Chapter 431

The private doctor left.

He made a simple diagnosis for lanli, and got a detailed understanding of the situation in the past. In addition, he asked Nathan some detailed questions, but he was helpless. From the perspective of diagnosis alone, lanli's body has no major problems, at most it is just a slight cold, but lanli's reaction is so intense that it's really hard to understand.

Finally, the doctor suggests that Andy, with blue to the hospital to do a comprehensive examination, and then make a judgment.

Seeing off the doctor, Andy is thoughtful. A bold idea flashed through his mind, but he immediately denied it. He thinks it's too incredible, shakes his head, and then walks back to the bedroom.

The doctor said that lanli had better eat some liquid food to supplement energy, but don't give too much stimulation to the stomach to avoid severe vomiting again. So Nathan went to the kitchen to prepare the food, and only lanli was left in the room.

Andy went to the door of the room and saw Lan Li sitting on the bed at a glance. He looked out of the window, his eyes fell on the sparse light without focus. The lonely figure had an indescribable loneliness. The fatigue and vulnerability between his eyebrows were like the drizzle in March, fainting sparsely, which made people feel sad.

Andy's movements are involuntarily put down, just thought again in the mind jumped out, he tentatively called out, "Adam?"

Then, lanli turned his head reflexively, and his eyes showed a look of inquiry. The flash of sadness seemed to penetrate from the depths of his soul, which made Andy's heart slowly slide down.

His guess is true.

Before shooting "buried alive", Andy didn't sign a contract with lanli, so he didn't know the shooting process of the film. Later, Andy heard that Langley was lying in the coffin to experience the story that the character was almost possessed. He just listened to it, and didn't really feel the impact of it. He even used this detail as a chip to publicize it.

After all, hearing is just hearing. It's not true after all.

Just now, Andy was wondering whether these sudden changes were due to too much involvement in the play? For example, a sudden change in character? Another example is health problems that have no origin? Or, for example, uncontrollable anger? If so, then the explanation makes sense.

But immediately, Andy denied his idea. He's an agent, not an actor. He believes in talent, devotion and concentration, but he can't understand the feeling of being trapped and unable to extricate himself.

Now, Andy believes it.

Looking at lanli in front of him, Andy opens his mouth, but for the first time he finds that his mind is blank. He doesn't know how to react or how to open his mouth. Countless words in his mind just say, "are you ok?"

Lan Li pursed his lips and outlined a smile. "Sorry, I acted like a jerk just now. Are you all scared by me? "

It's lanli, but it's not lanli.

Andy knows it's ridiculous. If someone says this to him, he won't even respond. He will only treat him as an idiot. But at the moment, that's what Andy thinks. In front of this person, like Lan Li, but not Lan Li. Andy knows. He's supposed to be Adam.

"I don't have to talk like that. You're just trying to show concern." Lan Li gently closed his eyes, slowly breathed out a breath, and his words became gentle again.

Although his spine, palms and soles of his feet are freezing and his whole body is still sinking, his chaotic brain has finally recovered. It seems that with the earth shaking vomiting just now, all his irritability has disappeared. Of course, it is also possible that all the roars were released just now, and all of them calmed down.

The latter explanation should be more reliable.

"You don't have to worry about me." Andy gave a smile. "Believe me, I've met more crazy situations. At least you're not dawn Johnson. Otherwise, one fist will be enough for me to lie down for a week."

Blue Li chuckled, although the whole person was still very tired, but the corner of his mouth was slightly up.

Andy hesitated for a moment, walked into the room, then stood at the end of the bed and said seriously, "lenley, I'm your agent. Without a manager, I'm your most trustworthy person. So, you don't need to worry about my problems, because I'm the one who doesn't want to have an accident. For my benefit, I don't want my previous investment to be wasted. "

The light irony is conveyed in Andy's style. Lanli gently closes his chin, showing a smile, without refutation.

"So, do you need help?" Andy is not very good at dealing with such situations, but he is doing his best.

In general, it's left to the manager or the psychotherapist. In Hollywood, nine of the ten actors have their own psychotherapists; The only one that doesn't have is a madman.

It's hard to imagine the pressure of living under the spotlight. It seems that everyone in every corner of the world has the right and qualification to comment on the life of actors, even condescending criticism. This kind of ubiquitous pressure is the product of vanity fair. It can't get rid of, but not everyone can handle it.

But lanli's career is just at the beginning, and she can't afford the expensive cost of psychological counseling. What's more, this is the first time that lanli has a problem. Andy has to fight hard.

Blue Li ha ha ground smile two, that dull smile is rolling in the chest, let the whole person slightly relaxed some. Looking at Andy in front of him, he is strange and embarrassed. He is almost at a loss, just like a novice who is helpless in the face of a crying baby. It really makes people laugh.

"You can't help." Lanli's answer, simple but accurate, choked Andy for a while helpless, and then saw the smile on lanli's face, Andy could not help shaking his head, dumbfounded, "don't worry, I will be OK."

Langley knew his condition. This is what he expected before he took the film "cancer fighting me" - although the situation out of control is beyond the bottom line, it is also his goal.

Through chujiashu's experience and will's conversation, he really felt Adam's pain. It's not only about empathy, but also about personal experience and being in it. Everything is vivid. When the boundary between reality and illusion completely disappears, the character and himself will be completely integrated.

He's Langley, but he's Adam.

This state is really special. He knows that he is shooting a movie, he needs to recite his lines, play with his opponents, change his angle of shooting, and even make mistakes and start again; But at the same time, his performance is more than just a performance. Everything is natural, as if all are his real experience.

This is not felt before in the performance of "buried alive".

Driven by the Methodist performance, he has maintained enough control. The whole person is in the chaotic zone between reality and illusion, and the reality out of control is replaced by illusory control. In the process of performance, he really makes the performance a kind of enjoyment; In real life, suffering, the body out of the performance space, the spirit and soul are still wearing shackles.

In fact, lanli is enjoying such a process, hoping that this performance state can continue for a while longer, so that he can slowly explore and experience it. Gather more information for the next Methodist performance.

Sure enough, there is no shortcut to performance. Only by fighting again and again, exploring again and again, and challenging again and again, can we accumulate enough experience, and then wait for the day when quantitative change leads to qualitative change. Lanli is very glad that Andy took over the work "anti cancer me" at the beginning.

It's about acting, and even if Andy wants to help, there's nothing he can do. What's more, Langley doesn't really need Andy's help.

"Are you sure? You look like you're in a terrible situation. " Andy can feel that Langley is a little relaxed, and his words are more direct.

Langley shrugged, but said nothing.

"Were you serious about Oscar?" Andy knows it's not the best time, but he missed today, and he doesn't know when it's more suitable. What's more, there are no days left for the award ceremony. So, simply push the boat with the current, and raise it again.

Langley shrugged his shoulders again and put on a smile. "If you ask me to attend, then I can try it."

Lenley is telling the truth. He is completely immersed in the groping of acting skills and has no too much expectation for the Oscar ceremony. I missed this year's award ceremony, and next year, the year after next, and the year after next. But I missed this performance opportunity of "anti cancer me". I don't know when the next time will be.

Andy takes a serious look at Lan Li's face. He has made a decision in his heart. Can think carefully, or feel incredible, he actually made such a decision, but reason tells Andy, this is the right choice. Even if it's incredible, even if it's difficult, even if it comes suddenly, it still doesn't affect the correctness of this decision.

Taking a deep breath, Andy calms himself down. Then he clears his mind again. He considers all aspects and makes sure he doesn't make the decision impulsively. His eyes fall on Lan Li again. He takes a long breath as if he has summoned up courage. Then he nods and says, "that's it. This year, we won't attend the Oscars. "

Even if think about it again, still feel ridiculous, Andy himself can't help laughing, the corner of the mouth smile up, and once again nodded in affirmation, "yes, I won't attend."

With a week to go before the Oscars, Langley decided to be absent.