Lanli tried to calm himself down, but his body was constantly protesting. His head was aching, his ears were singing, his muscles were sour, and his stomach was cold; Lying on the sofa, he felt that the cushion was turning into a pool of cold mud, which bit by bit devoured his body. The cold and wet went through his pores into his blood and stabbed his bones sharply, but he couldn't even lift his strength to resist.
He knew that he was out of control, but he could not stop it. After the nameless fire was forced down, it swept up again and burned all his reason.
"If it's about the Oscars, then I can tell you I'm not going to be there."
Before the rational reaction, the words were impulsively uttered. Even lanli didn't understand how these words came out. Why did he suddenly mention Oscar? Why didn't you plan to attend all of a sudden?
"What?" Andy is a little confused, this sudden situation really caught him off guard, Rao is experienced, the voice of consternation also blurted out. But the gaffe was only for a moment. Andy took a deep breath and calmed himself down again. Then he spoke again and asked calmly, "what's the matter, lanli? Why did you suddenly decide not to attend? "
"Chi." The corner of lanli's mouth overflowed with a sneer of sarcasm. He slowly opened his eyes and glanced at Andy. A faint sneer and disdain flashed through his eyes. "I thought you came to Seattle because of my health. Why, I'm so flustered when I hear that I won't attend the Oscars? "
In the face of lanli's sharp fire, although the corners of Andy's mouth are still with a shallow arc, there is no smile at the bottom of his eyes. "Lanli, I think you need to have a rest. After you slow down, we will talk slowly."
Andy realizes that the current Langley is in a tuyere state, just like a volcanic eruption. Whoever bumps into it will have bad luck. He didn't understand what was going on. He had known Lan Li for so long, and he had never seen Lan Li behave so impolitely.
Compared with anti anger, lanli's calm and sagacious temperament has disappeared. It seems to be easier to get close to him, but it also seems to be more common and simple. This is the most strange part.
"Now you're willing to let me rest again?" Instead, Lan Li sits up and stares at Andy. His dark brown eyes don't cover up. All his emotions are clear at a glance, but it's just a mess, like a wool ball without thread. "Do I want me to rest, or do I want to take part in the Oscars?"
Randy's aggressive, Andy refused to respond positively, not that he can not refute, but that he understands that any refutation is just intensifying the situation. Lan Li made it clear that he wanted to quarrel. He was initiating a war. This kind of blue gift is really incomprehensible.
"I don't see the point of going to the Oscars." Andy doesn't respond, but lanli doesn't plan to give up. The anger flowing in his chest is pouring out like a flame, burning all the reason, all the control and all the repression“ I'm just like a monkey in a circus. I'll show it in front of everyone, and then everyone will come to watch, have fun and tease! "
"We all know that the best actor is Colin Firth's and the best actress is Natalie Portman's. That's settled. All the other nominees are just running with them. We arrived at the scene and said the words of blessing against our will. Jesus Christ, I don't want to bless them at all, OK? Every nominee wants to win a prize. Those words that don't want to win the prize are just hypocritical nonsense! "
Lan Li's face flushed abnormally, and his whole face suddenly became ruddy. The fresh and tender color set off the paleness of his lips and the depression of his eyes.
Andy didn't want to respond, but he didn't hold back after all. "If you want to win the prize in the future, then you must attend!" He also noticed the abnormality of lanli's face, which seemed too abnormal. He gave Nathan a wink and asked Nathan to call the doctor, but Nathan was stunned and didn't respond for a moment, and Andy's calm was disturbed.
"No, I don't want it." Lan Li waved and shook his head indifferently. Then he leaned back heavily and fell into the cushion of the sofa. "I can't see the meaning of it."
"The significance of it is that you can get your own recognition, and then build your acting career according to your own ideas." Andy reluctantly resist anxiety, step by step for the camp to persuade, "in this world, full of countless rules. We can't be bound by the rules. Only by breaking the rules can we have freedom. But before breaking through, we have to adapt to the rules, learn to use them, and then break them. Those who ignore the rules are often martyrs. "
"Those ordinary people who have done nothing in society, those who have lost their edge and personality, those who have accomplished nothing and succumbed to life. That's what I told myself. " It can be said that Lan Li's firepower was fully opened, and all 18 kinds of martial arts were put into action, including ridicule, scorn, ridicule, banter and contempt.
Then, Langley pauses for a moment, looks at Andy seriously, and emphasizes again, "no, I won't be there."
Originally, it was just an idea, an idea that came out of thin air, but now the idea is growing bit by bit, and then it occupies all of his head uncontrollably: he doesn't want to attend the Oscars.
In front of cancer, he can't see the significance of Oscar. Compared with life and death, compared with the significance of life, a little golden man is just a drop in the ocean. He should pursue a greater ideal, find his own meaning on the road of life, and put aside the luxury and desire of vanity fair.
In front of the performance, he can't see the significance of the Oscar. It's just an award elected by a group of specific races, gender and groups, just like a presidential election. It's a game, a game controlled by a few people, such as the Weinstein brothers.
He is an actor, not a star. He doesn't want to give up his persistence for a show.
"I'm in the middle of filming. The crew can't stop just because I'm alone." Lanli's thought suddenly began to become clear. In the chaos, the only belief steadfastly guided him to sprint forward.
"We are in a very good condition now. Once we interrupt, no one knows what will happen. Next, I'm going to shoot the scene of shaving my hair. The whole crew is looking forward to it and we are all ready. So, I'm not going to the Oscars, I'm not going to Los Angeles for a circus show
Lan Li's words are so firm, with a rough and brutal sharp, unstoppable rush, which makes Andy not from Leng in place, he can open his mouth to refute, but see the look in Lan Li's eyes, his words are stuck in the throat.
This is the first time Andy has seen the soul of Langley so clearly.
Hot and crazy, pure and sincere, bright and clear, that desperate madness for performance, that immersed in the performance can not extricate themselves from the focus, that because of the performance and blooming light firm, without any cover to show, people can not move their eyes, also let the language lose color.
But the light just burst out in a flash. Then Lan Li covered his mouth and ran to the bathroom in a panic. He threw the door and closed it heavily. The whole door was groaning in pain.
Andy doesn't know why. He looks at Nathan anxiously, but Nathan's face is also blank. Before today, Langley has never had such symptoms, and only will and Seth know the episode in the afternoon.
Two people ran toward the bathroom in a panic. Without waiting to knock on the door, there was a strong voice of vomiting. Even though they were across the door, they could clearly feel the exhausted suffering. The pain of tearing burst out to the extreme in the weak voice. It was hot but cold.
It turns out that the pain is so real and concrete.
Even Andy can't bear to keep away from his eyes, not to mention Nathan. Andy knows that lanli's situation is very bad, visible to the naked eye, but the real situation is far beyond imagination. A thin door seems to separate the two worlds, and the end of that side is hell.
As soon as he turns around and leaves, Andy takes out his mobile phone and dials the number immediately. Through a series of contacts, he contacts the local personal doctor in Seattle and asks him to come to his home immediately.
After all this, Andy went back to the bathroom door again, but it was quiet inside, there was no sound. Looking up at Nathan, he only saw an anxious face and two blank eyes - he was also very anxious and forgot that Nathan was locked out of the door like him, so he couldn't know what was going on inside.
Take a deep breath. Andy forces himself to calm down.
The performance of lanli today is too abnormal. To be more precise, lanli in the past two weeks is not normal. Because of his busy schedule, Andy just keeps in touch with Nathan every day and doesn't notice the situation of Langley every day, so today's contrast is particularly obvious. It's like a 180 degree sharp turn.
Andy has a bad feeling in his heart.
The door of the bathroom was opened, and then Andy saw the blue Li in front of him. His wet short hair could be seen. He had just cleaned and treated it simply, so he couldn't feel the embarrassment of vomiting. However, the pale cheeks and the weakness and fatigue between his eyebrows suggested that things were not so simple.
Andy suddenly regretted that if he didn't introduce "anti cancer me" to lanli, would lanli not be in such a dilemma?