittle me and hit me. They called it setback education. I became very sensitive and inferior, and it was easy to think more."
"In order to solve the problem of employment, Gu Qingcheng found Yan Lichao, that is, Yan's father, which means to see if they can help me get a foothold in s city?"
"Yan Lichao and Liu Hui were very kind to me. Under Yan Lichao's introduction, I worked as a translator in a company. In order to express my gratitude, Gu Qingcheng specially took me to the door to thank me. It was the severe cold I met at that time."
"I just graduated that year and was twenty-three years old. At this time, I was thirty years old in the severe cold, which was a time of high spirits."
Shen Shiqing's hand paused and looked at him: "it's just seeking truth from facts. It's just how much I liked it at that time and how much I hate it now in retrospect."
"He is capable and clean. With the relationship between the two families, it's natural for me to be interested in him. It's strange that he refused me once before, but he agreed after my second confession."
"How happy I was at that time. I thought God finally cared for me once. I married him in two months. I thought I suffered so much in front of me just for future happiness."
"But I don't know. The pain has just begun."
"Du Miao is a cold ex girlfriend. They have a good relationship. Only after graduation, Du Miao chose to go abroad for gold plating, and quickly registered for marriage after flying abroad."
"Du Miao likes to wear a long red dress, fancy restaurants and elegant symphonies. I used to be happy that the cold would buy me a skirt, take me to fancy restaurants and take me to concerts."
"Until Du Miao found me later, I didn't know that in this year's marriage, I was just a tool used by the cold to miss Du Miao. How ridiculous?"
"Later, I thought about it carefully. Why did I suddenly agree to my confession on that cold day? I remember that day I changed my hairstyle and wore a red skirt."
"After several proofs, I feel extremely disgusting." Gu Nian sighed: "Du Miao is fierce. After seeing me, she knew that the cold was unforgettable to her old love. In this case, of course she doesn't want to let go."
Shen Shiqing hugged Gu Nian in her arms, as if she wanted to give her strength. Just listening, he knew what kind of torture he had suffered.
Physical pain is nothing, but mental torture is more deadly.
"At that time, I was paranoid and sensitive. Now when I think back, I can't wait to go back and slap me. Because I'm too short of love, I'm not willing to give up the slightest warmth given by others. I regard the severe cold as a life-saving straw, and he is almost all I have."
"There were many quarrels between us, and then the cold didn't even want to go home."
"I want to divorce, but Zhang Yun doesn't agree. Unexpectedly, Gu Qingcheng agrees. Maybe this is the biggest reason why I reconcile with them in my life."
"The divorce went well. We had no children and had independent property after marriage. But Yan Han didn't know that it was the last means to keep the marriage. She hoped Yan Han could say it firmly."
"Unexpectedly, he agreed so easily, which became the last straw to crush me."
Shen Shiqing brushed her fingers on her cheek. She found that she was crying. She arched in Shen Shiqing's arms: "I don't want to cry. I'm so happy now."
"Besides, Zhang Yun always talks about men. It's nothing to play outside. As long as he finally comes home, etc., I did everything wrong."
"I was thinking at that time that I was the victim. Why did you accuse me in the end? So I chose that way, because there was no attachment in that world."
"No one is willing to give up her life unless she really has no expectations for the world. No one loves her, no one gives her warmth, and no one considers her from her standpoint." The memory was buried in Shen Shiqing's chest. Shen Shiqing only felt that his chest was extremely hot.
"I just didn't expect that God gave me a second chance to start over. In that case, I have to live for myself."
She grabbed the clothes Shen Shiqing wanted to measure: "you know everything next."
"So when you're 12, you've made a very different choice from your previous life. Are you going to completely separate from the past and leave the people who hurt you completely in the past?"
Shen Shiqing hugged her waist in a low voice.
Gu Nian nodded: "yes, when life gradually passed, I was thinking, why am I? Why am I always hurt? Since I can start all over again, I must stay away from them completely."
"So I went to boarding school and worked hard to get rid of them. I just didn't expect that Gu Qingcheng and Zhang Yun had changed. After all, they are parents. Even if I'm heartless, I can't really give them up."
Shen Shiqing pulled the care out of her arms: "I knew you were a kind-hearted girl. After so many wounds, you can still love bravely. You are a very brave person."
Looking down his eyelids and not looking at Shen Shiqing, "will you... Be afraid of me?"
Shen Shiqing rubbed her head: "how? Knowing this will only hurt you more. I wish I had met you earlier. In this way, you don't have to carry so much alone. It's too hard."
Miss looked up at him: "my eyes are good."
Shen Shiqing put his forehead against her: "yes, my reading is not only good-looking, but also very brave."
Gu Nian grabbed Shen Shiqing's finger: "I didn't expect the severe cold to see this. What's this? Now I don't feel sick. If he doesn't know this, I can still be regarded as the son of a world friend."
"But when he knew this, he still had the face to find me in front of him and pose as a victim. It's really incomparable."
Shen Shiqing patted his back: "we won't mention him in the future. Now you are my wife. What does it have to do with his severe cold? Your fate ended as early as the last life, didn't you?"
"Yes, it ended as early as the last life. I chose Y City in college, thinking that I would not have anything to do with the past."
Shen Shiqing hugged her: "I'm very grateful that you finally chose here so that we can meet and love each other. Just promise me that no matter what happens in the future, your life is the most important."