Looking at his serious expression, she burst into laughter: "of course I know that my life is the most important. After so many years, I have long known that I am the most important. I understand the truth that lovers love themselves first."
"Of course it's good to have someone love me, but if no one loves me, I should take good care of myself. It's undoubtedly wrong to place my hope on others. No one is anyone's savior. I want to understand these principles again."
Shen Shiqing: "just understand, but you can always rely on me. Maybe I can't be your Savior, but I will do my best to love you, take care of you and don't let you get hurt."
Gu Nian: "I believe you, you have done everything you promised me. I will also love you, take care of you and try to protect you."
Knowing the pain of caring for the past, Shen Shiqing and caring for the past became stronger and more close to each other. As for the severe cold, they have long been left behind.
However, Shen Shiqing did not like the cold. Now it's calm to see the care. But how much pain she suffered in the process of healing herself, so a thin girl came by herself.
Whenever she thought of this, Shen Shiqing was particularly distressed. He won't talk about the numb words, but he is more gentle when dealing with consideration.
Since we parted unhappily with the severe cold last time, we thought that their meeting would end here. But who knows, within a week, the severe cold appeared in Shen Shiqing's Cafe again.
But I don't know this time. The severe cold came to find Shen Shiqing.
By the window of the cafe, two big men sat opposite each other, one gentle and elegant, amiable. Another cold and capable, like the flower of kaolin, is a very attractive type.
Shen Shiqing looked at the severe cold inquisitively. He could detect that compared with the last time, the momentum of the severe cold was more condensed and seemed to have experienced a lot. It's only been less than a week. What has the severe cold experienced?
Yan Han looks at Shen Shiqing opposite. Is this the person who cares about his choice in this life? He had to admit that compared with himself, Shen Shiqing looked a lot more gentle and less difficult to get close to.
"I came to see you this time because I wanted to ask you something." Yan Han stroked his heart. He admitted that he was jealous of Shen Shiqing. He chose him in his life and completely left himself in the past.
In her last life, she was so determined to leave. In this life, she went too far and didn't even leave him time to get along with him. She chose Y City and completely cut off any possible connection between them.
Thinking of these, the cold frowned. Last time he went back, he began to dream all night. He didn't completely integrate those dreams into his memory until yesterday.
It turns out that those are not dreams, but what really happened in my last life. It's just that God is so unfair. Why should he remember it all at this time?
Now that it's done, it's someone else's business to think about it. He had no face to see him again. The more he remembered the memory of his previous life, the more he was ashamed of the cold.
Shen Shiqing: "if Mr. Yan has anything to say directly."
Yan Han clenched his fist and said, "take care of her. She had a hard time before."
Shen Shiqing squinted: "she is my wife. It's my duty to take care of her and love her. I enjoy it. What position does Mr. Yan take to ask me?"
The cold was a little embarrassed: "I..."
Gu Nian also saw this scene in the office. She poked Jiang Chan: "sister, what do you mean by the severe cold?"
Jiang Chan glanced at the severe cold: "you know the butterfly effect. Sometimes a small change will bring a series of changes. The last time the severe cold came to you, his soul was not as vicissitudes as it is now."
"But now he seems to merge with his previous life. That is to say, the current cold is the cold of his previous life. His soul looks very old and much older than his real age."
Gu Nian fell on the office chair and said, "this world is like a sieve."
Jiang Chan: "calm down, I have encountered many examples like this. As long as you are firm, the situation of others has nothing to do with you. You have embarked on a different path, which is the most important."
Looking at Shen Shiqing; "Shi Qing was angry."
Jiang Chan: "of course he will be angry. If anyone sees someone who has hurt his wife, it's strange not to be angry. Moreover, the severe cold is a face-to-face provocation."
Gu Nian: "it's the first time I've seen Shi Qing like this. You see, his smile is gone."
Jiang Chan: "know later and realize later. Sometimes it's the most harmful. Sometimes it's missed. No matter how you regret later and how you recover, it won't help."
Gu Nian: "in fact, I thought at that time, if one day the cold knows that he loves me, will I look back? I won't look back, because I don't trust him anymore."
"The lack of trust in feelings is a very terrible thing, let alone love."
"Now it seems that I have come out of the haze, but the cold is really trapped. But I don't sympathize with him at all. If I sympathize with him, who will sympathize with me?"
Jiang Chan: "then don't sympathize. No one stipulates that you need to sympathize with someone who has hurt you. How can you live your life with peace of mind after hurting others? You always have to pay a price."
"Sister, I like to talk to you, and I also like to talk to Shi Qing, because you will all stand on my side. You won't complain about me because of my estrangement from my parents, and I will be the first in everything."
Jiang Chan: "no one will blame you. You have handled the relationship between you and Gu Qingcheng Zhang Yun very well. Even if you really break the relationship with them, I will stand on your side. In this world, there is not only food and clothing, but also parents who have fulfilled their responsibilities of raising children."
"We can love and complain about them at the same time. Who says love and complaint can't exist together? Love them because they have really changed, and complain about them because we have been hurt in the past."
"If you can't laugh off the past, don't force yourself to deliberately forget, as long as you live comfortably."
Gu Nian was silent for a long time: "yes, you're right. There's no contradiction between love and complaint. I hope now that the cold will not appear in my life again. I've made a choice long ago."
"He is a smart man. Of course he understands your choice, otherwise he won't go to Shen Shiqing today." Jiang Chan glanced at the severe cold and her eyes were calm.