Chapter 424

From a distance, Seth and will see Langley who just left the chemotherapy room.

Today's lanli dress is very simple, dark blue T-shirt, with smoke gray jeans, and white canvas shoes, full of youth, but does not appear to be publicity, completely is "anti-cancer me" Adam's dress. He stopped at the door, waved goodbye to the patients in the chemotherapy room, and then turned around.

Seth can capture a light radian in the corner of lanli's mouth. It can't be said to be a smile, but a faint smile. It's just like the sunshine in early spring and March falling on the calm lake. The shining light is not dazzling at all. Sometimes it's mixed with the chill of winter, and it's dense on the sparse face.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" He pointed to the building next door. "I'm ready to go now. What about you?"

In the last two days, the crew changed their shooting positions. Langley and Anna Kendrick are shooting opposite scenes, the content is about the psychologist Catherine help Adam to ease the psychological scene. That building is a long way from here. It takes about 15 minutes to walk around the inpatient department.

Will looked at blue Li seriously.

On the surface, Lan Li looks very normal, and there seems to be no change. If you look carefully, you can see that the face, which was only the size of a palm, has lost a small circle, and the look between the eyebrows is a little dim, as if all the light has converged and covered with a thin layer of fog.

"We're going to be there, too. How about together?" Seth said with a big smile, and then asked tentatively, "how do you feel? Will the stomach be more comfortable? "

"Good. No problem. " Lan Li nodded with a smile, then chuckled and raised his mouth. "Don't worry. If something goes wrong, I'll be the first to inform the actors' Union and ask them to trouble you."

In the face of this joke, Seth couldn't laugh. He just "ha ha" twice, barely coping with it, because lanli's state is really not very good.

Although Lan Li was joking just now, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, these smiles didn't fall into the bottom of his eyes at all. They were just like a wisp of smoke, hidden in the deep of his eyes. It seemed that as long as a light wind came, they would disappear suddenly. I can't feel the surging vitality all over my body. This kind of blue ceremony is really strange.

Seth became more and more worried. He turned his head and looked at will, frowning and winking, trying to make will say something. But before will could speak, Langley's voice came again, "you go first. I'm going to the bathroom, and then I'll follow you." With that, without waiting for their response, Lan Li waved with a smile and walked towards the bathroom next to him.

Seth and will stood where they were and looked at each other - all of a sudden.

Both of them were a little at a loss. They couldn't help but cast their eyes on him. Then will noticed. Lan Li's seemingly steady step is a little impatient at this time. Is it really because he is anxious to solve his physiological needs?

But will's intuition tells him that's not the case. There was no time to think about it, so will quickly caught up with him. Seth slowed down, but his steps immediately followed him. The two men came to the bathroom door, ready to enter, but their steps stopped.

"Ouch."

The confused and turbulent sound reverberated in the bathroom space, which awakened the deep memory in will's mind. He remembered, he clearly remembered, those moments when he got up in the middle of the night, when he went to the bathroom to hold the toilet and vomit madly, as if he wanted to empty his whole body, even his soul became empty.

The clear memory and cruel reality make will stop. He pulls Seth, who is ready to rush in, and shakes his head slightly. Simple but firm. However, the pain and struggle between the eyebrows began to turn up.

Oh. Lan Li felt that all the viscera were going to vomit.

I met Seth and will just now. Suddenly, my stomach felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, as if someone was beating him in the stomach. One punch, another punch, and then the whole stomach convulsed. The surging waves were too strong, far beyond the range of tolerance. As long as he stayed for another second, he might lose control completely.

So, regardless of the two people, Lan Li rushed directly to the bathroom in a mess. With the remaining reason and control, he let himself into the compartment, closed the door, held the toilet and began to vomit.

It's ridiculous, isn't it? Even in the face of such a crisis, he is still not completely out of control, hiding his embarrassment and bad. Twenty years of aristocratic education has brought far more powerful influence than imagined, and even has gradually become an instinct. Even if he doesn't like it.

Oh. It's as if someone is pounding the stomach from the bottom up, trying to knock everything out. But that's the problem. He hardly ate this morning. He just drank half a cup of hot milk. Now he vomited all of them, but the urge to vomit still couldn't stop, and the acid and astringency began to flow up.

Vomit to all organs have been crowded to the throat, dead to block all the air into the main road, unable to breathe, that kind of frequent hypoxia suffocation feeling is still unable to restrain the boiling of the stomach, began to vomit again, but just vomit a burst of acid water. His whole throat was choked with his fist, and he couldn't breathe. He felt a burst of hot on his face. Then he realized that the tears had fallen uncontrollably.

Cough, cough, cough.

I couldn't vomit anything, but I was choked by my own saliva, so I began to cough violently. But at last, the feeling of vomit came to a stage temporarily. The turbid and hot air poured into the respiratory tract, which was so turbulent that the cough became more intense. The imitation Buddha wanted to cough up all the viscera that had not vomited just now.

His hands tightly grasped the edge, but he found that the power of his fingertips and arms was slipping bit by bit. The feeling of losing control beat his stomach hard, but he was unable to resist, and slowly fell to the ground, even ignoring the dirty bathroom and the etiquette of your family.

So embarrassed.

The whole person just seems to have just been fished out of the water, and his whole body is soaked with sweat. Pain comes from his temples, just like millions of embroidery needles stabbing his head at the same time. The thin pain slowly penetrates down, not fierce, but makes people cry out.

The cold sweat on the forehead is constantly coming out, like baking on the fire, or running on the ice. The hot feeling is even more painful than the fire in hell; But the back is a burst of cold, from the spine all the way to the sole of the foot, that through the heart of the bone of the cold spread out bursts of shivering, so that the muscles began to stiffen up.

Extreme and extreme collision, began to tear every part of the body, so that the last trace of strength in the muscle disappeared, nothing left. The whole person was sitting on the ground, his back reluctantly leaning against the marble wall, his eyes were so hot that he couldn't help closing his eyes, every pore was breathing pain, every cell was suffering, He couldn't even breathe.

He didn't understand why. This is not stomach disease, nor cancer, but he clearly felt the torture from body to spirit, the helplessness and despair, which made the halo of the soul dim.

Sitting on the ground, every part of his body was protesting and groaning, but he couldn't move.

It's like the whole person goes through the process of sinking. The process of slowly sinking is slowed down ten times, a hundred times, one millimeter and one millimeter. He can clearly see the bubbles leaving from the skin surface, just like the dissipation of vitality. But there is no pain. On the contrary, there is a kind of grand and magnificent beauty, which is breathtaking to capture the poetic, singing and beautiful scenery in his sight It's a moving picture.

He realized that he was sinking, but he didn't feel the pain, so he didn't resist, he didn't struggle, he just let himself sink gradually, and all the light around him disappeared slowly.

Langley knew it was cancer.

When he realized that the last breath of air in his lungs had been consumed, when he realized that death had surrounded every cell of his body, when he realized that only fighting could prolong his life, it was too late. He could only wave his arm nihilistically, resist symbolically twice, and then go to jail.

But even more terrifying, he didn't feel fear. It seems that the link between reason and emotion has been cut off. Reason is constantly warning, and the alarm bell is ringing, reminding him that he should be angry, rebellious and excited. But his emotion has no response, just a silence.

Pulled the corners of the mouth, outlined a smile, bitter, bitter, absurd, sarcastic, banter“ Ah He didn't know why he laughed, but he suddenly wanted to laugh. It was too funny, wasn't it?

Facing death, he should burn his bridges and squander recklessly; He has experienced death, so he should not be afraid any more; He has regained his new life, so he should stride forward to the end of his dream. He is chujiashu, he is lanli, he is Adam; However, he is not Chu Jiashu or Lan Li. He is still Adam.

The boundary between illusion and reality has completely disappeared.

Sitting on the floor of the bathroom, he seemed to be lying in the hospital bed for ten years, humming a tune, as if he had given up fighting and accepted the fact; He is like sitting in the soft and comfortable chair, actively cooperating with chemotherapy, hoping to beat cancer, but deep in his heart, he is not sure what cancer is all about.

Until now, he was not sure what had happened. In addition to the fact that he was sitting on the ground where the bacteria were growing in the hospital and vomiting. He thought, will Matthew Dunlop's hair stand up when he sees this?